2.03.2012

Yoghurt cup #59







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  • I feel like Jim Carrey in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Minds.
  • Bought a new lens. Was blissfully overjoyed since yesterday.
  • I've bought a couple of more things too, a watch, a pair of boots, a bag for school and stuff.
  • I've been quite into dressing in black lately. I seriously hope this doesn't have anything to do with my so-called mental instability. But when I'm standing between choices for clothes to wear I always end up with the black ones. 
  • Oh well, at least almost all of my shoes aren't black.
  • German class isn't fun like it used to be before. I miss my old teachers and the view from my seat in class is the most inconvenient view in the entire planet of Earth.
  • Had a meet-and-greet today with the new class of high school, and oh dear why are the boys in that class so amazingly cute? They carried the stools for us to sit and sang for us and did all sorts of stuff that I'm not acquainted of in real life. Why can't I make more contacts with that kind of human being in my life?? Why wasn't I born three years later???
  • I swear if I have to see one more photo about any Lauren Conrad or Whitney Port's books I'm gonna lose it.
  • I was very surprised today to have made it on time at my old high school from university as the bus that was carrying me was moving with such a despising velocity that made me flip and think of two million ways of getting myself out of it.
  • I've been listening to The Honey Trees and a random playlist consisting of eight songs in my phone that I was too lazy to put more. That was it for a monthful of crappy thoughts that doesn't quite help me with any mental evolution I usually require in my neurons.
  • I Will Follow You Into The Dark is the only reason I still think of him as someone with at least a sense.
  • The creepy part is that I can't sing that song anymore. Like, can't put myself into singing it. Like, every time I make an attempt to sing, my throat gets stuck.
  • The 600D is surprisingly not as I'd hoped it would be. The visual display isn't as nice as the 550, the flipping screen is annoying and the Mark II kit lens looks kind of cheap. But oh well, I've seen some of the German kids rocking out that lens like a boss so after all it's about who's behind the camera.
  • Was thinking of posting some of the photos I took at Pacey trying out the new lens, but you can check them out on my facebook anyways, that's where I store all of my shallow surfaces, so I just posted the things that have been inspiring me lately. The first comic I think will forever stay my all-time favorite comic on the planet. It just sums up every wandering thought of mine ever since I was a kid in such a brief and creative and childlike way that it becomes astonishing to me.
  • I am so glad I can still write. Not writing for a period of time makes me feel like I'm fading a bit. Literally.
  • "Like, when you're bored you go listening to music, taking pictures, and he takes out those papers and starts learning." - Alex.









1.31.2012

Paris Deli







1.28.2012


















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To think that I'm a day away from having to go back to the ordinary university routine freaks me to death. I would give anything not to go back to where I was so happy I could escape from.

Anyways, today's haul: a(nother) ring, a watch, eye & lip remover, and no Body Shop shower gel sample. Another time maybe :D

1.22.2012

Yoghurt cup #58





  • I honestly just want to crawl into some hole and sleep til I can get back to HCMC. It's not here that bothers me, it's every-fucking-thing that's happening at home! I hate this holiday, why can't it be over with already? 
  • But then again, if it's over it means that the second semester should start and I'd have to compulsorily run into people I don't want to see. Why does it feel like right at this moment everything in this world annoys me intensively?
  • I hate socializing. I know I've said it before that I wanted myself to be sociable and I've always wanted to live on the other side of society, but that's the different kind. This kind of socializing is the forced kind, the kind that you have to answer questions like, how many scores did you get in the university entrance exams, which department are you in, what the fuck are you gonna do if you're to study that bullshit. I know your lives are successful, measured by the common scale of society, but I don't live that way. I'm a spoiled brat, as you've always thought of me, I like studying as many languages as I can, I like wandering around not doing shit, I only study when there's finals ahead, I like to worry about crap rather than missing my boyfriend who is two million miles away. I don't fucking succeed in a particular major, because apparently you have your hands of gold and won't spare me a spot, so I decided not to care anymore. You don't know about me, I'm not interested in knowing about you, let's just keep it that way.
  • It's nice to know there are other kinds though. I can't picture my life being dependent on one of the people with a life like this. 
  • Alright there are my updates on the two days I've spent here.

1.19.2012

Alles Gute zum Geburtstag.

1.14.2012






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It's quite scary how I update my blog almost everyday now with my photos.
Honestly, I don't like blogging like this.