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I hate Mondays! :(

Today sucked so far, but thank God the people who did the misery to me were at least nice. I'm gonna lie around watching Monday TV shows tonight eating carbs hating on life. Have to be amazed at the amount of food I was able to eat when I'm angry.

Stop being delusional about that rejection message!

Hello, it's me again, completely stressed out less than one week before final term exams.

I've had a rather bad day. It started off with a lack of sunlight as the sky looked like it was 5pm when in fact, it was 6am. The sky is grumbling like a big cat getting starved, i'm sleepy, got meat in my teeth and have 18 geography questions to learn.

College is such a dreamy word.

Am i living in the world full of people who are damn lucky? I don't blame them for being absolutely and ridiculously lucky, but sometimes (or all the time, perhaps) i just wish they would shut up and leave me alone for a while. Not only they're lucky, they're in complete lack of common sense as i remembered having performed my view of not being interested in any of their showing-off-to-see-how-lucky-i-am-and-how-ironic-life-could-be jokes and they just kept hurling up to me.

And you know what's the one thing that pisses me off the most? It's the way they act like it's all their work, it's because they're as smart as Einstein to do the things no other could do. Why don't you just sit down and acknowledge the tiny little thing that's been bugging me the very first day i stepped into this Godforsaken school? Shut the fuck up and enjoy your luck in silent!

I need a new hobby.

Nightmare.

I had a nightmare yesterday. My nightmare was Jill found my blogspot & gave it to everyone in my class. Then suddenly, it was flooded in comments about my writing & sense of music. It was a little bit dramatic to be a nightmare but i experienced feelings of anger that i was actually glad it came to an end.

You have nooo idea how happy i was typing spitmcgee.blogspot.com and saw the yellow "0 comment" line under each of my posts.

There was a moment when i thought having some readers to this blog might sound fun. Then again, i still need a secret world.

Ah yes. Today, although it's only 4:30pm right now, has been an eventful day. And the eventful condition will continue when i can get my fucking ass off from the Math class.

Well, i broke mom's laptop screen & dad thought because i poured some water in it, the screen magically broke like that. No actually i dropped the darn thing, my toes got stuck into one of the wires & pulled the laptop down.

It probably will cost about $100 to fix that. One drop and that's how it goes.

I'm so ready fo my punishment.

I wonder what mom will be like when she sees that. We've got that laptop for about a month now and i broke it. She'll flip, obviously, yell at me, sigh (that's the creepiest part). I'm trying o think of other things that'll happen to me so that when she gets home i won't be surprised about her reactions.

Actually this is what will happen in real life: she'll get home, dad's gonna tell her the news and she'll act the way i'll never predict.

Consider me dead.