els has evolved!

first things first!

ELENA IMPS.

she spent the whole morning here with me creating that thing. the theme was cool. i actually was gonna pick that theme for my blog but then i wanted something that's more colorful. you have NO idea how hard i was just to spend time convincing her to have one. and look what i've done!! haha :)

today was fun, but wasn't much to tell. i and my parents went to my aunt's house for lunch. it was fun helping her out. she just bought a new camera. a dsc w170. my uncle said he wanted to buy a professional one, but it was too big and my aunt didn't like big things. to be honest, i love professionals too. tonight mom's friends since junior school gathered. it was pretty fun. i overslept a bit so it was quite embarrassing. aaaaah...

ok the worst part: TOMORROW IS HW DAY!! this is exactly the revenge of hw! math and literature, that's pretty much of the plan. i'm getting nervous about my english since the teacher kind of has been expecting too much from me due to my a-little-too-good result in the first semester. there's one thing i'm sure about: i can't do that again! maybe just fine, but not gonna be so good like the first semester. especially when my studying pretty much depends on experiences, not from some science books and all. now i'm sitting next to the bunch of best english students in the class. oh great! it's gonna be more humiliating than EVER! God please save me .... 

els does not go to school. there is no way i can be like that! gosshhhhhhhhhhhhh *pissed*

my playlist today:

- keane- we might as well be strangers

- the killers- mr. brightside

- panic at the disco- 9 in the afternoon

- beck- gamma ray

- kelly clarkson- my life would suck without you

- the bravery- believe

and so on.

i suddenly felt sick of same old music genre so i started seeking something new. and that's the result. well kelly clarkson isn't so new, but i just download it so, put it on the list :)

i haven't taken a bath yet :P. peace!

right after i'm done downloading these torrents

:P

xoxo

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK

oh yeah i'm finally back to my beloved city, whose temperature never cross 18 degree by night. WOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!

so i did a not-so-little hangout this morning. i was with Hannah and Giang. it was fun lmao. i've got these really cool things that i have to hide ALL from mom cause if she finds out, she's so gonna be mad. big time. i've got 3 nail polishes, a shirt and a super cool bracelet. we went to ciao and dammit, i ate tiramisu again XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. only this time they didn't make 'em soft enough. never mind. the shops in square wasn't all open so i didn't get to buy red belt and red converse. one more pair and my converse career is SO over! i'm sick of hiking shoes!
*and then yesterday there was one guy with those exact same converse that i fell for wandered around and around and around before me. ANNOYING! =))*

i don't wanna talk about my 10 hell days there. yes there were fun times when people gather around and eat and talk and make noise and blah blah, but most of the time was so pathetic that i just felt so sorry for my holiday. i kept thinking about the routine for britney's circus. even my ipod was boring this time! i played jack johnson's sleep through the static all the time. he is such a genius. maybe after metal, acounstic will be my next favorite.
i ate like a pig there. that's the thing i'm certainly sure about. i gained 1 pound. no comment here. great! it's like every bad things just gathered on my body right now. and the eating isn't over yet. oh my goshhhhh ...
the money i collected this year was PATHETIC! oh god. one shopping and all was completely gone. how fast did i spend those. hah, and i still couldn't save any for the calculator. my urgent-shopping list still needs to be leghthened. hah.

we talked about everything in the world: my old pals, we actually SAW an old friend passing when we were sitting in the cafeteria having lunch. it was just *wow*.
*reminds me of the fact that i haven't had a lovebug and still hoping that Edward Cullen will appear in my room someway*
basically they've changed. fortunately those two i was with today didn't change much since i last saw 'em. good thing. i'm sick of changes.
the original plan was to go watch twilight the third time, but after hannah confirmed that 'no more twilight', we switched to the shopping plan. i wouldn't have bought this much if there were some not-so-lame movies showing.

ok ok. shopping list. i haven't had the money i'd expected so basically i'm broke. and look at this! i'm so guilty!

