minutes to midnight

from now on, i officially have 23 more hours to live in this world
PARENT TEACHER CONFERENCE DAY IS TOMORROW!!!

i was placed, if my memories are still fine, 18th in the class. and i swear to god she had expected more, much moreeeeeeeee ......
why is life so cruel to me? ooh, for the first time i need someone to love. i don't need him (definitely a him) to love me back or at least notice me, just the feeling when you think of someone encourages you. i told ely about this and as usual, she immediately realized my problem! i wish she were a guy, (s)he would be surrounded by all the amazing girls in the whole world ...
okay back to the subject. since i'm about to die in less than 23 hours, i think i'm out of thing to do. i watched australia yesterday, i watched twilight twice, i listened to the movie ost, the score, i read twilight and new moon, and hope my decision about not reading eclipse is right.

g'luck to those who survive through tomorrow. move on guys!!! there's gonna be a lot more parent teacher conference day. live good.

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btw, life sucks! jacob sucks! long live Edward!