Ridiculously ridiculous

Yes, I'm in the time they call 'full-term tests studying'. And due to the fact that in the 4 long winding and happy days, I only spent 4 hours studying, I actually enjoyed my life!
Day one: with a strong thinking in mind 'I'm so gonna study today, or not', I woke up at 8 and had breakfast with what's left in the fridge. 9, Camélia called 'is your mom home? I'll stop by!'. There goes a day.
Day two: 'I swear to God I'll study today. But what about Gossip Girl season 2? I'll watch it in the morning, THEN I'll study'. And oh my God I LOVE GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2. Bye-bye second day.
Day three: 'Watch the house ok? I'll go to grandma's'. Camélia called 'wanna study Physics?'. Stop by at her house. 1 and a half hour of physics studying time, the rest of the day of piano lessons. And third day passed by.
Day four (actually just morning): 'ok last minute. Can't delay it anymore. Let's study!'. 2 and a half hours from 8 to 10:30. 'Ooh, there's Wild Child!'. And yup! Dead time.

Literature: I tried to do the test as quick as possible to have time to sleep. I still need coffee.
Physics: highest mark can get is 6,5. Good attemption isn't it =)).

Another busy hanging out day. But I need to sleep first.
It is such a waste throwing money for education on me. Don't you guys learn that I'll work out on anything except for public educating? You're so weird!
Somehow I just wanna be home-schooled.
And a long nap.
(I smell shrimp somewhere. Annoying!)

Peace out! Don't wish me luck, or you'll die :)).

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I'm so addicted to it that I can't live without it. The imagination.

God, you've got to be kidding me!

OK let's rewind a little bit and start with yesterday. I was supposed to get home at 4:30PM not to mention the nuts lady released us 30 minutes earlier. And then what? Mom picked me up, and told me to go to the yoga class. Excuse me? I'm having HISTORY tomorrow and all you can think is yoga ? Oh yes, and after a long long trip at the yoga class and the fast food store, I got home and immediately had to prepare the history lessons. I was up until 12AM. And I swore to God if I fail History, I'll chop her head and NEVER EVER GO TO THE YOGA CLASS. AGAIN.

She is so so annoying sometimes. Oh wait, everytime!

OK so here's today. Here's me, the person who almost dropped the 3-mark-question of the test. Don't ask. Later the day, the insane geography teacher gave me a minus. OK, that's unfair and social suicide.

Yeah, suicide. It's not the plan right now. I've prepared everything for it. Just the matter of time. When I can't handle this world like hell anymore, I'll do it.

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

I'm up to maths & physics right now. seems like doomsday isn't over yet.

Chuck

I kinda finished 10 episodes of the first season, and so far, my favorite character is Chuck Bass the womanizer. It's like after watching him getting Nate out of trouble and expressing his feelings with Blair, I went nuts for him. He turned out to be such a shy guy who can't even tell Blair he likes her. Yes, he had such a record, but I still like him. Look, tomorrow I have like one of the biggest tests of the whole semester and now I'm sitting here expressing my love with Chuck. OK, just a few quotes and I'm on my way!

(I told you yoga is SUCH a waste of time !!! You're such an annoying person !!!!)

C. (told N.): look, there are 3 things I care about: money, the pleasures money brings and you.

B.: you sound like a jealous boyfriend.

C.: you wish

B.: no. you wish. do you like me ?

C.: define 'like'

B.: oh no no no

C.: what do you think ? i can't sleep, can't eat, there's something in my stomach, fluttering

One line: I LOVE YOU CHUCK BASS!!!!!

15 and a month

It's no big deal. It's just my birthday is this day last month. Nothing.

Yesterday after yoga class, I finally got a chance to stop by at the disc shop. And you know what she bought me? Gossip Girl total season 1 and 2!!!!!!!! Oh God kill me already!

Extra-crazy

ANNOYING!!
First of all, I'm about to go to school to have extra class on Chemistry. According to some guys, we still have to do homework and learn lessons. Does noone remind her this is an EXTRA class ? I'm so tired of this.
And Mom is driving me nuts. Don't ask.
I have two new musketeers on my face. It's AWFUL!!! Feeling like the whole world is looking at my zits.
This morning, we had tests in almost all of the periods. There are 4 periods and we had 3 tests. One is for checking the test we did last week that she called 'surprise full-term test'. That woman is crazy and has the special ability to bore people unlimitedly. About that, all the teachers do. Home come.
My class officially has 37 students. Shark (who I don't usually have good reviews on and barely talk with) is about to go abroad. Vi seems to be really happy cause she hates the girl a lot. I feel normal. I wonder when I go, will people act soulless like that?
I WANNA GO MORE THAN EVER!!! (yes here it goes) I'm fed up with this class and these people and these teachers and the stupid education program that leads us to nowhere.
Oh come on .......

(And I still can't believe that this morning I just had an essay about 'why do I live in this world')

Vi didn't seem to be nice this morning. She actually laughed at my face when I showed her my essay. Yes, for somehow, I'm so sensitive with that. And now, recalling it, I'm starting to feel annoyed. Not so good!
4 minutes to go. Who cares ?

I watched 'Read It And Weep' yesterday. The third time. I think the reason why I like that movie so much is because the Jamie character is exactly like me. 'If I don't get to write, I'm gonna die!'. Yeah yeah yeah, I've got just a couple of hundreds pages of diary in the computer one, more than a hundred in computer two, Y!360 (not so real, pass) and blogspot. I wonder what will the world be like if everyone reads my blogspot. 'A journal with a lack of nice words'.

I think I'm gonna post some parts of my diary here.
;;)
And then print it just for myself.
OK gotta go. This is the march through hell called HIGH SCHOOL.