- thesaurus
oh dammit! i read the thing in 5 minutes and now i desperately want it in my pocket! mom'll take care of this. all for study!
- red belt
for my shirt. this shirt can't be worn without a belt, and the only color i've got in my wardrobe are green and black.
- GOSSIP GIRL *xoxo*/princess diaries
i saw it in PNC bookstore. it seems like it was based on the series. this or some pricess diaries books. or maybe i don't need them at all. i'm writing myself princess diaries :). but i still need something to get my mind outta those midnight sun thing. oh my gosh Edward's thoughts were *speechless*
- red converse
aah certain need. this is obvious. this and the thesaurus right there is mom's part. i save it exclusively for you mommy :).

and another buck will be gone in a *snap*. i am such an asshole!

YET WILL HAS POSTED JESSE MCCARTNEY'S IT'S OVER OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO!! can't tell how much i *heart* him right now :)

ONE

officially one day before digging myself into the mud lake of boredom. 

due to the schedule, i was supposed to go cut my hair, buy some products, some FOOD (m&m and skittles), wash all the clothes i wanna bring but still in the laundry bag right now. but i'm sitting here, listening to britney's circus and doing absolutely NOTHING. mom's away for some convention, leave the house for some lazy psycho :>

last night gramps just got here for a new year's eve dinner. although new year's eve is still far away but since we're celebrating new year at the-sucking-place, this is pushed earlier. after dinner, i lied in my room, reading twilight the 10th (or more) time. dammit Edward, you're dead with me :(( i'm such a psycho and blindfold for crazily falling in love with a fictional character. 

row row row your boat, up and down the stream. if you see an alligator, don't forget to scream :)

seriously gotta go. if i sit here any more minute, mom'll kill me :>

my hairstyle looks exactly like there's something dead on my head. dammit!!!

i downloaded a bunch of music: fall out boy, jack johnson, pussycat dolls, ryan cabrera, ... i started with ryan. and i was a little disappointed. his music lost the acoustic style in elm st. it's modern. and i don't have to say how much i don't like modern pop. it's ordinary and i probably mistake him with some other artists some day. 

i'm gonna take a backpack and my new bag. there are lots of stuff that i'm gonna bring. in case i need when i'm too bored. which IS gonna happen.

oh, and i've found another perfect guy for the role Edward Cullen. no offence ok robert, you're still my best Edward :). introducing KYLE PATRICK

i watched the click 5 performed yesterday on channel v and i thought what if kyle played Edward? i think he's got what it takes :). wow, it's been so long since i realized how cute you are kyle :>

or maybe he's so tamed. he doesn't look dangerous. about this part robert has done an amazing job :). but i still like the vision he plays Edward Cullen beside kristen stewart

cam must be at the airport right now. have fun in the capital. i "can't" wait until my plane lands on the place. dammit!

peace! too bored can't stalk

this is the third time i've edited this post today. it's just the whole leaving town thing kinda makes me nervous. this noon i thought about how to actually print eclipse by my own to have something to read in case i can't bring the laptop around. and i tried to imagine how boring it can be, how much i need to prepare. i've brought a backpack full of books. i think i'm gonna go print some pages so that i can read something at the airport tomorrow :).

i bought some facial products. and i've figured out a way to bring my victoria's secret pack with me. HAHA :)

peace. i'll have to leave home at 4 tomorrow. oh my gosh ...

maybe i'll find Edward there

oh you wish

it's just a little support, at least now i have my own role model :)

sing along with me the last time

row row row your boat, up and down the stream. if you see an alligator, don't forget to scream :)

WHY GOD WHY

yup! no tutor today

but instead, i couldn't find my cellphone charger. i've been looking for it the whole morning. actually not whole. 

i finally had the time to work on my portfolios this morning. ely stopped by and help me out with the nails and the arrangements. she forgot to bring the make-up pack so we did the shoot immaturely. how sad ... and i lost my leggings so we had to take jeans instead. oh god ... the shoot will definitely be done again. and this 'the hunchback of notre dame' too. 

obviously and basically, i changed my theme. after one hour wrestling with all of my favorite themes on blogskins, i finally found mine. simple, again. but this time more colorful. it's tet, hello! now i have to go find the mp3 player creator site. ok i found it :).

let's think of the playlist:

. jack johnson- if i had eyes

. fall out boy- i'm like a lawyer

. gavin degraw- medicate the kids

. pink- so what. haha freakshow!

