Yoghurt cup #25

I'm getting a bit tired of yogurt cups. But i figured there's no other way to make blogging easier, think i gotta stick to that one.

Oh i am so bored.

• I'm in my 4-day jeans. Sometimes i doubt if i was a very very messy person in my last life.
• Starting to think finding someone who has MY taste of music is impossible in my range.
• Or just at least know who John fucking Mayer is. And he is NOT someone who used to date Jessica Boobs-job Simpson!
• Am i the only McFan who listens to stuff other than McFly? I mean, i love them, but spending the day listening to a couple of songs over and over again is not how i plan my life.
• I have Literature homework, Chemistry homework, and i'm blogging about my so-called inner feelings.
• Went to the zoo today. Realized having a brother is sooo out of my league.
• But then again, if i have a sibling, maybe the parents won't pay so much attention on me.
• I have parental problems.
• I'm reading Peter Pan.
• And it's getting annoying so i'm gonna stop here.

The Rufus Humphrey photo was supposed to be an animation! Don't possess against me blogspot!

Ah yes. Today, although it's only 4:30pm right now, has been an eventful day. And the eventful condition will continue when i can get my fucking ass off from the Math class.

Well, i broke mom's laptop screen & dad thought because i poured some water in it, the screen magically broke like that. No actually i dropped the darn thing, my toes got stuck into one of the wires & pulled the laptop down.

It probably will cost about $100 to fix that. One drop and that's how it goes.

I'm so ready fo my punishment.

I wonder what mom will be like when she sees that. We've got that laptop for about a month now and i broke it. She'll flip, obviously, yell at me, sigh (that's the creepiest part). I'm trying o think of other things that'll happen to me so that when she gets home i won't be surprised about her reactions.

Actually this is what will happen in real life: she'll get home, dad's gonna tell her the news and she'll act the way i'll never predict.

Consider me dead.

Fletcher's birthday.

Today's Tom Fletcher's birthday.

I went to tumblr, as usual and it was flooded with messages & photos & shout-outs & songs. I think this is the biggest celebrity birthday i've ever attended. The funny part is that, while on tumblr people are getting hysterical about this so-called McFly national holiday, my real world is silence. None of my friends are online in my messenger list, mom went out, left me in charge with lunch, which i absolutely hate, my neighbor isn't up yet. Just me & the laptop.

What makes me feel good about today isn't mostly because it's Tom's birthday, it's because for the first time, i'm actually a part of something big, something fun. I think when Tom wakes up the next morning he'll be drowned in flowers & gifts from Danny, Harry, Dougie & Gio he will just have a quick glance at tumblr or twitter, have a great smile & start his day. I don't blame him for not realizing how hard the McFans had to try to keep "FletcherBDay" on trending. Celebrities never fully realize how affective they could be. He'll probably never remember the names of each and everyone who contributed into this international birthday party. But that's ok.

Because the fans are the fans. I remember a couple years ago when i was sitting by myself in Jesse McCartney's birthday playing with his posters singing happy birthday to a guy who don't even know the country i live. And i felt hopeless. But now looking back at it, i think it's a part of the character-building chain. And although i don't think i've been fully built-up, days like that, when i was a junior high loser sitting with a bunch of black & white poster, made me a good person, or at least calmed the cruel part of me for a split of second.

The best part of this day is, picturing 10 years from now, all the McGirls are 25 26 years old, having a job, a husband, a baby. Some will be doctors, some will be teachers, some will design advertisements for shitty products, some will be filthy rich, some will be happy with their a-little-low-but-enough-for-a-living salary. And in one second of life, they will remember having a party for someone who used to be their biggest inspiration, someone who stole their heart, someone whose reply on twitter made them cry like a 5-year-old, and smile. They'll recall their teenage years, sitting before the computer with a bunch of friends whose faces they don't even know, enjoying the atmosphere of the most beautiful years of their life.

Not until now do i realize the role of an idol in one's life.

I'll definitely delete this post.

I THINK THIS IS MY MOST SENSITIVE TIME.

Yoghurt cup #24

• Trying to convince myself that senior year's not that bad. That TOMORROW's not that bad.
• I hate tomorrow more than ever.
• I'm in my hating mood again. Wearing my bitch face.
• 7 people are online in my messenger list. None of whom i wanna talk to.
• I am enjoying every last precious free minutes of my life before IT.
• Been suffering from terrible allergies since yesterday. This is NOT right!
• By terrible i mean ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE!
• My life is slowly turning into a crap hole. Why wasn't i born to be a different person??
• Someone who DON'T have to suffer senior year!
• I think i've been eating 7 cans of wasabi peas this month. And i don't care about the fact that i'm fatter than ever. I even thanked God my jeans still fitted.
• I'm wearing my badass torn jeans. Makes me feel a bit more confident.
• World Cup finale tonight. Don't know if i should watch it or not.
• What am i saying? I'm definitely gonna watch it.
• It's like my life has anything more interesting to do.
• Thank you, Jones, for entertaining my miserable life.

• That's it for today. The most boring & whining-ish yoghurt cup ever.

P/S: my favorite yoghurt shop has closed down. Just thought i might add to the BIG FUN life of mine another great news.

Summer yoghurt cup #23

• Keane. Never sounded so good (:
• I think the McFly heat is cooling down a bit. That's a good thing. I'm learning to control my hysteria. Of course i'll still get butterflies when Tom tweets, or when Dougie tweets, or when Harry tweets, or ESPECIALLY when Danny tweets, but it's all better (:
• I hate Saturdays.
• Not because Frankie Sandford is Dougie's girlfriend lol
• BRAZIL oh my Brazil! I weeped like a kid last night watching Brazil vs. Netherlands. Can't believe i'm never gonna see Kaka again! I was SO expecting they were gonna win!
• This is exactly like American Idol. What a feeling!
• I think i found a light at the end of the tunnel called "Math tutor problem".
• I'm craving for my camera to be back. Never felt like i need my camera that much.
• Spent 40 bucks on a piece of glitter rubber band, aka headband. I am such a sucker.
• I wanna go watch Toy Story again! Such a wonderful movie! I hate Karate Kid. I think anyone who buys tickets to see that movie has mental problems.
• Wearing headband 24-7 now (:
• I've been playing a crappy instrument that sounds "kinda" like guitar. The tips of my fingers are starting to get hard.
• Happy birthday Larry David (:
• Watched Toy Story yesterday. And although the plot was amazing, i gotta admit the animation sucks.
• Doing a scrapboard to hang on my door.
• 9 more days guys. 9 more days.
• I hate hate hate hate HATE HATE HATE senior year!
• I SWEAR I WILL GO OUT AND KICK PEOPLE'S ASSES LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS NEXT WEEK BEFORE I ENTER THE MOST TERRIFYING SCHOOLYEAR OF MY SCHOOLLIFE!!
• I'm hysterical. But for a good reason this time.
• Now i understand why Keane stands out from EVERY SINGLE OTHER band in the UK.
• I can't stand Alanis Morissette's voice & that's the frickking truth!
• Waiting for the order to arrive to order other things.
• I don't care if i turn into a shopaholic, i haven't been to school & i'm stressing already.
• I really really like this photo of hers.