my 2008

as i promised (without any remind :>) today i'll post a summary about my 2008. let's get it started!

+ events of the year:
- actually study in 9th grade and received never-been-better results
- started to listen to major kinds of rock including alt., punk modern, gothic, metal, dark metal, ... and to fall in love with them
- attended this dog cage called GD
- owned a new ipod called Bill 
- watched american idol 7 for the first time and put my hope for david cook
- reached 9,7 in english and became the highest in the class (of course the new one :>)
- ...

+ research of the year:
- tokio hotel
- david cook
- twilight (saga, movie, cast, ost)
- shia labeouf
- xiu
- blogspot
- blackberry
- "i can actually study english"
- gavin degraw
- jason mraz
- mika
- lily allen
- aleksander with
- emma roberts
- dolly parton
- within temptation

+ people of the year:
- bill, tom, georg, gustav
- robert pattinson
- leonardo (forever and ever babe!)
- demi lovato
- david cook
- jason castro
- brooke white
- simon cowell =))
- ryan seacrest
- matt leblanc
- ...

+ songs of the year:
- carry you home- james blunt
- working class hero- green day
- jailhouse rock- danny noriega
- fragile- jason castro
- jolene- dolly parton/brooke white
- 1000 meere, geh- tokio hotel
- rehab- amy winehouse
- attack, from yesterday, the kill- 30 seconds to mars
- bubbly- colbie caillat
- a little too perfect- alek with
- bar-ba-sol - david cook
- lala land- demi lovato
- yesterday's gone- ryan cabrera
- our solemn hour- with temptation
- you don't know what love is- white stripes
- gone without goodbye- brian littrell
- i'm yours, lucky- jason mraz
- album viva la vida- coldplay
- ...

+ blog of the year:
- of course, blogspot! also thanks 360 for being my hide-out for almost 2 years

+ movie of the year:
- devil wears prada
- blood diamond
- pirates of the caribbean
- wall-e
- gossip girl
- twilight
- tru confession
- ...

thanks to Hannah for being such a great friend when i was in my hard time,

thanks to anita and all my old jerks in my old class for teaching me real-life lessons so that i can be like i am today,

thanks to mom and dad for being exactly who you guys always have been,

thanks cow cow for being such a perfect monitor,

thanks to daniel for being so cute XD,

thanks to all my new friends in my new class for actually talking to me and helping me cheat in examinations :'>,

thanks to xiu for taking such beautiful photos and for distanced inspiring me,

thanks to camelia for being such a headstrong and smartest girl i've ever met,

thanks to all my idols for making my life more interesting, thanks to bill o'keeffe for being my loyal and music box, 

many thanks to people whom i owed but i'd never got a chance to say thanks

blah blah there are lots of things that i can't tell all in one night. a year goes by, hope it will flow away all the bad lucks from last year. new year is a new start. FIGHT FOR IT JJ!!!

last but not least

KISS 2008 GOODBYE. HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!!

twilight II.

twilight I.

i went to watch twilight today. the second time. it was even cooler than the first time! rob was amazing, kristen was beautiful, JASPER and EMMETT were HOTTTTT!!!!! OMG when jasper played baseball his hair was AMAZING!!!!!! oh and emmett. i've found this interesting thing: when emmett jumped on the truck when Edward was driving, his face looked exactly like a monkey. like rosalie said 'my monkeyman' :). love ya! if rosalie and alice hadn't been so imperfect, the movie would've been cooler. to be honest, ashley greene and nikki reid are not ugly in real life, it's that their faces are too old and doesn't fit with these characters. especially alice. she could've passed bella's mom when she hugged her!
rob actually sang in let me sign. the song was fine, the tone reminded me of espen lind's song the music takes you there. i don't know how, those two songs are completely different.
but 2 times are enough. i'll get bored if i watch the third time! i even joked after the movie that 'wanna get the ticket for our second turn'. ha ha.
supermassive black hole was used during the baseball scene. that pleased me pretty much. i thought it was set into the racing part, but it turns out to be so cool and absolutely impressive.

TWILIGHT ROCKS!!!!!!

2 days before new year's eve? any suggestions? i wanna go out. it's a gno right? i don't, repeat, i don't wanna stay at home then. especially when i'm too close to death.

the ipod is goin crazy again. the artworks switched places and now i have to rearrange them. it's so bothering! urghhhh

i got the semester result today. i was 18th in the class. wow that was shocking! i thought i would be 30th or worse. i'm right in the middle. impressive ;;). anyway i have to admit this class is not the best, probably the worst i've ever studied in. average mark: 7,6. this is really shocking. and my math mark only reaches 7,1 because of some dump 1-period test that i don't remember when i did it. i got 4. what the heck? where did that come from? urghhhhhh

wait, what is that? icons? oh, how can i forget that after a twilight-ish day like today right :) ? one second ...

parent teacher's conference day is nearer than ever! this sunday, at 9 o'clock, all will die (well except for those who have fine results, but trust me, not so much) ...
i just wanna have some last words. mom, dad, i know you're gonna be so mad at me. i'm not gonna dare to say anything anymore. to all my friends in this class, you guys suck. to all my teachers, especially history and physics biology, you guys are such assholes. to hannah, remember what i'd told you about my will, you'll keep my camera, my ipod and my piece-o'-crap cellphone. robert pattinson, i know that i've known you for less than a month, but i love you! yes i'm the kind of girl that would scream at your face when standing before you. i love you david cook, leonardo, shia labeouf, ed westwick, ...

i'm estaticly planning for thursday. as you know thursday is new year and i don't have to go to school and i don't wanna stay at home doing nothing wasting my precious time. so i'm thinking of going somewhere around, grab something to eat, just light ones. definitely not at home! especially when i'm about to die in 5 days. i need to plan! beyond that, i need money. i have to spend all my money on that day cause i'll be dying before you know it. i need a buck and a buddy. dark future awaits. i won't finish reading eclipse or any part of the twilight saga. i don't wanna scream Edward Cullen's name (with respect and love) in my grave. the neighbours won't be happy ):. 

today is an eventless day. too boring! i have to go physics tutoring in about half an hour. why do i need tutoring when i'm about to die? tomorrow i'll have to face the history asshole. no word can explain how disrespect and disgusting i've had by seeing the chimp's face! oh my gosh .......

icon time. just same old icons today ok? i hate the world.

Fictional :((

There's this cool line about Edward that I find exactly like mine:

"I'm having a hard time accepting the fact that Edward Cullen is a fictional character".

Hannah watched Twilight today and she texted me that Twilight was truly amazing. Welcome to our Twilight Fanclub, Hannah =)). Welcome to the crazy long days talking non stop about Twilight =)). Welcome ...

Icon time. Today I've finally found out a rule in life: don't waste time making your own icons, go to photobucket and you'll find they've made all for you. I've found hundreds of icons about Kristen, about the hot Robert and Ed Westwick. 140 icons in an hour. Why waste?