. britney- if u seek amy :)

. joss stone- music

. christina- keeps gettin' better

i was thinking of putting quando by michael buble. buble's vocal was *speechless* but nelly's vocal ruined it all! no offence ...

my page looks like a mess! urgh i have to go edit it. and finish the fic name 'stupid fic'. i still haven't figured out the proper name for that crazy story. 

i'm so bored. i need new music and my torrent is getting on my last nerve. 

why ?

safari just came not responding 5 minutes ago. 

why ?

if i wasn't so excited about the new theme, i would just swish your heads!

i skipped breakfast this morning for some stupid tv shows. are you smarter than a fifth grader. can't wait til wednesday ... the jam was so sweet, i couldn't have 2 loaves of bread just cause of it. 

starve sweet starve. ambiguously.

WHY HAVEN'T I STARTED READING ECLIPSE YET? I'LL NEVER REACH BREAKING DAWN WITHOUT DONE READING ECLIPSE

Edward save me ...

you know what i completely lost my apetite with photoshop. the last time i touched it was 2 hours ago, to define the color code, to paint my cbox. i did it last time with the last theme

i'm becoming talkative aren't i?

peace!

saturday morning

some part of me just confirmed that today is not gonna be an exciting day.

i have this MATH tutoring at 6. cam didn't bring me the accessories of my bag though i reminded her every single time. she's such an annoying person. and the nail polish. i will definitely paint my nails black. to protest.

i'm in the save-up process. and that obviously means 'going nowhere'. ambiguously.

i desperately need a thesaurus. 

i'm having this inspiration back, so i think i'm gonna go write the story as much as possible. wow, sounds like a duty, no more fun.

last night i watched moulin rough. to be honest, it wasn't as good as i'd imagined. except for the fact that christian was cute, nicole kidman was marvelous, the movie plot was kind of boring. besides, i hate the name satine. it reminds me of some kind of negative or non serious-minded character. just love the song lady marmalade :).

peace. chores await :)

p/s: michael :)

told ya the pink hairstyle looks creepy. can't understand you castros :)

evening update: the tutor turned out to be not so bad today. we (means i and huy, what? you think cam was really gonna show up?) showed up and the teacher was nowhere to be found. we KIND OF wanted to sneak out and get home but then we got caught. aaah awkward ... 

we talked a lot today. about future work, about dream house, dream job, all that. it was funny how i could have my full attention into the conversation and kept thinking about my story at the same time. this morning i dug the old laptop, listened to some of my recordings and realized how much my voice has grown. i read the old fic bout tokio hotel i'd left a year ago and some lines just flashed in my head. so i started writing that fic the whole noon. just too bad i wanna share it with hannah and my crazy yahoo messenger just kept lagging and lagging :(. i think i'm gonna upload it on mediafire and send her the link. safe and sound!

while sitting in my room hanging out with that fic, suddenly caught wireless connection :). i just caught it in about 15 minutes. i don't know if it was something to be excited about as i could just walk 10 steps to the plugged computer. 

tet's coming. i think i'm gonna refresh my blog though swear to god i'm desperately in love with this appearance. but refreshing is just a good thing to do! something colorful, maybe.

i'm digging in blogskins to find some new shirt for my journal. at least i'll have to change its shirt BEFORE pushing myself into a so called vacation.

too much talking. i'm becoming borin! peace!

even though mine won't seem to be happy, but this is crucial

HAPPY HOLIDAY GUYS!! VACATION ROCKS!!

claustrophopbic

ok you've pushed me to the limit. i'm left no choice. now the only way to get access here is by safari. because safari has this weapon name 'private browsing'. mozilla and opera don't. i think i'm gonna block every single way to get access to my online journal. from my computer.

that's the only way to prevent her from reading my journal, THEN blame me on what i wrote in it. i don't you if you agree with me or not but it's such a bad thing to do.

i just cleared all the blogger databases in opera and firefox. there's is no way she can get access here. unless i forget to turn off the page before leaving the computer. this is the pain of using shared computer. just wait until i have my own laptop. then i'll set password and all that. i won't be doing anything forbidden, i just need my privacy. seems so hard for an overcurious person like her.

