Yoghurt cup #54

• Two weeks and a half of 2011. I'm thinking of doing a sum-up about how 2011 has quite fucked me up but put me through a LOAD of things, but I'm not even sure if my punctuality or my exam schedules will ever let me do that.
• Three weeks until the exams and I haven't had shit in my head. What the actual fuck is Dialectical Materialism and why do I even capitalize the heading words of that subject??
• Listening to The Morning Benders again. I just suddenly realize I tend to listen to a lot of Morning Benders when my head's not set right.
• My blog's been containing quite a lot of nonsense lately. I should've shared them somewhere else.
• And with Camellia admitting 'I put on eyeliner to school everyday, and except for the nerds, all of the girls in my class wear makeups to school', I no longer hold any hesitation in going to school looking all fucked up without makeups.
• Thinking of wearing the flowery dress to school today.
• Nope, not a chance. Unless it's a maxi dress, then, no way!
• That reminds me, I haven't even had a real maxi dress, or a dress that fits the eye of social dressings in general.
• I don't wanna do anything. I want something to inspire me right now so that I could pick up my sketches and start working on a piece of doodling. 
• The moment when my four-years-younger sister could give me pep talks that actually made me feel better than Hannah.
• I'm not gonna start on Hannah again. I need a good one week of not talking to her so that I won't turn this feeling I'm having towards her into hatred. I remember I wrote about her somewhere else, saying how selfish my purpose of keeping this friendship with her is. Makes me feel like a horrible person.
• I'm gonna go take up an attempt to draw something now. More writing later.