Oh, and I changed the theme today. After spending the whole morning searching blogskins.com, i've finally found my beloved theme. i'm telling you it's hard to find this simple and cool theme on the website. but somehow it's such a waste not to have Robert and Kristen's photo on it. But i swear i'll post icons about them daily :).

Click click click!

Watch Rob on Ellen. He's so CUTE XDDDDD!!!! Oh and he claimed that he's single. That's the one thing that i can live with :). God bless you Robert!

"Some I did it, some I stole. But now I will post them all!"

=))
=))
That really sounds like a spell. An icon-ish spell =))

Upcoming: 2008 preview (maybe, if i can still remember).
Featuring Hottest events, Hottest Guys and Girls, Blockbusters that had blown my mind, Song of the year, ...
Wow, that sounds interesting. Remind me ok? ;;).

Robert

As you know, I've been going crazy for Twilight. I've finished Twilight and New Moon, and the reason why I haven't started reading Eclipse yet is because Edward actually asked Bella to marry him. And you know me, I hate all kinds of relationships. Especially husband-wife. I've read the plot on wikipedia and I'm even more disappointed cause they're actually gonna have a baby! Oh my God ... This is no longer the teenage saga anymore. Why don't you just push them in a school and write about their schoolyears like Harry Potter? Although, Edward Cullen, I love you so so so much, I still feel a little disgusting about all this. Urgh ...
OK Robert. I can't understand why people hate him so much. Yes I agree that he looked aweful in Harry Potter 4, but in Twilight he's so cute! As I said, Edward Cullen's flawlessness is hard to reach, and since my imagination has gone on a lifetime vacation, I think he's the best choice.
Besides, his smile kills me.
Side effect:

Peace out!

Twilight

OK I admit. Finally. Last night I couldn't sleep. Why? Because of a little tiny person called EDWARD CULLEN.

Quote my journal:

"OK it just took me 2 days to finish 693 pages of Twilight. I intended to go watch the movie again, but after reading 16 chapters of the book and went crazy for Edward for a little while, I decided not to go to the movie. EDWARD CULLEN IS TOO FLAWLESS TO BE REAL!!!

Yesterday was crazy. I went crazy for Edward. Eli, with her ‘boring little shit’ Literature of the ‘80s was jealous with me =]]. Yesterday, the line that I spoke the most was ‘oh my God, Edward is so amazing!’. 
OK I’ve made my decision, tomorrow I’ll go book a tee with 2 words ‘Team Edward’ on it.
And seriously, the movie was boring. The director, although was really good in keeping the movie mood, cut all the details about Alice and Doctor Carlisle’s life. I hate it cause those details were so amazing. Alice has this connection with Bella, wickedly, through James. And Emmett, he’s so cute when he and Alice tried to convince Edward to bring Bella back home. And Rosalie, the movie actually focused a little too much about Rosalie’s invisible hate with Bella. And you know what, the character I hate the most in this story is JACOB BLACK!!! 
Oh God … especially after I know what he’ll do to Bella when Edward (the fictional love of my life) has gone. Besides, in the movie, Jacob doesn’t look younger than Bella.

I think I actually want to be loved after reading this Twilight. And sadly, the biggest love I want right now is just a figment of a woman’s imagination.
PERV!!!!
Noone, I repeat, NOONE can reach the flawless limitation of EDWARD CULLEN!!!"

Too much to explain. I was hooked. After reading the speech of RWO, I actually lost my excitement a little bit. And oh my God for the first time since I was back, I FEEL LIKE I'M LIKE LANNEE!!!

Unbelievable!!! This is spoiled!
Oh just forget it, OK?

Tomorrow 

JORDAN PRUITT WILL BE GONE FOR GOOD

Mark my words.
One last moment for Jordan:

OK no offence here.I'll still remember you and your Permission To Fly album. It's just you're gonna be replaced by Kristen.

" ... Lift  your head to the sky

we will never say bye

bye

=))"

One more guys!!!

One more to past. Whatever the result is, screw it!!! I'll go shopping for jeans this weekend and I don't give a damn about anything else.
I just installed the new browser: Opera. Although I'd used one before and it didn't seem to work out property, I decided to give it a second shot. I just love the speed dial everytime I open up a new tab. It looks kinda like this:

And BTW, this is the third time I write journal today. I'm telling you you can't find any other day that I can spend this much time writing journal.

Peace out. I'm outta thing to say anyway :p.

P/S: g'luck Hannah!

Ridiculously ridiculous

Yes, I'm in the time they call 'full-term tests studying'. And due to the fact that in the 4 long winding and happy days, I only spent 4 hours studying, I actually enjoyed my life!
Day one: with a strong thinking in mind 'I'm so gonna study today, or not', I woke up at 8 and had breakfast with what's left in the fridge. 9, Camélia called 'is your mom home? I'll stop by!'. There goes a day.
Day two: 'I swear to God I'll study today. But what about Gossip Girl season 2? I'll watch it in the morning, THEN I'll study'. And oh my God I LOVE GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2. Bye-bye second day.
Day three: 'Watch the house ok? I'll go to grandma's'. Camélia called 'wanna study Physics?'. Stop by at her house. 1 and a half hour of physics studying time, the rest of the day of piano lessons. And third day passed by.
Day four (actually just morning): 'ok last minute. Can't delay it anymore. Let's study!'. 2 and a half hours from 8 to 10:30. 'Ooh, there's Wild Child!'. And yup! Dead time.

Literature: I tried to do the test as quick as possible to have time to sleep. I still need coffee.
Physics: highest mark can get is 6,5. Good attemption isn't it =)).

Another busy hanging out day. But I need to sleep first.
It is such a waste throwing money for education on me. Don't you guys learn that I'll work out on anything except for public educating? You're so weird!
Somehow I just wanna be home-schooled.
And a long nap.
(I smell shrimp somewhere. Annoying!)

Peace out! Don't wish me luck, or you'll die :)).

Untitled

I'm so addicted to it that I can't live without it. The imagination.

God, you've got to be kidding me!

OK let's rewind a little bit and start with yesterday. I was supposed to get home at 4:30PM not to mention the nuts lady released us 30 minutes earlier. And then what? Mom picked me up, and told me to go to the yoga class. Excuse me? I'm having HISTORY tomorrow and all you can think is yoga ? Oh yes, and after a long long trip at the yoga class and the fast food store, I got home and immediately had to prepare the history lessons. I was up until 12AM. And I swore to God if I fail History, I'll chop her head and NEVER EVER GO TO THE YOGA CLASS. AGAIN.

She is so so annoying sometimes. Oh wait, everytime!

OK so here's today. Here's me, the person who almost dropped the 3-mark-question of the test. Don't ask. Later the day, the insane geography teacher gave me a minus. OK, that's unfair and social suicide.

Yeah, suicide. It's not the plan right now. I've prepared everything for it. Just the matter of time. When I can't handle this world like hell anymore, I'll do it.

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

I'm up to maths & physics right now. seems like doomsday isn't over yet.