PERV!

on second thought, maybe i won't go to the concert tonight. and i won't go with her either. i'll be home, finishing my story, or at least finding inspiration for it. i'm saving up for eclipse and breaking dawn. i think i'm gonna go print them by myself. can't imagine a life without them. especially a life with all those stalkers around! you have no idea ...

since my holiday is about to turn into a complete nightmare, i'm in a crisis. she cut all of my sources, grounded me. i think i'm having claustrophobia and depression. if that's what she wanna get, just be what she wants. woohoo!!!

and oh, almost forgot; hello mr. H

just kept talking about michael and i totally forgot about this: HOLIDAY IS COMING! my mr. H. too bad Oliver's kinda out of town right now. or so i've heard. i just can't wait to talk with him!

peace!

it's michael castro this is all about

ok so american idol is officially BACK. i can't tell you how excited i was to actually sit and watch the same old commercial everyday waiting for this. and as usual, i missed the 4 o' clock show and had to watch the encore telecast on 7. that was fine. and the new judge, what was her name again? Kara DioGuardi. oh she was gorgeous. no offence paula but you look a bit pathetic next to her :).
and MICHAEL CASTRO WAS AWESOMEEEE!!!!
Jason was there! oh god i went absolutely crazy when i saw him. jason was one of my most favorite contestants. he totally rocked it. i felt sorry for him for didn't make it to the top 3. i KNOW he could've done it!! and i'm surprised at the fact that none of carly, michael johns, ramiele, brooke, syesha (yes now syesha), amanda, ... none of them has released any album in 2008. when david arch and david cook has already got their own success. this is such a waste. they're still SO potential, just bad luck ...
ok now back to michael. so i just kept my eyes on for 2 auditions only: michael's because of the fact that jason was there and this guy name von smith. he sang over the rainbow. i didn't like his vocal although i though it was impressive. impressive, not so very good. but the judges loved it. that was the most important thing.
i have this photo of jason when he was younger, he took it with another person. i didn't know who he was until
.

it was michael.
kill
me
already

oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god

swear to god i will support this another man from the castros. rock it michael!!!
and there's one more thing i love about him: he chose in love with a girl by gavin degraw to audition. i KNOW and WAS addicted to the song. nice choice mike ;;)

and there's this amazing girl name emily. she auditioned in phoenix, my beloved city (because it's the city where BELLA SWAN came from :'>) and sang barracuda by heart. she was a-ma-zing!

don't you just loooooove american idol ... x

blogger was totally crazy yesterday. i just couldn't turn on the homepage. yesterday wasn't so eventful but i just felt like writing something. and it's definitely my journal.


i went picnic with the class yesterday. it was more exciting and funnier than i'd thought. yeah yeah yeah. i'll post the photos tomorrow. my camera was actually out of battery in the middle of the fun so i had to switched the memory card with another camera, which still remained battery, to continue the photograaphy career :). i took real nice photos. and i KNOW that when it's loaded into this computer, the color is gonna be terrible. have no idea why. computer sucks!
we had barbecue this morning. i've experienced this once. i ate self-made barbecue once in my mom's class reunion and i had stmachache that night. so now i'm kind of expecting a stomachache.

i think i'm gonna look for michael's audition. he definitely needs his hair dyed to some normal hair color. he can't let this, this PINK hairstyle appear. he's just too amazing!
i like him because of many reasons, and two of the most simple ones are he's gorgeous, even more than his brother; and his brother is jason castro. oh jason melted my heart last season. can't believe i just got a chance to see him again. and another castro :((:((
cry me a river guys
david cook entered the competition with the exact same weird hairstyle. look what he's become. not flawless (like Edward) but better. definitely better.

