Yoghurt cup #40

• Dyed my hair. Still looks black. And a moment ago i was even worried the colors were too bright.
• I started practicing to ride a motorbike a week ago i think and now i'm absolutely terrified of it. God i hate hate HATEEEEE motorbikes!
• Had fun going out today. I didn't think i had this kind of feeling of going out for a while. I need to make more outgoing friends.
• Starting to lose faith in getting the camera. Might as well let go now before it's too late.
• I retold a story that hurt me badly a while ago and surprisingly finding myself still getting hurt by the words coming out of my own. 
• Still haven't had new music. Been listening to a recommendation of a two-pieced band a while ago (when i say a while it means about less than a week ago but it feels like months of no new music. And yet i still don't think it's a good and inspiring idea to listen to the records i've already had but never gave a try).
• I so like Eliza Doolittle and her acoustic band. I swear she has the coolest acoustic-band-makers in the world!
• I just had to write, you know. It feels like i haven't encountered the civilized world of words for ages.
• Everything feels like ages. Since i'm hiding from the duty of learning to ride a bike, i'm also hiding from the familiar world i've been accustomed to. I need an artistic tool to make art, in order to have faith in my existence in this world.
• Having said that, there's one fine art of a clean room that my mom desperately asked for just now but i don't feel like doing. I don't know why but i feel dumb and dull while cleaning the room. It's like the mop wipes out not only dust but my sense for art as well.
• I'm turning mental for staying in one place for a long time.
• I still haven't worn the red shoes outside of the house once. 
• I'm in a fucking crisis. Just bought the new laptop and the screen resolution went out horribly wrong. I looked it up online and they said something about a graphic card. Fuck it i don't even fucking know what the hell is a graphic card! They said to download something then it'll solve it but when i clicked the link expired and now basically i'm cursing like duh and wanting to throw the newly-bought laptop out of the window.
• Oh, totally forgot, One Direction.