Chuck

I kinda finished 10 episodes of the first season, and so far, my favorite character is Chuck Bass the womanizer. It's like after watching him getting Nate out of trouble and expressing his feelings with Blair, I went nuts for him. He turned out to be such a shy guy who can't even tell Blair he likes her. Yes, he had such a record, but I still like him. Look, tomorrow I have like one of the biggest tests of the whole semester and now I'm sitting here expressing my love with Chuck. OK, just a few quotes and I'm on my way!

(I told you yoga is SUCH a waste of time !!! You're such an annoying person !!!!)

C. (told N.): look, there are 3 things I care about: money, the pleasures money brings and you.

B.: you sound like a jealous boyfriend.

C.: you wish

B.: no. you wish. do you like me ?

C.: define 'like'

B.: oh no no no

C.: what do you think ? i can't sleep, can't eat, there's something in my stomach, fluttering

One line: I LOVE YOU CHUCK BASS!!!!!

15 and a month

It's no big deal. It's just my birthday is this day last month. Nothing.

Yesterday after yoga class, I finally got a chance to stop by at the disc shop. And you know what she bought me? Gossip Girl total season 1 and 2!!!!!!!! Oh God kill me already!

Extra-crazy

ANNOYING!!
First of all, I'm about to go to school to have extra class on Chemistry. According to some guys, we still have to do homework and learn lessons. Does noone remind her this is an EXTRA class ? I'm so tired of this.
And Mom is driving me nuts. Don't ask.
I have two new musketeers on my face. It's AWFUL!!! Feeling like the whole world is looking at my zits.
This morning, we had tests in almost all of the periods. There are 4 periods and we had 3 tests. One is for checking the test we did last week that she called 'surprise full-term test'. That woman is crazy and has the special ability to bore people unlimitedly. About that, all the teachers do. Home come.
My class officially has 37 students. Shark (who I don't usually have good reviews on and barely talk with) is about to go abroad. Vi seems to be really happy cause she hates the girl a lot. I feel normal. I wonder when I go, will people act soulless like that?
I WANNA GO MORE THAN EVER!!! (yes here it goes) I'm fed up with this class and these people and these teachers and the stupid education program that leads us to nowhere.
Oh come on .......

(And I still can't believe that this morning I just had an essay about 'why do I live in this world')

Vi didn't seem to be nice this morning. She actually laughed at my face when I showed her my essay. Yes, for somehow, I'm so sensitive with that. And now, recalling it, I'm starting to feel annoyed. Not so good!
4 minutes to go. Who cares ?

I watched 'Read It And Weep' yesterday. The third time. I think the reason why I like that movie so much is because the Jamie character is exactly like me. 'If I don't get to write, I'm gonna die!'. Yeah yeah yeah, I've got just a couple of hundreds pages of diary in the computer one, more than a hundred in computer two, Y!360 (not so real, pass) and blogspot. I wonder what will the world be like if everyone reads my blogspot. 'A journal with a lack of nice words'.

I think I'm gonna post some parts of my diary here.
;;)
And then print it just for myself.
OK gotta go. This is the march through hell called HIGH SCHOOL.

Rulebreaker. David Cook.

OK I broke the rule. So what? I'm still a rock star =)).
I downloaded David Cook's creation yesterday, and Britney's greatest hits. But wait. I downloaded Britney's because I need to find a song for my upcoming event. Doesn't sound fin right? Whatever.
The only reason I wanna live right now is David Cook's creation. OMG I wish it was a concept album, that's the only missing part of the album. The songs are amazing (cause half of them were composed by ESPEN LIND), but I can't find the combination, the bond. Turn it into a concept album will be perfect. Hope he'll do it next time. The album already sold 250,000 copies, the same as Archie's. Nice start. Keep rocking Cookie, best wishes for you.

(Curse the one who made this hairstyle to my Cookie. The hairstyle in top 9 was per-fect)

01. Declaration 3:13
02. Heroes 3:27
03. Light On 3:49
04. Come Back To Me 4:08
05. Life On The Moon 3:38
06. Bar-Ba-Sol 4:29
07. Mr. Sensitive 3:38
08. Lie 3:49
09. I Did It For You 3:49
10. Avalanche 4:32
11. Permanent 2:56
12. A Daily Anthem 4:20
13. Kiss On The Neck (Hidden Track) 3:22
14. The Time Of My Life (Bonus Track) 3:36

Recommended tracks: another album with no recommended track. My favorite right now are Bar-Ba-Sol and Mr. Sensitive. But this is temporary.

Download here.

I went to yoga class today. Nothing was going on except for the fact that I actually stept my foot into the WC there and what I'd seen is going to haunt me for good. After that, we (Mom and I) did a little research about iPod. We found a really nice place and actually booked it. I swear to God I'll never borrow anyone's iPod from now on. I've caused enough trouble this year.
Wait. The best part of stepping into those stores is to WATCH and TOUCH the one and only amazing, groundbreaking, rocking MACPC and MACBOOK.
Oh my God I almost fainted.

Jill criticized me (or was it Camelia? I don't know and sick of this game). I don't wanna give a damn anymore.

I practiced "What I've Been Looking For" with the 'idol'. It went pretty well.

After having a detailed plan of putting the biggest prank on 'the stupid', Camelia playing the 'charming' talked to her tonight. According to her, the stupid was so ... stupid and insane. She claimed that the plan was ruined, but not yet. We cannot quit yet. Especially when I'm in a mood of hating her so much. We have to do much more. MORE!!! And we have to be cooperative in every second. But above all, the plan is a secret. At this part, I don't think I myself have done a good job. Shame! I have to beat this girl! Mark my words.

It's 11 o'clock and I'm not into any rush of going to bed. Don't you just loveeee weekend ...


Need-to-(re)watch-movies:
1. Transformer
2. Disturbia
3. Surf's up
4. Eagle Eye
Isn't it weird when all the movies above have Shia :) ?

That's it. I have to go to bed anyway. Peace out.

Suicide II

Suicide I.

I actually understood Physics today.
And it was FREEZING cold this morning.
It's like faith =)).

Since I'm about to suicide, when I'm so close to death, Jill, I'll forgive you =)).

I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER MATH PERIOD!!! That was exciting news cause my heart beat like crazy in her periods. I have like almost 5 of her periods in Thursday. Including recess.

OK peace. Gotta buy some knives and sleeping pills. Prepare for my DEATH!

AWFUL!

I'm telling you this is the second time I've stepped on the road and wish for a hit from a van. I don't know what happened to me today, but what I'd got was so AWFUL!
I woke up at 4:30AM to study Biology cause I got a test today. I'd actually studied (or I thought I had). I went to school and had to study Chemistry in case she recited. During the Biology test, I COULDN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING I'D LEARNED!!! ANYTHING!!! I almost gave back the white paper. I cried later then cause I SWEAR TO GOD I HAD STUDIED FOR IT, not that I was lazy or something. I didn't get good marks last time, now this.
Yes and 3 in Physics. Don't ask.