suddenly i find my english suck. really does. have no idea!



harmonica at the window. i'll keep writing this until i decide not to put the story through.

one day away from holiday

and it feels like a year, or worse. 

and after months of being lazy, i've finally copied photos from my camera. i have no idea why i've been so lazy about all this. so i've got photos from the hang-out last sunday, let me show ya!

what's in my bag on flickr. details here.

finally found something to do in history class: draw the teacher's portrait. she taught so well that the publisher had to add her face on the cover of the book. it's the chimps' photo. i swear to god, she looks EXACTLY like a chimp! this is the work i've done. pretty amazing huh ;>

this is the piece of journal i've written in class. mupha next to me was translating eclipse. a hopeless attempt. but i still pursue her :). and noone was actually listening to what the chimp said :)). 

obviously someone's been looking for my blog. wow!

jacob's gonna be in love with bella and Edward's daughter. that's relief. and that makes me hate him a little less. but still hate. BETRAYER!!!

yesterday, we had to do a plan board about how we're gonna study literature in the second semester. half of my class wrote 'finish reading stefenie meyer's twilight saga'. SERIOUSLY =)). as to me, those books are just for fun (and crazy :>), to be honest, there's no literary value in them. although yes i love Edward like crazy but i don't consider those books to be something that you can learn from. it's like i'm addicted, there's no way to get out :). it's a shame saying that out loud.

guess what? WE'RE ONE DAY AWAY FROM AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 8. i wonder how it's gonna be like. hope i'll find some new love, new David Cook :).

ok there's something i can't write here. i have to emigrate to my princess diary. peace out!

here comes the selfish side

i know that i'm supposed to do chemistry right now but after a day like this if i don't get to write something, i'm gonna be crazy!

i got 7,5 in english. might be lowest in the CLASS. SHAME!!! just some stupid 'write an invitation' subject. EEH, not interested! i have to do an essay called 'from rags to riches' this wednesday and i have NO idea who i'm gonna write about. maybe jennifer hudson, her family murdering disaster seems to be good, or pink and her not-so-pink childhood. or maybe PARIS HILTON! yeah it'll work. it's gonna be like 'paris hilton was born in a ragged family. her father was unemployed, he doesn't have anything to do but running the hilton hotels around the world'. yeah right =))

oh and today i was totally annoyed by those two mannequins. they kept talking about some stupid new atm card and new converse and all that. it's not that i was jealous with them because one of them was really nothing to be jealous with, it's just they annoyed me. and suddenly i realized how selfish they were and i was about to be one of them. yeah sure i'll just hang out with them like nothing happens cause SOMETIMES, i had fun a little bit, but i promise i won't turn into that kind of mannequin. 

besides i have my shallow moments. and who can understand those more than shallow girls =)) ? have fun bitches!!!

i thought i lost my physics workbook, but it turned out i didn't. how nice! whatever.

mom found out about the 'bag truth' last minute. from now on, i might not go out anywhere anymore. great! after dealing with these tests, these stupid and nonsense tests this week, i'm having this hang-out plans with old friends, new friends and mannequins. yeah, i think i'm invisibly grounded. NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

i'll figure something out. promise! can't let things like these happen right? especially before terrifying so-called vacation. 

some icons to cheer life up a little bit. same old bells and Edward. enjoy 'em while i go suck all the fun left today alright?

my favorite icon :):)

oh i almost forgot. favorite quote of the day

"Clowns are supposed to be happy, but they are really scary. Carnivals are supposed to be fun, but really they are kind of creepy." [...] "and that's like life to me, and love. Love is supposed to be fun, but it can sometimes be really scary. And the funhouse mirrors that make you look so distorted that you don’t recognize yourself and you ask yourself, ‘How did I get here? How do I get out of here?’ But, you think that you want to do it again. That is the same as love and life. It's a metaphor for being in love and for life."

