Random #, well, $%$%^^*($$#%%$#

I've got to start thinking about more things to cheer my life up a bit. Starting with doing small things that i really enjoy. I've led a dramatic life and i need something to cool it down.
* i literally ducked my face into a pillow and screamed. God knows how long i've dreamt of doing that *

I WILL NEVER FIND A LOVE ONE !!