The suicide thought crossed my mind like a thousand times today. There was so much happened today that made me wanna give up on everything. Everytime bad things happen to me, I just try to think that it's just a small problem and I'll laugh at it when I'm 30 or something, but there were so much happened to me in the past few months and it really shocked and obsessed me a lot. Yeah it sounds bad when millions of people want the things I've got and I just wanna give up life so easily but it's been a shock to me and I'm amazed at myself about how conscious I've been through all those things. Again, I did it on my own. I can't find any friend that is trusty enough for me to feel comfortable to talk with.
Terrible things happen everyday, every minute, but please, stop causing me problems. Haven't I had enough? Nobody has ever been through such a hard time starting high school like me.
Sometimes I just feel like I'm a dump bag. God can throw me into the dirtiest corners of life and it can still get worse.
Suicide suicide suicide is the only word in my head right now. Suddenly I'm not so obsessed about all those undownloaded albums. I'm just worried about tomorrow. Will I make it through tomorrow?

I can't find my reason of life anymore. How bad can this be ? Just simply wake up, think of yesterday and concern.
The things I'd done 'yesterday' was so awful that I can't stop thinking of it EVERY morning.
What will Mom think if she sees my Biology marks?
It's like being buried alive. I mean it. Slow death.

Doomsday

2 free days celebrating Teacher's day. No Maths, no Physics, no headteacher.
And no Shia. Great. I've been watching HBO all the time to just catch some Shia, but it seems hopeless. Right at the time when I'm about to go crazy for him.
Oh, and this. I told mom I'm going out for some movies today. And this morning, she totally ruined my plan. GREAT!!!! It's been like a decade since I last stept my foot on the movie theater.
Another boring boring day. I'm feeling like I'm wasting too much time on lying at home, watching same old movies, eating canned popcorn and blathering 'bout sucking life. I'm feeling like a cavewoman. Oooooooooooooooh ..................
Ely's got new ideas for her newest video: Lucky. Yeah right. I'm not doing this. I'm so tired of it. Maybe I'll just be a studio secretary. So full of it.
I can't believe that David Cook actually released his new album and I haven't downloaded it yet. Due to my Dad's rule 'No download under any condition in one month since the day the computer was fixed', I'm totally ruined. IT'S DAVID COOK FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!
And I wanna watch Gossip Girl so much that I can kill myself.

One more exciting thing: I haven't had any breakfast so later I'm gonna buy some potato chips and a diet coke. As usual.

I mean, how bad can it get. I only have 30 Math excercises and 15 Physics ones to do.
Such a DOOMSDAY!!!

Shia

This is Shia Labeouf. My new idol. I swear to God I used to hate this guy so much.
Then I watched half of Disturbia. Still no feelings at all.
One day I sat down and watch the entire movie. And from then on, I seriously like him =)).
I found out that he played the psycho twin in 'Tru Confession' 6 years ago. Goddamn it Disney, he's become so flawless. I find him so hot. Unbelievable. The same happened to Ryan Cabrera. Oh God I must say he was the only pretty boy that I met and hated. Weird.

SCHOOL SUCKS!!! As usual. I've hidden like 4 of my psycho tests. Let's see: Biography- 5 (6 minus 1 for copying friend's paper), Maths- 6,5, Social Study- 9 and 5 (it's not easy to reach 9, and it's not easy either to reach 5 .-.), Geography- 6 (what the heck? I was supposed to reach 7. 6 & 7 are different), Chemistry- 6 (two wrong questionnaires, totally wrong in other calculations).
That's my learning situation so far. I haven't got ANY 'not bad' marks since ending October. Except for English. If I can't get high marks in English, 100 percent that I'll quit school.

The computer's fixed and I can't download in a month. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? November's like the party of albums. And moreover, DAVID COOK'S ALBUM HAS LEAKED!!! I'm looking at it but I can't touch it! Beyonce's 'I Am', Taylor Swift's 'Fearless', X-Tina's 'Decade of hits', ...
Kill me already!

Oh and one more thing: I lost my friend's iPod, so basically I'll have to buy her a new one. I only have 200k left in my purse and I don't know how to tell my parents about this. I'll be banned from camera, iPod and computer for like, permanent. But weird enough, I left it under my table, there was no night class at that day or the following day, noone in the class responded the asking, I couldn't find it anywhere.
OK maybe I was right. God hates lazy people.

I'm black-nailed :D. Cool right?
Peace out. I think it's time for tutoring .-.

Day of 6

6 is NOT a good number. I might die at 6:06:06PM today. My marks were all 6 today =)). Funny. And I'm starting to hate my previous Math teacher =)).
I wanna die. By the way, when burying me, please leave a REAL Louis Vutton bag beside me. I'll rest in peace =)).
Half of the friends I invited to the party turned out busy. That's good, cause the less the people, the less I have to worry. Maybe just marshmallow and popcorn and some movies are just fine. Problem solved.
I'm feeling like it's forever since I last checked out youtube. I have to check out Selena's channel, Demi's, Ashley Tisdale's, Miley&Mandy's to see if they'd posted any of those whacko clips. I haven't check out Tokio Hotel TV since September. Oh shame shame shameeeeeeee ...
Talking about video clips, Ely and I have got like tons of funny clips lately. My camera's card's always full. Yesterday was Damaged: The damage in the night. I'm gonna convert them to my iPod :D:D.
My big computer is being fixed. I have to move internet to my Mom's laptop. And this laptop's download speed is AWESOME!!! But Mom doesn't allow me to download much (or either no birthday present) to prevent viruses. Fine.

Download list:
- Westlife & Backstreet Boys discography. Sounds scary huh ? I want it, I, I, I want it want it want it :)).
- CHRISTINA AGUILERA- KEEPS GETTING BETTER A DECADE OF HITS. For God's sake.
- David Archuleta- Self Titled.
- Dido- Safe Trip Home.
- Hilary Duff- Best Of.
What is this? Suicide?
I'm SO gonna download them all. Mark my words. It's just the beginning of November and 5 albums have come out. What about David Cook? Oh God ....

Hunger kills me. Peace out.

Happy birthday to me :)

Ladies and gentlemen, today, November 7th is a very special day in the world. It's
MY BIRTHDAYYYYY!!!
Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to myself, happy birthday to me ...

I spent all the money I left text messaging with Hannah today. We made a little countdown to the time Cow left Vietnam. He must be settled right now. I wonder who does he share his room with :).
Good luck in Singapore my friend.

My Converse hurts me to death. We were back to P.E. today after 5 continuously free periods due to the weather. When it was about to rain this afternoon, we actually had a rain-wish dance. At last it didn't rain and upset all of us :(.
I'm having a small birthday party on Sunday. This party is made just for me to meet Hannah again. Hannah, that's all I wanna say. You know your responsibility right? The party starts at 4 or 4:30PM. I think we're gonna have pizza, some French fries and low fat fried chicken. On Sunday morning, I've got English tutor, hard to abandon that. Then I have to go watch my class's performances at school, then back to the party. I'm starting to wonder if my friends have enough energy to continue the party.