 "It's about when the box you’re in doesn’t fit anymore, burn that fucker down and start a new one."

Pink

what's in my NEW bag :)

wow. mom must have read my diary. and for the first time ever, i don't give a damn. just flow.

i went shopping with camelia today. i've got this cool bag and she's got 2 new shirts. it was fun. and i totally forgot about the fact that today is mom's birthday. i'm guilty to just sneaked out this morning with cam and left her all alone. she must have felt so lonely, or i don't know. i've never been good at the whole guessing thing. *sigh*

i saw red converse today. KILL ME ALREADY! i want those shoes so BAD that i could just put off 500k to buy them. unfortunately these aren't my money and i've already got 3 converses at home so ... just cause ... but OH MY GOD ...... besides, we've found a really cool place sells flat heels and high heels. i think after getting 'the money', i'm gonna spend ALL of them in shoes :((. and calculator. speaking of, i desperately need the casio fx570es. i'm sick of my 500ms. it's so stupid, it can't do anything! 

i haven't got a buck and i'm already spending it!!! goshhhhhhhhhhhh ... what about hang-out schedules ?

i think i'm gonna go print eclipse and breaking dawn. thousand  times sorry mr. bill o'keeffe for not keeping my promise after all. i still haven't read eclipse yet and god knows when i'll do the thing. the only way for me to read the book is to print it. and since i've only got 20k left in my purse with lunch and potato chips await, i'm never gonna print that book before holiday. swear to god i need it before taking off. i'll do it. no matter how hard it takes (i don't think it's gonna be hard, stupid bloom did it, why can't i?). 

i'm searching for 'what's in my bag' on flickr. now i have the bag, i just need to see what goes inside it. here's what i've collected:

. hand sanitizer

. rubik

. eclipse & breaking dawn =))

. blackberry (this seems so far away, but still a need) or an iphone. can't believe that i like iphone now!

. king sized m&m, potato chips and diet coke

. gum

. pocket knife

. key chain

. bottle of water. maybe with a nice bag, i'll drink more water

. casio fx570es

. an actual book. not stefenie meyer's

. some of my favorite self-taken photos. maybe these things'll help sometimes.

. post-it

. some of my favorite magazines

. hair brush

. lots of things.

you're probably wondering how big this bag might be right? i'll take some photos of it and then show you. gotta run, doing house chores, preparing for a suckiest monday ever tomorrow.

peace out. have a nice week!

studyless

my ipod's out of battery. AGAIN! this is amazing how fast this thing can run out of battery, and it's fun to charge it back. i've found my music inspiration back in the past few weeks. wow!

swear to god if my phone wasn't so dumb, i would set 'supermassive black hole' as my ringtone. wait til the day that blackberry 8100 is mine. just WAIT!!!

today was a studyless day :>. we actually got to 'enperience the internet' at the computer lab today. and hello, it's like a break. and you can see in my cbox there's a message at the time i was 'experiencing' there :). literature was fine. no write-downs. that pleased me. the incredible thing was i actually did math and literature in the same time =)). it was amazing! and then math, scariest moment of the day. but thanks to the stupid time table, we didn't have to have any math period. we just sat there, switched seats, talked and talked. if i'd know there were so many free time today, i would've charged my ipod last night :(. then social study. it's always been a free time cause seriously, noone takes this subject seriously :). it's stiff and useless! for god's sake.

tomorrow i'll go shopping for accessories with Camelia. gotta make the money first. or at least find them. i think i'm gonna ask mom for a break. go shopping on my own and try not to spend too much on something. i need a jumper for this holiday since we have to go to a freezing cold place that a tropical person like me can NEVER get used to. how nice! and up to now, i haven't had anything called 'jacket' yet. yes i have but they're, to be honest, against the fashion rules so i kinda ditched them all. g'luck to my plans tomorrow!

gosh i'm starving! gotta run! find something to put into the empty stomach!

