Hallo November

My thoughts have been spinning on certain subjects lately, none of which has anything to do with schoolwork (which, to be honest, worries me a little bit). Just wanna write it down, share it with my beloved blog.

• Out of the blue he emerged into my life. Not anywhere near the perfect figure i'd always imagined myself falling in love with, but illogical enough to spend time with me, more than any guy in my world ever did. I somehow sense the instability in this relationship (which i have to state again is just friendship) and therefore i'm gonna say this: thank you, for letting me know there are guys like you somewhere in life.
• The fact that i hang out with him quite a lot gets the girls in the class upset. And i suddenly realize a fact: i can't have a close & heartening talk with anyone in class but him. I don't understand how people have only known each other for a month and have already updated themselves to BFF status. Friendship needs foundation even firmer than love, it takes time and experience. I have to admit i have stages in my head on how close a person is to me, a very kinky thing to do i know, but that's how i learn to trust them. As he gets into the deeper stages, i realized another thing, i don't have that much faith in human like i thought i did. Probably because i'm scared of the more i have the more i have to lose. One month is nothing, not even enough to get to know a person, far from enough to get to know me. I don't consider myself to be that cool-ass kid who has an interesting life and all, but has it always been like that? A rush in a relationship always leads to misunderstandings and collapse. And i don't think i can handle aftermath right now, when people are getting overly sensitive about people and when i'm about to be ready to approach to a new friend, by all means of that word.
• Found new music to listen to. Such a comfort, especially at the end of the year. I've been listening to BOY's album Mutual Friends, very decent i must say, nothing resembling Feist like people have been blathering about, and they're German. You have to watch the music video for Little Numbers. Barcelona looks amazing under the indie eyes :)
• Downloaded the new Coldplay album, not planning on listening to it soon. The whole Coldplay-featuring-Rihanna thing makes me afraid that if i listen to it, the statue of the-probable-only-hope-for-current-music-industry i entitled to them might break down.
• I've grown a fondness to sunrises and sunsets lately. Sunsets are marvelous, they always prose with the most beautiful color of sunlights, flashes on the sky within the clouds, even quicker than you could witness, then gave in to darkness. Last attempt of nature to expose its beauty. I've taken about dozens of different sunsets, they looked the same, quite boring i might say, but they're like a memorabilia, remind me of a beautiful ending to a day, no matter what you've been through that day, the sky's gonna stay amazingly gorgeous for you and just for you only.
• The lady at the counter was really nice to me today when i came to apply for the Communicative English class. Partly because i scored 40 out of 40 in the entrance test that was supposed to due 1 hour but i finished it in less than 15 minutes i think. I even had to translate to some of the Korean guys about the staff and starting dates, although they were talking awfully loud when i did the test. But whatever, i just wrote this down to embark a nice gesture from a stranger i received today.
• Collecting beauty from the everyday life.
• Lolz at everyone who gets mad at me and stops talking to me because they think i have a crush on him. I've never been used to playing on the peaceful side.
• Last but not least, might as well shout a big greeting to ein freund von mir: Hallo November, bringen Sie Glücklichkeit bitte :3