I'm getting tired of school and I don't wanna care about it anymore. That's why my latest entries are usually short.

Peace out.

cow cows

I hate the fact that Metallica's newest album Death Magnetic just sold out 28,000 copies its first week. This album is the second album I listen online. I don't wanna download them cause they're so heavy and I'm not sure if I can feel the music. Especially after the 'time' in 9th grade.
Mom said 'why don't you set the alarm like everyday, and then tomorrow when you turn it off, you'll feel so happy that you won't have to wake up at that time. It's sunday'. I said 'when I turn it off tomorrow, I'll be thinking what the heck did I think last night'.
But I'll definitely do that :).
Short entry. I've yawned 4 times since I started writing this. I don't think that I can make it til 12am.
I always wanted to. My shoulders hurt :(.
I invited some friends to my birthday party next week and I'm still thinking of finding a gift for Cow Cow before Friday.
I hate the name Cow when unfortunately, Kha's nickname is Cow too. And after a short talk I had today with CB, I felt that Kha doesn't deserve that name.
Yeah, maybe when you're about to be away from someone, you'll be different.

It's freaky fright-day >:)

It's HALLOWEEN!!!!!!! That doesn't mean much to me but just >:)>:). I wanna stay at home, get some popcorn, watch some R-rated movies (except for Saw V, oh God), drag Camélia here.
There are plenty of things I wanna say:
1. I officially hate Biology and Technology. Don't ask.
2. One week away from my birthday. By the way, my earphones are just broken. Any idea for present ;;) ?
3. One week away from my birthday means there's only 1 week left for the A-Star scholars. Good luck to you guys in Singapore. First time abroad, first time win. Bon voyage (though I don't think this wish might fit :']). I'll really miss you guys, especially Dorebase Cow. I know you'll be doing just fine in Singapore, or wherever you live. I dedicate to you these words, they're not so much, but they're what I truly feel right now. After all, you are still the one I remember the most in my TDN time :).

That's it. Nothing more to say. Class has been a mess, as usual. No more complaining for today.
Peace.

Zoo

Tomorrow I'm going to the zoo. With my class. Which doesn't please me much. Cause I hate zoos. And poops. And the bitches.

Tomorrow stinks.

I'm gonna do a summary about this week:

- I've got 7,75 in Maths, 8,5 in Physics (oh you must have been there to see me roar when I saw the mark), 9,6 (highest, woohoo) in English, 8 in Geography (I just thought I could never have passed 6 in that test ... Oh my Goddddddddddd). A happy week about marks. I can finally keep my head up :'].

- The two bitches. I really don't feel angry about them, just feel pathetic for them, although they're still bitchy. But it's not gonna make me bother in this summary. Bye bye.

- My earphones are officially broken. Now I have to find other ones. And my sleepless iPod doesn't seem sleepless anymore. My Grandma does. My Mom was really worried in the pass 2 days of her. She's old and you know old people.

- The comedy we did this morning. It was so funny that I tried my best not to laugh in front of the class. I played a negative character. And we (me and a partner who played my Mom)  got to make up so as we could look evil. It turned out to be so funny that when our names was spoken, everybody clapped =)). It was so funny. Some of them took pictures of us and there were some pictures which I looked really really really really horrible =)).

That's it. That was so much for a week. So much for me '_'.

I changed the IM theme to blue. I think tomorrow I'm gonna change this page's theme too. Dye Jordan's hair blue :)). And you don't wanna know how hard it is to dye her hair. Even by Photoshop. Especially by Photoshop.

Long live the blue!!!! Blue is the new black :).

All the fashion designers worship black. Black rocks. 

Oh God I'm in love with the black Louis Vutton shoes. And I can never (I mean never ever) afford those amazing shoes.

Oh God I've been crazy for Ely's new black skinny jeans. I swear to God that those skinny jeans are AWESOME. And her legs are the most beautiful ones. She got those from a friend. Late birthday gift. I want early birthday gifts. Anyone? A Louis Vutton bag is just fine :).

I'VE FOUND LOGAN LERMAN'S YOUTUBE WEBSITE TODAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

He created the page with his friend, doing short movies. I mean it was AWESOMEEEEEEEE!!!! I went nuts for that guy for weeks. Ely said that he isn't worth it. I bet she's screaming out loud :).

Recommended music for the week:

- Jason Mraz- We sing, we dance, we steal things: I know it was forever but it's good. I listen to it every night. For real.

- James Blunt- Carry you home: the song's lyrics mean a lot to me right now so basically I'm in love with the song. And the video clip was touchy. Basically I can't hate James Blunt like half of the British do :)).

It's almost 11PM. It's bedtime 1 hour ago. I have to go to sleep so as not to feel tired on Monday. 

Peace out.

What a day

OK. There were things that made me happy today. And there were things that made me wanna puke immediately. And yes, they were about the 2 bitches.
I GOT 8,5 IN PHYSICS!!!!!!! Oh my God!!!!! That was worth celebrating. Woohoo!

I not gonna tell how the bitches were today. Just like I decide not to care about them or the TDNers. Because deep down inside, they are even more brainless than all the others.
OK one of the bitches is leaving a status "Fortunately, you're not my friend babe". Fine. My status is thank God. She must have taken away that honor from me as I hate the other bitch on the face. That's good.
OK I don't give a shit. This case is easy. They're just chickens on the inside.

I can't wait until the day she goes to USA. But a hitting before departure is good too you know.

Peace out. What a day :).

Afterwards

So
I've just passed the 4 tests. None of them were excellent, but I felt kinda relief cause I did them my best.
Sounds scary huh :).
I changed the profile photo. No more LV collection. Here's the full view. She is Ho Ngoc Ha. She is an amazing model. She sings too but I haven't listened to any of her songs since I have allergies to ballad music. I just love this shoot of her.

I will still have to go to school tomorrow. That's the bad part. And as I got stupid 6 in Biology last week, I'll have to go recite again. That's the worse part. And tomorrow I have English tutor at 4:30. Tomorrow doesn't seem to be a nice day huh :(.

I haven't got the time (and the guts) to go book ticket for High School Musical 3. If I don't book from now, November 20th will be too late. I just wanna enjoy Ashley's fashion in the movie.
Not talking to the stupid jackass is getting better and better (I just realized she doesn't deserve to be called Jill in here. She doesn't worth it). She turned out to be a real jackass and I got pissed lately. It's like she tells things behind my back with my friends and make them stop talking to me. Pathetic. Can you just do it better for God's sake? That's the best you've got? Oh come on, I've never thought that you could be that ignoble and stupid. In her head, friends are listed in 3 classes:
1. Rich and fabulous people like the one whose father owns Vietcombank.
2. Ordinary people in case rich and fabulous people are not available. Camélia is one of them.
3. Army of shank. People who is the background to all of her stories, who makes her famous. On the outside, she always says that 'I don't need fame', but on the inside, she tries her best to be famous. In a ridiculous way. And I refused to be her army of shank, she turned out not to respect me.
I just have one question: WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE??? HUH???
To be honest, without me and Camélia, stupid jackass must have been cheaply pathetic right now.