not MY day

maybe the charm bracelet has expired. today i didn't have that much lucky like i did in the past few days. i was called to do an exercise in math, and though the exercise wasn't hard, easy actually, i still screwed up. yeah yeah yeah
my converse are against me. they stink. i think i need new converse, better be black ones. maybe mom'll buy me new ones due to the fact that i never wash my shoes seriously. besides, vacation's coming, if i'm lucky (bout this part, you can see that i'm obviously NOT an expert on) i'll save up enough for a blackberry, a couple pairs of high heels, AND a new pair of converse. who knows huh ?

it's weird how those days can get so eventful and i can just sit here and talk talk talk about my day. unlike some other time when i didn't even wanna touch the keyboard cause i was outta thing to say. wow!

i seriously need holiday to come soon! i hate school SO much that i could die right away .... dammit! next week we're kind of going camping and i'm SICK of it! too bad i had no legitimate reason (or at least something sounds miserable and real) to just turn those things down.

yet again there's some problem with my cbox. stupid cbox!

arrgh the font of my blog's text is so small i can't do anything to make it bigger. one part i don't wanna ruin my new beautiful theme, the other part i have to admit (sadly) that I SUCK BOUT ALL THE HTML THING! have no idea how they could play with these things.

*speechless*

been listening to lie all day and yes it's true that i'm trying to make it #1 in my top 25 most played playlist picked by bill the ipod. i feel so guilty, i've been listening to david arch's barriers too much that i forgot about David Cook. thousand times sorry Cook!
still can't download life for rent. looks like god's not on my side today.

stupid kha still hasn't shared me all american rejects' new album!! i HATE him! today he acted like a freak: he put on a cap, then a helmet, wore a gauze mask, put on glasses and that terrified the head teacher. she made him stand in front of the class and swore to never act freaky again. vivi the idol said that he won't be doing freaks, but he'll still do 'interesting' things. and it's all that! such a freakshow :>

i wanna start tumblr (i don't remember if i'd mentioned this in my previous entries). basically cause people've been giving compliments bout the site and i'm curious.

this is nghi's role model for Edward Cullen. it's tom felton, draco malfoy in harry potter. i happened to find out that he played peagreen the prince in the borrowers! so cool!!!


i pictured him playing Edward and i thought maybe it'll work. but i'm just afraid that then he'll be too young and clean for bella, especially when rob pattinson hasn't done a bad job playing my role model. rob has expressed the wildness of Edward, that the one thing i like about him. well maybe tom will express some parts of Edward that i haven't found out through the books. who knows?

dammit i'm in love with rob so badly that i can't imagine anybody can do it better than him!

yet and my life's been eventful since the day the twilight bomb exploded in my lap. suddenly there's this amazing guy who lies properly in my mind. great!


this is turning into crap! peace out!


p/s: last night i swore to my ipod that i'll read eclipse this weekend. can't imagine how life would be with no more Edward after i'm done reading breaking dawn. oh my gosh .......

permanent

there were so many events that occured in the past few days. first, my math teacher, who was rumored to haven't got married and a monster, seemed to be so ... in the past few days. she actually acted like normal teachers. oh god ...

i had a speech in front of the class about a person or a carnival. you know what i chose? i chose to talk about the cullens =)) . although the class didn't seem to like it, i enjoyed myself alot :>. and nghi nghi said that rob looks like a bear. i don't get it. all i see is a hot english guy who's single and played Edward, the love of my life that i have to share with this girl name bella. i asked her why bear and she answered cause he has mustach. there are 4 exceptions for mustach in the whole world: johnny depp, david beckham, david cook and rob pattinson. if they shave, they'll look like gay! rather bear than gay :))

i'm addicted to David Cook's album. i've been listening to lie all afternoon, and that made me couldn't take a nap and now i'm really sleepy. especially with this mud mask on my face. i can't move my face, can't talk, can't even blink. great!

this is lie.
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this song is about a desperate lover who tried to believe in the love that has been broken. even though he knows that it's unable to mend this relationship, he still begged the girl to 'lie to him and tell him that everything's gonna be alright'. amazing song!

and this is permanent.
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it's said that when David recorded this song, some people in the studio cried. i can understand why. i almost cried when i listened to the part

