Yoghurt cup #58

• I honestly just want to crawl into some hole and sleep til I can get back to HCMC. It's not here that bothers me, it's every-fucking-thing that's happening at home! I hate this holiday, why can't it be over with already? 
• But then again, if it's over it means that the second semester should start and I'd have to compulsorily run into people I don't want to see. Why does it feel like right at this moment everything in this world annoys me intensively?
• I hate socializing. I know I've said it before that I wanted myself to be sociable and I've always wanted to live on the other side of society, but that's the different kind. This kind of socializing is the forced kind, the kind that you have to answer questions like, how many scores did you get in the university entrance exams, which department are you in, what the fuck are you gonna do if you're to study that bullshit. I know your lives are successful, measured by the common scale of society, but I don't live that way. I'm a spoiled brat, as you've always thought of me, I like studying as many languages as I can, I like wandering around not doing shit, I only study when there's finals ahead, I like to worry about crap rather than missing my boyfriend who is two million miles away. I don't fucking succeed in a particular major, because apparently you have your hands of gold and won't spare me a spot, so I decided not to care anymore. You don't know about me, I'm not interested in knowing about you, let's just keep it that way.
• It's nice to know there are other kinds though. I can't picture my life being dependent on one of the people with a life like this. 
• Alright there are my updates on the two days I've spent here.