OK no more stupid jackass. She makes me pissed off.

It's months since I last updated my camera. I'll have to do it now so
Peace out.

Weekend.

Today was fun. I actually had breakfast this morning :). I did a lot of Maths this morning, I watched Wizards of Waverly Place, watched Dukes of the Hazzard: The Beginning, blah blah lots of funny stuff.
And I haven't touched the computer until now.

2 days away from Mid-Term tests. And if I can't get good marks in these tests, I'm so gonna kill myself. I've had enough bad marks already. And besides, the tests must be signed by parents, which is a great part cause I don't think that I can pass Physics.
Eat me.
I haven't washed my pencilcase yet. It's been 3 weeks and the kitten is dirtier than ever. My iPod earphones have officially broken. I NEED NEW EARPHONESSSSSSSSS.

To be honest, this school kills students' inspirations and passions in learning. I WANNA GET BACK TO MY OLD GIFTED SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There are 2 people in my class got accepted in my old school and they ditched it. WHAT WERE YOU GUYS THINKING????????????????????????
That school's like one of the best.
And this school's like one of the stinkiest.

Oh God. People make stupid decisions everyday.
OK I gotta get back to homework. AGAIN. This better be Physics cause right now I just wanna do Maths, which is a good sign cause I can actually DO some maths.
Oh forget it.

Suicide

Another week passed by and I didn't get a chance to update the miserable situation of me.
Firstly, school sucks, and my marks are terrible. My Literature test was horrible, I got 3 in Physics, 6 in Biology for haven't learnt the lessons, other 6s in Geography and Math, or worse.
I HATE SCHOOL!!!
I've never been more miserable in my WHOLE life. Why does it have to be this way? And how's Mom gonna be like when she looks at my report at the end of the semester?
I stopped talking to Jill for a week and it felt comfortable. In the mountain of criticize-mean messages she sent me, she said that I didn't respect her, and that made me feel guilty for a pretty long time. Then I thought about that again, she had NEVER respected me. She lost my chocolate and yelled at my face like I was the one to blame for giving her chocolate, she told me that I'd been blaming her so much for little things when actually I hadn't, and mostly I didn't feel comfortable talking to her, it's like giving lectures to another kid that is ready to yell at me anytime I try to describe something.
I'M SICK OF YOU JILL. YOU'D BETTER THINK ABOUT HOW YOUR ATTITUDE MAKES ME AND CAMÉLIA DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU ANYMORE.
And after that, she tried to prove that I was pathetic without her. I'm pathetic having you around. I'm having fun with other kids in class. I can't believe that I'm saying this, but switching seats was a smart decision. I don't actually in a mood of needing to share my thoughts with anyone and the girl who seats next to me started to make feel annoyed, so just fine that I got rid of Jill.
Monitor for some way got the highest mark in English. GODAMM IT I DID THAT TEST MY BEST AND GOT 7, SO HOW THE HECK COULD YOU GET 8,5????
It turned out she got 5,5. And for some reasons, the teacher gave her 8,5.
IS THERE ANYTHING CALLED FAIR IN THIS WORLD???
IS THERE ANYTHING CALLED FAIR IN MY LIFE???
Guess NOT.

I'm full of stress and homework. Mid-term tests are coming up, and if I can't get nice marks in the tests, I'm SO gonna kill myself.
The worst part is I promised my Mom that I'll study hard, but I only started studying hard after tests.

This is so embarrassing.

How come all the bad things just happened to me this week.
Sorry for being such a good girl.

All my music sources are all closed. My James Blunt album just blew off.
CAN MY LIFE GET ANY WORSE? WHY CAN'T IT BE LIKE 9th GRADE?

I want an iPod Nano

Listening: Realize- Colbie Caillat. It's been forever since I last heard this song on TV.
But Coco isn't my main subject today. Sorry Colbie :).
A minute ago, I went on apple.com to find a way to deal with my sleepless-iPod, I was surprise at THIS:
I call this thing 'perfection of music life'. And hello, the features are amazing. This is from Apple:

A musical Genius.

Say you’re listening to a song you really like and want to hear other tracks that go great with it. The Genius feature finds the songs in your music library that go great together and makes a Genius Playlist for you. It’s like having your own highly intelligent, personal DJ.

Find your music faster.

It’s even easier to find the song you want to hear. No

w you can view your album art in Cover Flow. Or just press and hold the Center button to browse by album or artist. When you find the right song, press the Center button to add it to your on-the-go playlist.

Rock and roll over.

Tilt or turn iPod nano on its side, and you’ll listen, watch, and play in new ways. You can flip through your album art with Cover Flow. Or, vertically speaking, see more albums and artists on the screen at one time.

Let the games begin.

Now you can get in on games made especially for iPod nano and the accelerometer. They respond to the way you move, so they’re immersive, addictive, and a blast. iPod nano comes with Maze, which lets you work your way through vast mazes by tilting and moving. You can find even more games on the iTunes Store.

Even your photos rock.

Pull hundreds of photos from your pocket and share them wherever you go. Hold iPod nano upright and see your photos in portrait view. Turn it on its side to see them in landscape. Your photos look beautiful in their proper aspect ratio on the vibrant, 320-by-240-resolution display.

World’s biggest small screen.

Watching movies, TV shows, and videos is big fun on iPod nano. And the high-resolution picture looks crisp and vivid on the 2-inch widescreen display. So you can always have a little video with you.

And my favorite feature is:

Shake your groove thing.

Sometimes, we could all use a little unpredictability. And now you can shake to shuffle your music. Just give iPod nano a shake and it shuffles to a different song in your music library. You’ll always be surprised by what you’ll hear.

Oh :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Read them yourself. Here.
In someway, Apple creators always make me wanna cry. First for the amazing click wheel, then the enormous memory pack, cover flow, settings, now THIS. Oh my God, I'm gonna DIE for Apple products someday. Mark my word.
And do you know what the most important thing is? This amazing thing costs you only $149 for 8GB and $199 for 16GB.
WHY GOD? WHY? I can never be satisfied with my little Billy.
Stop creating wonderful things!!! I can't take this anymore :(((((((. The thing is too amazinggggg
In someway, all the features I always wanted to have appears in Apple products one at a time. I'm waiting for the background to change. Like Zune. This stuff is the music life savior.
Someone buy one for meeeeeee :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((. I love this thing. Love it love it love it.
How can you be so amazing? Huh?

One minute for imagination:
If I ever had one, which color would I choose?
I'm confused between red and yellow. They're both catchy and so fabulous.
I know. I'll buy BOTH!!!!
One minute's over. Back to reality.

