God, you've got to be kidding me!

OK let's rewind a little bit and start with yesterday. I was supposed to get home at 4:30PM not to mention the nuts lady released us 30 minutes earlier. And then what? Mom picked me up, and told me to go to the yoga class. Excuse me? I'm having HISTORY tomorrow and all you can think is yoga ? Oh yes, and after a long long trip at the yoga class and the fast food store, I got home and immediately had to prepare the history lessons. I was up until 12AM. And I swore to God if I fail History, I'll chop her head and NEVER EVER GO TO THE YOGA CLASS. AGAIN.

She is so so annoying sometimes. Oh wait, everytime!

OK so here's today. Here's me, the person who almost dropped the 3-mark-question of the test. Don't ask. Later the day, the insane geography teacher gave me a minus. OK, that's unfair and social suicide.

Yeah, suicide. It's not the plan right now. I've prepared everything for it. Just the matter of time. When I can't handle this world like hell anymore, I'll do it.

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

I'm up to maths & physics right now. seems like doomsday isn't over yet.

Chuck

I kinda finished 10 episodes of the first season, and so far, my favorite character is Chuck Bass the womanizer. It's like after watching him getting Nate out of trouble and expressing his feelings with Blair, I went nuts for him. He turned out to be such a shy guy who can't even tell Blair he likes her. Yes, he had such a record, but I still like him. Look, tomorrow I have like one of the biggest tests of the whole semester and now I'm sitting here expressing my love with Chuck. OK, just a few quotes and I'm on my way!

(I told you yoga is SUCH a waste of time !!! You're such an annoying person !!!!)

C. (told N.): look, there are 3 things I care about: money, the pleasures money brings and you.

B.: you sound like a jealous boyfriend.

C.: you wish

B.: no. you wish. do you like me ?

C.: define 'like'

B.: oh no no no

C.: what do you think ? i can't sleep, can't eat, there's something in my stomach, fluttering

One line: I LOVE YOU CHUCK BASS!!!!!

15 and a month

It's no big deal. It's just my birthday is this day last month. Nothing.

Yesterday after yoga class, I finally got a chance to stop by at the disc shop. And you know what she bought me? Gossip Girl total season 1 and 2!!!!!!!! Oh God kill me already!

Extra-crazy

ANNOYING!!
First of all, I'm about to go to school to have extra class on Chemistry. According to some guys, we still have to do homework and learn lessons. Does noone remind her this is an EXTRA class ? I'm so tired of this.
And Mom is driving me nuts. Don't ask.
I have two new musketeers on my face. It's AWFUL!!! Feeling like the whole world is looking at my zits.
This morning, we had tests in almost all of the periods. There are 4 periods and we had 3 tests. One is for checking the test we did last week that she called 'surprise full-term test'. That woman is crazy and has the special ability to bore people unlimitedly. About that, all the teachers do. Home come.
My class officially has 37 students. Shark (who I don't usually have good reviews on and barely talk with) is about to go abroad. Vi seems to be really happy cause she hates the girl a lot. I feel normal. I wonder when I go, will people act soulless like that?
I WANNA GO MORE THAN EVER!!! (yes here it goes) I'm fed up with this class and these people and these teachers and the stupid education program that leads us to nowhere.
Oh come on .......

(And I still can't believe that this morning I just had an essay about 'why do I live in this world')

Vi didn't seem to be nice this morning. She actually laughed at my face when I showed her my essay. Yes, for somehow, I'm so sensitive with that. And now, recalling it, I'm starting to feel annoyed. Not so good!
4 minutes to go. Who cares ?

I watched 'Read It And Weep' yesterday. The third time. I think the reason why I like that movie so much is because the Jamie character is exactly like me. 'If I don't get to write, I'm gonna die!'. Yeah yeah yeah, I've got just a couple of hundreds pages of diary in the computer one, more than a hundred in computer two, Y!360 (not so real, pass) and blogspot. I wonder what will the world be like if everyone reads my blogspot. 'A journal with a lack of nice words'.

I think I'm gonna post some parts of my diary here.
;;)
And then print it just for myself.
OK gotta go. This is the march through hell called HIGH SCHOOL.

Rulebreaker. David Cook.

OK I broke the rule. So what? I'm still a rock star =)).
I downloaded David Cook's creation yesterday, and Britney's greatest hits. But wait. I downloaded Britney's because I need to find a song for my upcoming event. Doesn't sound fin right? Whatever.
The only reason I wanna live right now is David Cook's creation. OMG I wish it was a concept album, that's the only missing part of the album. The songs are amazing (cause half of them were composed by ESPEN LIND), but I can't find the combination, the bond. Turn it into a concept album will be perfect. Hope he'll do it next time. The album already sold 250,000 copies, the same as Archie's. Nice start. Keep rocking Cookie, best wishes for you.

(Curse the one who made this hairstyle to my Cookie. The hairstyle in top 9 was per-fect)

01. Declaration 3:13
02. Heroes 3:27
03. Light On 3:49
04. Come Back To Me 4:08
05. Life On The Moon 3:38
06. Bar-Ba-Sol 4:29
07. Mr. Sensitive 3:38
08. Lie 3:49
09. I Did It For You 3:49
10. Avalanche 4:32
11. Permanent 2:56
12. A Daily Anthem 4:20
13. Kiss On The Neck (Hidden Track) 3:22
14. The Time Of My Life (Bonus Track) 3:36

Recommended tracks: another album with no recommended track. My favorite right now are Bar-Ba-Sol and Mr. Sensitive. But this is temporary.

Download here.

I went to yoga class today. Nothing was going on except for the fact that I actually stept my foot into the WC there and what I'd seen is going to haunt me for good. After that, we (Mom and I) did a little research about iPod. We found a really nice place and actually booked it. I swear to God I'll never borrow anyone's iPod from now on. I've caused enough trouble this year.
Wait. The best part of stepping into those stores is to WATCH and TOUCH the one and only amazing, groundbreaking, rocking MACPC and MACBOOK.
Oh my God I almost fainted.

Jill criticized me (or was it Camelia? I don't know and sick of this game). I don't wanna give a damn anymore.

I practiced "What I've Been Looking For" with the 'idol'. It went pretty well.

After having a detailed plan of putting the biggest prank on 'the stupid', Camelia playing the 'charming' talked to her tonight. According to her, the stupid was so ... stupid and insane. She claimed that the plan was ruined, but not yet. We cannot quit yet. Especially when I'm in a mood of hating her so much. We have to do much more. MORE!!! And we have to be cooperative in every second. But above all, the plan is a secret. At this part, I don't think I myself have done a good job. Shame! I have to beat this girl! Mark my words.

It's 11 o'clock and I'm not into any rush of going to bed. Don't you just loveeee weekend ...


Need-to-(re)watch-movies:
1. Transformer
2. Disturbia
3. Surf's up
4. Eagle Eye
Isn't it weird when all the movies above have Shia :) ?

That's it. I have to go to bed anyway. Peace out.

Suicide II

Suicide I.

I actually understood Physics today.
And it was FREEZING cold this morning.
It's like faith =)).

Since I'm about to suicide, when I'm so close to death, Jill, I'll forgive you =)).

I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER MATH PERIOD!!! That was exciting news cause my heart beat like crazy in her periods. I have like almost 5 of her periods in Thursday. Including recess.

OK peace. Gotta buy some knives and sleeping pills. Prepare for my DEATH!