DEAD day tomorrow!

I'm going to school tomorrow, so i think i'm gonna write about it.

First, all of my old teacher cast are completely changed. Except for the person i expected to be replaced the most: THE HEAD! This is gonna be a tragical year, i can tell!

Second, i haven't prepared anything for it. No books, no schedule, nothing.Like i care ... Oh, that reminds me: i have to call the guy at my tutor class to comfirm my schedule. I hate arrangements!!

Third, to be honest, i was a little bit excited. I know this is just a natural feeling that everyone gets when attending school blah blah blah

Mom stepped in and all the enthusiasm is gone. Thanks mom. Sometimes you're as helpful as it can be.

I haven't edited any of the 1000 photos i took from the Cambodia trip. Aah, just thinking about it makes me nauseous! I mean, come on, 1000 photos!

I've found a new hobby: stop playing songs by albums and shuffle a bit. It's fun.

Someone said that if it's 10 and you haven't finished half of what you planned to do, you may never finish the rest. That is so true to me!

I need my beauty sleep. Hell's calling tomorrow. Can't wait to meet those sucker friends and those sucker teachers and those sucker staff. Can't wait!

Utopia

So i officially said goodbye to Ron today. He gave me a hug. It was strange when somebody gives me a hug. I don't usually receive hugs, i only give them. That's really good to know what it's like being given something you only give away.

We watched the water puppet today and a there was a situation and i, again, overreacted. When will i be able to get rid of that attitude! It's becoming an attitude now. The attitude of exxagerating and overreacting.
There's so much of me that needs fixing!

Ron gave me The Envoy today. Some poems are really inspiring and i'm thinking of changing my blog name after a line in a poem in there.
I could write one (: I'll try.
And i'll read the book tomorrow. I've been promising myself that for 3 days and i haven't touched the book since then. Shame!

I'm listening to Brian Littrell's song Gone Without Goodbye. There's this strange feeling that only this song gives me. I remember trying to learn the lyrics in the twilight.

There are some people whose loss in life are uncountable. The tunes helps me feel the lost that i've never experienced, and i hope never will.
Speaking of, i've been thinking about a cruel fact that i've created: i lost all of mom's presents she gave me when she returned from the States. I lost my iPod in the ladies' room, my Barbie doll was taken by my art teacher, i forgot my watch at the girls' chamber.
Maybe i'm not worth dedicating.

Still i enjoy blogging more.