Keep dreaming, dear. You've got your fat little 80GB. Forget this shiny stuff.
Forgetting, forgetting, forgetting ....
Not working.

I think I'm about to have a heart attack.
I should stop.

Peace out.

GO TO THE HELL 'BESTFRIEND'

Is it me or 10th grader are starting to love their classes except for me?
Jill is sick. Again. And this time, I'm so over her sick jokes and threadtened sms. She can make people feel bad and her talent is make small things big. Well that may work is the 'thing' I'm referring about is money. It just like I wanted to see what the fucking fakey girl wrote for her, I played some tricks and read them. She glanced at me. Now she's blah blah blah blah blah about how idiotic I was, how I'm going to tell things about her to Camelia and a bunch of blah blah blah blah headache-maker things.
Oh come on. Whose fault is it? Huh? I was left behind. And all she was talking to was that FAKEY LITTLE GIRL. Don't people care about how I feel anymore? Oh right, because she's a fake innocent girl, and I'm too older than my age and I see trash everywhere.
I SEE TRASH BECAUSE THERE ARE TRASH. You thought it was a cute little flower. But that was all you THOUGHT. It was TRASH. And though I've warned 'she's not as nice as she looks like', she still hangs out with her and leaves me alone. OK so I was a little selfish, but I'D RATHER HAVE NO FRIEND THAN HAVE TURN-THEIR-BACKS FRIENDS LIKE HER!!!
Everytime she annoys me, I let them go. BUT everytime I annoy me, she screams so that the whole WORLD knows that how BAD I am. Then I tell her 'you were the same the other day', she yells at me 'if I say so, just do so. Shut your mouth up, no talking about me the other day isn't gonna kill you'.
OK you pushed me. Just turn your back on me. You've done things that hurts my feelings, but I refused them. I thought that you were just fitting in. Now I can see that you're sick of me as I've been sick of you all the time.
Kick me, come ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
I'm waiting for that day.


Oh, and, sorry for hurting so much after your attitude. It was ALL my fault. I'm sorry.
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Mess

While everybody' lives are getting more and more beautiful, my life is falling into a well that there's no way out.
- First, I didn't make it into the English Team, because I quit. Stupid Kha made it, that's the thing makes me wanna die. SHAMEEEEE
- Secondly, Jill doesn't sit next to me anymore. Stupid Kha (again, he's such a slut) told the head that we hadn't been so friendly, she listened to those stupid words and changed our seats.
I HATE YOU KHA. YOU'RE SUCH A GIRL ON THE INSIDE AND OUT!!!!
- Thirdly, I CAN'T LIVE WITH MATHS ANYMORE. Our teacher is 7 years older than us. He's at the age of the Olsen twins. The Olsen twins can't teach me Maths, and neither can this guy. He's the skinniest person I've ever met and the words he said, I couldn't get them AT ALL.
I'm simply dead.
- The only thing that cheered me up today is that got 9 in Chemistry. Wow.
It's been a month and I haven't seem to get anything from school. I haven't done homework, except for English and Literature whenever I like. I haven't learned any lesson. I caused tons of problems. We were considered to be unfriendly, bossy. I've already had haters. Boys in this school are YUCKKKKK
Where are the school spirits guys? (or whatever it's called)
More than ever, I wanna quit school.
Ely agreed. She'd been worse than me. Her fingers bled, she had allergies, her friends hate her for being so beautiful (or whatever like that).

There's one thing I've learned from this class: DO NOT TRUST ANYBODY.
Monitor has finally appeared as a monster. A stupid one. She dumped an innocent guy. I really don't know HOW she could have a boyfriend.
Boys in this school are JERKS in my eyes. NONE OF THEM ARE NICE!!!!!! NOT ONE!!!!
I'm starting to miss old school's nice guys, like Cow, Daniel, QA, ... :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Thank God you guys didn't have to attend this school. THE SCHOOL IS THE WORST IN THE WORLD!!!!!!

Fun facts:

. My history teacher can't make a summary.
. All the girls are dump and have no sense of art.
. All the boys are actually girls.
. I've become a English speaking star in the class. And I'm nothing.
. I dumped 360 blog. It's useless.
. Wanna get scholarships since EVERYONE can get one.
. Busier than ever.
. Asked Camélia yesterday: 'Has anyone died for feeling so sleepy?'
. Hate uniform. I look the same as those dumps.

Peace out.

Show-offs.

I was late. The third time. According to school rules, I must be suspended for today and have my parents-supervisor meeting. But for some reasons, it still hasn't happen and have caused me a lot of miseries because after all, IT WAS NOT MY FAULT.
Curse you the car driver. It was all his fault. I called him to school to solve this, and then he turned out at no time. My hands are tied. This is the time that I really feel that I need to get my money back to buy a cheap NMX dress.
English was fine. No good signs of getting along and blah blah blah. I'm talking 'bout it just like it's something far away that I can never reach in my 3 years here.
Head teacher reminded me: 'Try not to be late OK?'
Great.
I totally too overestimated this class's abilities of writing. Cause there were 4 people read there passages today and they were way worse than I'd thought. It just like putting those funny awkward words into your paper is going to make the passage more interesting. Well it must have worked with the teacher (that dump teacher, OMG) as she smiled and laughed at their 'funny' jokes. Not me. I didn't find any fun in those cheesy words. I can even READ passages like that right now without any writing.
'Pretend to be the class's laptop and tell your story'
The first thing in my mind was a tragedy. I think I must have turned into a dark person.
Wow :).

Noon was tiring, as usual. And as usual, I'm very sleepy right now but dying to share those events of the day.

My class had a little arrangement. Thank God I wasn't moved to anywhere.

Today the monitor talked to me like I'm something that's less worthy than her. And it was annoying. Uh, hello, what does she think she is? She is simply a stupid pretend-to-be-naive girl. I'm sick of those pretenders.
As my research today, my class wasn't so nice at all. It's like when you hang out long enough, the bad side will come out automatically. Neither show-offs nor pretenders. They really don't worth that much care, but I was a little pissed off so ... you know :).
The monitor sms to Jill yesterday with the 'stylish' language and she could read what the sms was about. She texted her back to tell her she couldn't read what the sms was about, that stupid girl told her 'you're so stupid, you're so down, can't read that?' blah blah.
=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Again, WHAT DOES SHE THINK SHE IS?

OK peace out. I don't wanna talk about this.

Dirrrrrrrrrrrrtiest day EVER

TODAY WAS THE DIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTIEST DAY IN MY WHOLE LIFE!!!
I'm not gonna say that it wasn't fun.
BUT IT DIDN'T WORTH IT.

I sat on mud, crawled over a FROG's dead body, sucked a cucumber.
I even stepped my BARE feet onto the toilet's floor.

This was the dirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrtiest day of my life.

And I saw a really cute guy. He's in D2.
Great. D. And even 2.
But he's so cute
I can't believe I'm actually talking about a real-life guy right now.
He must be worth this.

