Yoghurt cup #52

• How tired I am right now, yet another post is being written when I'm very very sleepy.
• And it's only 8:08pm!! Makes up to endless nights of staying up too late.
• For example I stayed up til 12:38am last night/this morning (the whole am/pm thing is really messed up ._.) just talking to him.
• God I just don't understand why he kept saying he wasn't good-looking. When we were derping (lol, we were seriously derping the entire fucking place for about 3 hours) in the coffee shop and he was sitting on the couch higher than me, I took a look at him, and was amazed at myself for after almost two months of knowing him I'm still sometimes awe-struck by how good-looking he is. 
• And he was dead serious about the road trip to the beach. How on Earth am I gonna be able to sneak up on mom about this??? I've got a plan already, but it's gonna need some serious consideration and help from Hannah. Hannah if you'll love me enough you're gonna have to back me up on this.
• This is the first time I wish I were those kids who stayed in the dorm. Then I could be free to do whatever the hell I want to do.
• Picked up a book about Moscow yesterday in the coffee shop and all of a sudden the definition of beauty has found its way back to me.
• How I wish I could have brought my camera to take photos in Russia *SOB SOB SOB*!! I want to go again!
• For a moment there I just thought, wow, my life used to be exciting.
• Making myself quite a habit of reading back the IMs after talking with him. 
• I SO DON'T WANT TO BE A 'DUDE' IN HIS EYES! What's with me and girliness?
• Totally ignoring that i have a Psychology test tomorrow. 
• FUCK IT I HATE SCHOOL! The only thing that motivates me to study is him.
• Look how scary it is that he naturally reigns my life.
• I sound exactly like those girls who are always whining about being alone after a minor so-called heartbreak, although lately I've been finding myself understanding more about their world.
• It came naturally though, I had a situation, thought about a simple solution, miscellaneously thought, 'oh that's what normal teenage girls would do', and silently realised how far I was from the line of being happily careless.
• I'm finding myself overthinking a lot of stuff lately too. And for the first time, it wasn't fun anymore.
• Look how sentimental those were! Where did the fun yogurt cups that I effortlessly wrote go???
• Feist - So Sorry.