'i know he's living in hell every single day; and so i ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place'

this song he wrote to dedicate to his older brother Adam who has been fighting with brain cancer for 10 years. somehow to me, David Cook is more than just an artist, more that just someone who won american idol season 7, he seems to be more like a hero.

david cook maybe one of the best albums of 2008. and i think there's no way david archuleta can compete with this amazing guy. his album, to be honest, sucks. it's just like shayne ward's music, whose album i forgot to put in my ipod and now i thank god for that decision. it's stiff, soulless and amateur. how can a 17-year-old boy can compete with someone like David Cook, who has been through a lot in his life. besides, david arch hasn't finished high school, David Cook has finished UCLA.
but after all, i don't hate him. i just hate the fact that those stupid so called 'arch angels' just keep comparing arch to Cook. if they don't hate themselves, why do you ? jackass!
i went on youtube and i saw things that i wasn't supposed to see. about Cook. by those jackass. oh just forget it. COOK ROCKS!

i think i'm gonna have to buy dozens of oreo packs to eat in this so called vacation. new hair products, definitely body lotion, major kind of masks, tissues, skin care products, ... i'll survive! i'll survive!!
oh, and lots of music to entertain.

playlist:
. oh come on i just introduced up there: lie and permanent by david cook.
. hey there delilah by plain white t's
. hum hallelujah by fall out boy. i listened to thnks fr th mmrs last week and i've been addicted to the album since then
. barriers and desperate by david arch
. working class heroes by green day. i liked this song after having watched american idol season 6 marathon on star world. green day with BELOVED billie joe armstrong performed this song.
. let me sign by rob pattinson. this song i'm seriously hooked. there's something really adductive about the song, the music, the lyrics, definitely the lyrics, and of course robert pattinson.
. keeps gettin' better by christina aguilera. honesty, i only like the video clip cause her nails and the cellphone (which britney's hot womanizer used in womanizer) were amazing.

yup! i intended to download titanic ost. after finish uploading these songs to post here.

FANATIC HIDEOUT!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!


crazy moment crazy moment :>


bonus the back side of britney's album circus. this photo is definitely cooler than the official album cover! what on the earth were you thinking brit?

circus

i died, as you see =]]
ok i survived. and for some reason (basically one of those reasons are we're about to go to DN this vacation), mom and i went shopping. we got 2 pairs of jeans. they looks just fine! life is complicated huh :>

today is definitely my music download day. i've downloaded circus and david archuleta. yeah i know david's is so yesterday but not until now did i have time to care about the weight of his album on torrent. i'm in the mood of download music and so is my torrent. i'm searching for something worth downloading. btw this is the list:
- britney-circus (done)
- david arch-self titled (done)
- dido- safe trip home & life for rent
that reminds me! i gotta go download life for rent. long time beloved :>

- jack johnson- sleep throught the static (1 track downloaded)

i think i'm gonna save some for vacation. imagine 10 days without touching the computer. it will definitely drive me crazy. ok my torrent is fighting back. gotta run!

minutes to midnight

from now on, i officially have 23 more hours to live in this world
PARENT TEACHER CONFERENCE DAY IS TOMORROW!!!

i was placed, if my memories are still fine, 18th in the class. and i swear to god she had expected more, much moreeeeeeeee ......
why is life so cruel to me? ooh, for the first time i need someone to love. i don't need him (definitely a him) to love me back or at least notice me, just the feeling when you think of someone encourages you. i told ely about this and as usual, she immediately realized my problem! i wish she were a guy, (s)he would be surrounded by all the amazing girls in the whole world ...
okay back to the subject. since i'm about to die in less than 23 hours, i think i'm out of thing to do. i watched australia yesterday, i watched twilight twice, i listened to the movie ost, the score, i read twilight and new moon, and hope my decision about not reading eclipse is right.

g'luck to those who survive through tomorrow. move on guys!!! there's gonna be a lot more parent teacher conference day. live good.

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btw, life sucks! jacob sucks! long live Edward!