ONE

officially one day before digging myself into the mud lake of boredom. 

due to the schedule, i was supposed to go cut my hair, buy some products, some FOOD (m&m and skittles), wash all the clothes i wanna bring but still in the laundry bag right now. but i'm sitting here, listening to britney's circus and doing absolutely NOTHING. mom's away for some convention, leave the house for some lazy psycho :>

last night gramps just got here for a new year's eve dinner. although new year's eve is still far away but since we're celebrating new year at the-sucking-place, this is pushed earlier. after dinner, i lied in my room, reading twilight the 10th (or more) time. dammit Edward, you're dead with me :(( i'm such a psycho and blindfold for crazily falling in love with a fictional character. 

row row row your boat, up and down the stream. if you see an alligator, don't forget to scream :)

seriously gotta go. if i sit here any more minute, mom'll kill me :>

my hairstyle looks exactly like there's something dead on my head. dammit!!!

i downloaded a bunch of music: fall out boy, jack johnson, pussycat dolls, ryan cabrera, ... i started with ryan. and i was a little disappointed. his music lost the acoustic style in elm st. it's modern. and i don't have to say how much i don't like modern pop. it's ordinary and i probably mistake him with some other artists some day. 

i'm gonna take a backpack and my new bag. there are lots of stuff that i'm gonna bring. in case i need when i'm too bored. which IS gonna happen.

oh, and i've found another perfect guy for the role Edward Cullen. no offence ok robert, you're still my best Edward :). introducing KYLE PATRICK

i watched the click 5 performed yesterday on channel v and i thought what if kyle played Edward? i think he's got what it takes :). wow, it's been so long since i realized how cute you are kyle :>

or maybe he's so tamed. he doesn't look dangerous. about this part robert has done an amazing job :). but i still like the vision he plays Edward Cullen beside kristen stewart

cam must be at the airport right now. have fun in the capital. i "can't" wait until my plane lands on the place. dammit!

peace! too bored can't stalk

this is the third time i've edited this post today. it's just the whole leaving town thing kinda makes me nervous. this noon i thought about how to actually print eclipse by my own to have something to read in case i can't bring the laptop around. and i tried to imagine how boring it can be, how much i need to prepare. i've brought a backpack full of books. i think i'm gonna go print some pages so that i can read something at the airport tomorrow :).

i bought some facial products. and i've figured out a way to bring my victoria's secret pack with me. HAHA :)

peace. i'll have to leave home at 4 tomorrow. oh my gosh ...

maybe i'll find Edward there

oh you wish

it's just a little support, at least now i have my own role model :)

sing along with me the last time

row row row your boat, up and down the stream. if you see an alligator, don't forget to scream :)