• Here I am, another sleepy night with my blog.
• How long have i abandoned this place?
• Anyways, same bed, same laptop, same stories, just a different person telling it.
• I've changed. In a way that's able to fit work and study in the same day, try not to think about the choices and mistakes I've made, talk more, think a little bit less, and only about important stuff. 
• And try not to get accustomed to the fact of having him around.
• He thinks too much about things that I don't think about, and I've learned about realization a lot while knowing him. I wish I could take emotional stuff as easy as those other girls whose lives I've witnessed, but I can't. That's what the brain is for. It's there to remind us that our heart is a stupid creature that has a power more than it can realize.
• I saw a little cat today. It was so small I feel like it can stand on two palms of my hands. I want a cat, or I just want a creature small enough with attitude like a cat. 
• Every once in a while, I still realize I'm alone in this world. What am I trying to do ?
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Yoghurt cup #65

• Probably longest time no write, I was quite pleasantly surprised to see the new layout for the 'Compose post' page :'D
• I was going through some stuff lately that I couldn't write down. I guess I've changed my life routine a bit as well to adapt to the changes. I don't feel like myself that much, I feel more like I've just started the journey to find myself.
• As I stepped the other foot out of their world, suddenly, it becomes so strange to me. It almost feels like I never belonged there, and the people living in it never considered me to be one of them. That world gives me a feeling that anyone who gets chosen in must go through somewhat a test and once they're in, they fit with each other perfectly, like a puzzle.
• Is it too wrong to not even regret? I don't feel anything at all. It just feels like I'm on my own now. I'm a step farther from things that forced me to think differently than usual.
• I'm not even sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, it's just what happens right now.
• I'm a stranger again. Nobody knows me.
• In The Morning - Bee Gees
• I wanna travel so bad, to calm and to direct my head from thinking unnecessary things.
• Nothing is permanent. There is no such thing as a person who will willingly spend their time with you. Never let yourself forget that.
• I might set this blog on private because nobody reads it anyways, and I'm starting to write stuff that some of my followers who actually know me in real life wouldn't be comfortable to read.
• Watched Dark Knight Rises today. Pretty awesome the Robin part. And all of Anne Hathaway's lines. Very well done Nolan.
• And Zimmer has really stepped to another level with this movie's score.
• People who don't watch any other part of The Batman sequence please sew your mouths up when you're in the theater.
• Tyler & I discovered a coffee & crepe shop that has a Doraemon figure puzzle. And the crepes were sooo good I was so overjoyed D':
• And it's just right next to the university. How majestic is that.
• I'm starting to want to back out from this volunteering program. How is it that I always get myself into so - many - things that I don't even know how to get out???
• I have to buy contact lenses because wearing a pair of glasses is starting to be a burden to my vision.
• I have officially gained no interest towards makeups whatsoever. Partly because now that I no longer have a best friend who is a makeup addict, I no longer have to care about looking good as a responsibility. Partly because Tyler makes me feel comfortable even when I'm going out with him in my bare (and unbearably ugly) face, therefore no makeup is indeed needed, and the makeup removing procedure takes so much time and energy and I usually get allergic from the makeup removing cleanser that I'm using, so, it's not exactly the best feeling in the world to put on makeups.
• It's like I'm living in another life. A temporary life that will change, or is changing in front of me.

Random June.

A couple of boredom photos to celebrate the fact that I screwed up at this morning's test and my sudden realization that I need human so much more than I could imagine.

The flea market.

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Going to the flea market has somehow become a need each month. Although I never acquire enough financial support to buy whatever I want, I could still satisfy myself a bit with a couple of crazy bracelets and crop tops.
And, it rained cats & dogs yesterday, which made it impossible to stalk and photograph beautiful girls.

Oh my God for a total of two days I totally forgot that I had a blog! And now I'm back on my blogger homepage to happily find out that my favorite photo bloggers have uploaded numerous of wonderful entries about their perfect little lives.

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Eating Shio-ramen with Camellia. Maybe my passion in Japanese food really only lies in California rolls and katsu-don T.T