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- Dyed my hair. Still looks black. And a moment ago i was even worried the colors were too bright.
- I started practicing to ride a motorbike a week ago i think and now i'm absolutely terrified of it. God i hate hate HATEEEEE motorbikes!
- Had fun going out today. I didn't think i had this kind of feeling of going out for a while. I need to make more outgoing friends.
- Starting to lose faith in getting the camera. Might as well let go now before it's too late.
- I retold a story that hurt me badly a while ago and surprisingly finding myself still getting hurt by the words coming out of my own.
- Still haven't had new music. Been listening to a recommendation of a two-pieced band a while ago (when i say a while it means about less than a week ago but it feels like months of no new music. And yet i still don't think it's a good and inspiring idea to listen to the records i've already had but never gave a try).
- I so like Eliza Doolittle and her acoustic band. I swear she has the coolest acoustic-band-makers in the world!
- I just had to write, you know. It feels like i haven't encountered the civilized world of words for ages.
- Everything feels like ages. Since i'm hiding from the duty of learning to ride a bike, i'm also hiding from the familiar world i've been accustomed to. I need an artistic tool to make art, in order to have faith in my existence in this world.
- Having said that, there's one fine art of a clean room that my mom desperately asked for just now but i don't feel like doing. I don't know why but i feel dumb and dull while cleaning the room. It's like the mop wipes out not only dust but my sense for art as well.
- I'm turning mental for staying in one place for a long time.
- I still haven't worn the red shoes outside of the house once.
- I'm in a fucking crisis. Just bought the new laptop and the screen resolution went out horribly wrong. I looked it up online and they said something about a graphic card. Fuck it i don't even fucking know what the hell is a graphic card! They said to download something then it'll solve it but when i clicked the link expired and now basically i'm cursing like duh and wanting to throw the newly-bought laptop out of the window.
- Oh, totally forgot, One Direction.
- To think that i'm not gonna have to see their faces and deal with their problems in two weeks is such a marvelous idea. Never before have i been longing to go than now.
- The ugly part is that i still have to stay at home for at least 4 more days. And now apparently i can't fucking go out with anyone.
- Painted my nails orange, again, and my toenails raspberry purple. I'm bored with these colors though, but can't find alternatives.
- Going out with my class tonight. Should be fun, if she hadn't completely ruined my mood this morning.
- I still need to buy a grey cardigan.
- The weather's been on and off lately, one minute it's sunny as hell the other it's raining cats and dogs. Hope it's not gonna be like this in Moscow.
- Had a somewhat failure with my hair today without the brush and the bobby pins. I need hair products and lots & lots of showers.
- Just bought another ring today. No surprise.
- Converse, check. Black. I've hated that color for 5 years i think now i own a pair. Seriously, the reason why i bought them was merely because they were out of red my size everywhere. And there was a very annoying salesclerk who was frowning the whole time and expressed tiredness when i constantly asked for shoes my size. Why excuse me it seems to me you've been having a slacking day and i just ruined it with my requests, which you are paid to do. I can scarcely understand how those people could complain about their jobs when they have the most sparing job out there, i hate this country's service system!
- No more hair-dye. Somehow i know this will come.
- Well that's it for today. Not a very good day i might say.
- YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I'M DONE!! HELLO SUMMER HERE I COME MY MIND & BODY'S READY! Mom asked if i felt the loss of not having anything to try for anymore and i said i felt completely and absolutely merry that it's over now and i can finally enjoy whatever's left of a slacker's life.
- I am a slacker, a heartless slacker lol
- List of things that i need to buy: black cardigan, shades, concealer, more clothes, summer dresses, Converse chucks, a hat (apparently a hat has finally come to approval finally), flip flops, lipsticks, AND A PASS TO AWESOMELAND
- I just typed com instead of come and no spelling check on that. Guess someone's got their permission after all.
- I had a bit of shopping this morning and i grew very much hatred for myself for having such weird body type. Apparently no matter how many researches you do on how to dress your body type it will never work out and you will forever stay an ugly twat who was born to make people feel better about themselves. For once can i just, like, be someone who earns a little respect by looking slightly good?
- I just realized how much i hate human contacts.
- I need loads and loads of eyeliner.
- I'm not allowed to buy contacts. Meh. See? The world agrees for me to be fucking ugly.
- I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO GO WATCH HARRY POTTER BECAUSE THOSE WARNER BROS PEOPLE DECIDED THAT WE'RE NOT WORTHY OF THE WAIT AND DIDN'T ALLOW US TO BUY HARRY POTTER SO BASICALLY I'M JUST GONNA GO BE HYSTERICAL ABOUT LIFE IF YOU'LL EXCUSE ME
- Okay enough caps lock pressing for a day. Dinner!
- I just realized how good i am in dealing with being let down. Like a professional self-heartbreak dealer. I don't know if it's even a right term ._.
- The weather's been crazy here. It's still sunny as hell in the morning, maybe sometimes in the evening but there's at least one rain a day. But it's good, since i'm in my final days of the preparation and still haven't endured any overheat problems. And, it's nice to see the city getting a bit cold and clean sometimes. I guess this is the first time ever when i care so much about the weather, don't know why.
- Exactly 37 hours til the first day of the exams.
- I need severe shopping after this week. When this week's done, HELLO SUMMER! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU FOREVER ...
- I so want to have the Canon 6D .... Or the 500D will do just fine.
- I've got news.
- Oh, it's raining again. The sky's all black and i'm wearing my dad's Harvard sweater which is pretty much a dress-sweater to me. I'm seriously thinking about packing this sweater to go but afraid it might cost too much space. After all, haven't i shown off enough with all of the lotions and mists?
- I had a dream last night about me finally having a boyfriend. And he was a total creep. He was staring at me all the time like him. Oh dear God, just thinking about it makes me have goosebumps already! DISGUSTING DISGUSTING DISGUSTING!! Maybe that's it, i don't want a boyfriend after all.
- it's been 3 days and i still haven'r finished my yoghurt cup. I'm the biggest slacker of all times.
