lust ... i'm so out of space!

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I know that's a bit much of inspired series in 2 days but the beach thoughts just kept haunting me, the thoughts of me having fun on the beach taking numerous photos and getting to buy a real polaroid and some denim shorts.
I can't focus on anything. I tried my best to focus on studying this morning, i did.
But the beach? Comeonnnn!

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random stuff i suddenly found on tumblr. Credits.

Wanted right now:

1. A vacation. To somewhere with a beach, or stay in a beach resort for a week doing absolutely nothing but lying by the swimming pool next to the beach with a glass of cocktail beside me.
2. I want this fuck exam season to be over with!
3. Beverage.
4. My hair to be as long as it was before. And when all this is over, i'm gonna dye it chocolate brown.
5. ALL THIS IS OVER PLEASE
6. Junkfood.
7. Europe.
8. The Beatles, duh.
9. I wish i'd talked to that guy. I wish Cam had.
10. I wanna go to school so that i don't feel like i'm wasting time fucking around.
11. Stop cursing!
12. Have a nice white room with new furnitures.

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I'm blogging in the dark right now, was about to turn on the light but i actually like the feeling of this. It's chilly here, thanks to the rain, and i'm wearing a shoulder-loose tank top and supercut shorts and feeling the chill on my toes. It's all about the feelings isn't it? I hate studying, i hate the fact that i can't focus for a long time, it frustrates me. And i always believe a change in surroundings could increase my focus for things. But it's just a theory, an excuse to go out on days that i'm supposed to cram myself with whatever's left of senior year.
I still can't believe i'm no longer a high school student. I'm between statuses right now.

My blog is so random i should change the name to Spit Random McGee. It's actually pronounced Mc-Ghee, not Mc-Giee. Yayy.

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Long time no post. I've been busy with schoolwork preparing for numerous upcoming tests and practicing the class choir (yes it is THAT stupid a class choir ._.). 

Today a friend kind of threw a class party and gave each and everyone her thoughts. And as i was waiting for my turn i expected to feel good and proud of myself for the past few years, but as it turned out i felt like shit. For the first time ever i'm glad i'm only staying in this school for only 2 more days.

I never ever liked high school. Look what i've become.

far off the world

Well obviously I am. I have 5 days off from horrible school (ugh) and have already used up 3 days in waste. Oh you know me. All i've achieved in those damned homework so far are the Math and English exercise, in which the English exercise didn't count much cause i finished it practically the night before the holiday started.
I only have two BOOKFULs of Physics exercise and Geography to cram and two Lit essays to turn in. Life's good, right? RIGHT?

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Okay, talk a little bit about music. I think i may have taken another leap since the indie fever to getting to know about the 60's music where biggest musicians of all time have been born. Aside from The Fab Four and some Bob Dylan records, i didn't have much 60's hits in the ipod. Probably because i didn't know where to start and which good place to choose. But i started off with something even earlier like Doris Day and Ella Fitzgerald and fell completely in love. One question, why don't they make music like that anymore? The reason i like indie is because sometimes it brings back nostalgia of a golden time like that.
I did a research about The Beach Boys today and started listening to their album Pet Sounds. As i'm listening to the track "God Only Knows", i realized how tiresome the contemporary industry is. I know i've whined about it several, more than several times, but they sure didn't satisfy my quest for ultimately good music. Amy Winehouse, Adele or John Mayer (in his album Continuum only, the more i listened to Battle Studies, the crappier it gets) don't pop out on the chart everyday. It gets frustrating, feels like indie is the only genre that lives through the waves.
I listened to a piano-based, female-vocalized some the other day and felt, blank, bored. Am i that faraway from what kids love or am i just trying too hard? It feels lost sometimes when i'm at a complete loss when my friends talked about a Gaga song and stuff. I hate 00s pop sensations. Look how stupid that number looks. "00s" music, ugh, "60s" and "90s" are beautiful numbers. This reminds me of the song George Harrison sings that i just downloaded today, "as i'm sitting here, doing nothing but aging". Brilliant lyrics, another reason to abandon reality to wind back to the good ole days.
Youtube commenters could be so humorously smart sometimes, they have a comment like this: "The Beatles and The Beach Boys should have a baby, we'll call it God". Makes me laugh. At least someone with the right sense.
All i need to do now is to look for a companion.



Enough about the bull crap. I'm getting a cup of milk.

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This is just another proof of me being alone in my room way too much.

my stardust melody

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I tell you, people could be jerks sometimes, the entire society is crowded with jerk-offs. After school i went out to the gift shop to get the ring i told you about, and i think everyone was looking at me. When i got home i found out, my backpack zippers had been open the entire time! Nobody told me, thank God nothing was stolen!

I've been listening to a lot of music lately, Bob & Jakob Dylan, Wallflowers, and some Bublé. I must say, i never gave Michael my full attention although i somewhat acclaimed myself to be a Bublé fan. I was looking for something in my room the other day listening randomly to his album Crazy Love and found out, it wasn't half bad. Maybe i did misjudge the album just because of the singles he's released, the music's got a very Sinatra atmosphere. Although comparing Michael Bublé to Frank Sinatra would be a little uneven because i think Michael's voice doesn't quite have the depth that has become recognizable to Sinatra, he did his best to keep up his forte and brings up the jazz vibe into this crazy and messed-up music industry to an extent. My only regret is that i didn't give time to listen thoroughly to this album at first, as it has a fresh take on classical orchestra and jazzy acapella intros. This is a better touch on the album comparing to MB or Call Me Irresponsible which, i think, has focused too much on the bluesy sounds. 4/5.
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Do you know who, of all the artists out there, should release an acoustic album? McFly. I'm not being fangirl-ly and say that, but seriously, their live performances always top the studio versions. Guitar skills and voice combination of Tom Fletcher and Danny (♥) Jones make the songs fly up to whatever they should be composed for. And screw the R&B, rhythmic, club-mixes! Ew! Whoever came up with that idea should be rewarded a seat in the electric chair.
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Okay, enough procrastination. Back to Geography exercise (which i'm googling the answers and i swear, google knows everything).