Asshole girl texted me asking to bring my camera tomorrow.
Nuts. I'm never gonna do it.
I'm gonna tell her my Dad brought it.

I'm sick of days like today
Continue to abandon homework =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
There's Maths and Literature and English tomorrow.
Wonderful.
I need survival.

Peace out.

SICK SICK

It's 1PM and I haven't had my lunch =)))))))). I don't wanna eat.

Listening to Man Who Can't Be Moved. Lead vocal of The Script is HOTTTTTTTTT

Tomorrow I'm going camping for a day. It's gonna be exhausting and I'm sick of all those camping thing. But I had to register since Bloom and Helen hit me and hit me and hit me. And Jill was like 'fine, just don't register, I'm not going if you aren't'. Pressure for God's sake.
Then I registered and told them I didn't want to go much, they pointed at my face and told me 'you registered it yourself. Huh. Surrender'. Perfect.
Ppl are ungrateful.
(I can't remember how many times I've been saying this line)

I'm quitting English Team test this afternoon as my Mom can't take me there and take me back after I finish my test.
Goodbye English Team.

Talking about ungrateful, Jill acted like a music expert today in front of me. I was a little pissed since I showed her what kind of music she should listen. Without me and my directions, she must have lead to cheesy music by now. I showed her what should listen, what shouldn't. I showed her where to download high quality music. Then today when the Monitor (who I'm getting sick of) asked US to share her some music, Jill totally got it without any asking me. Then when I asked her to see the list, she handed it to me unhappily. I have no idea.
I'm getting sick of the Monitor with her cheesy sense of arts. She doesn't live on Earth. For some reason, she lives in 'a fairy world that she writes'.
I'M SICK OF FAIRY TALES AND ROMANCES. THEY'RE JUST EVANESCENCE. THEY'RE GONNA FADE AWAY. WHEN THEY ALL FADE AWAY, WHAT'S LEFT IS JUST PAINFULLY REALITY THAT PEOPLE DON'T LIVE ON EARTH CAN NEVER SURVIVE.
Jill got addicted to her unreal world. Thank God. She's not gonna bother me much.
Jill is fun on the outside and annoying on the inside. When the fun side makes you sick, the annoying side of her comes out and makes you wanna KILL her.
Perfect.

Bleah. And her Literature test got 9, I got 8 for writing what TOO real to me.
The only thing I care in my life is to find as much money as possible. Money heals things. Sounds harsh but admit it, IT'S TRUE.
And the other thing I care is DAVID COOK'S DEBUT ALBUM coming out this November 23rd.
Shame :'].

I'm sleepier than ever now. Again. I have to get to sleep (without eating anything. Oh yeah) and do my stupid homework for an exhausting camping trip tomorrow.
IT'S JUST CAMPING, MAN. TAKE IT EASY. I DON'T WANNA GO.











Peace out.
Bonus: David Cook- Light On.

Update

Quick update. I totally abandoned homework tonight and I'll have to manage to do ALL of them tomorrow. During the Social Study and Technique classes =)))))))))). Fun life.

I listened to Demi's Don't Forget the 5th time and my iPod is so yesterday for not having her album in. It's aMAZING. I'm starting to be addicted.
Recommend: La La Land (my favorite so far because of the unique lyrics XDDD), Get Back, Trainwreck, Don't Forget, Two World Collide. It's like you can hardly skip any track :).
I hate the song On The Line. Jonas Brothers' voices are so annoying. That song totally ruins the whole album structures.
Hate JB more and more. I don't get why Demi needs those clowns compose her album. She's great herself.

Tomorrow is Saturday. I'm trying not to think of coffee right now but it's been so HARD lately since I feel sleepy 24/7 and actually slept during English today. And tomorrow too. Literature is WAYYYYYYYYY worse than English.

Coffee I miss you so much.
As my face has lots of rash lately, coffee is a no-no. Great. The weather's been so weird and I think my face reacts by appearing rash.
Hate it. I'm uglier than EVER!!!

Time's up.

P/S: MUST LISTEN TO DAVID COOK'S LIGHT ON 100000000xxx TIMES A DAY BECAUSE THE SONG IS OFFFFFFFFFF THE HOOK!!!
I don't think that I'm allowed to post the link here. So just listen to it on AOL or americanidol.com.
Cookie you rockkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

LalaLand

It's been KINDA ordinary lately. That's why you stopped seeing me yelling and cursing in the past few days. And in my opinion, that's a good sign.
I got close to some more friends in the class. Apparently they're girls. And some were very impressive. I didn't remember any of their names. Just like yesterday I sat with a girl for lunch and until this early morning, I only knew what her name was. Shame right :']]].
The weirdo still makes people wanna spit at him. I'm worse. I wanna puke =)))))))))))).
But today is SO not the day that weirdo is the main subject of my entry.
Actually, I don't have any subject for the entry.

I was mad at Jill yesterday. Don't ask. The thing that made me angry the most is the monitor- her skank- was like working with me. It's like 'you're so full of it, she meant you no harm' blah blah blah.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

And the make-up yesterday was NOTHING.
Holy motherfucker.
I'm sick of her.
And full of it.

I went to Htr for Physics this Tuesday and Wednesday. I met a girl who was the same class with me in 5th grade. Wow.

This Sunday I'm going to the Welcome 10th Grader blah blah blah Camp. The only reason I'm going is just to stop all the hittings from Bloom and Jill.
I really don't wanna go.
Whatever. Forget it.

Listening to: Demi Lovato's debut album. I'm impressed by her style. At first I thought she won't be succeeded if she just follows this sleepy-ordinary style, she'll be the one-step-back girl behind Miley Cyrus and Selena. I changed my mind after listening to her album. Her music style convinced me that Demi Lovato will be big.

(I love the album cover SOOOOOOOO much. She looks evil >:D)

1. "La La Land" — 3:17
2. "Get Back" — 3:20
3. "Trainwreck" — 3:18
4. "Party" — 3:53
5. "On The Line" — 3:26
6. "Don't Forget" — 3:43
7. "Gonna Get Caught" — 3:11
8. "Two Worlds Collide" — 3:18
9. "The Middle" — 3:05
10. "Until You're Mine" — 3:31
11. "Believe In Me" — 3:42

Download here.

And I've been listening to Miley Cyrus's Simple Song all week. I think I'm gonna perform that or Who Will I be for the audition this Teacher's Day.
Yay meeeeeeeeeeeee

Tomorrow I have Geography and a piece of Math. I've been collecting 3+. I need 4 to get 9, and 5 to get 10.














Peace out. I'm still sick of life and there's nothing can release me right now.
I love you Demi Lovato :)))))))))))))))))))))))). Best wishes for you.

Last minute update: DAVID COOK HAS RELEASED HIS DEBUT SINGLE ON AOL: LIGHT ON.
DAVID COOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, I'm counting so much on you.
Click here to listen to the ROCKING song.
Click here to see the lyrics of the ROCKING song.

YOU ROCK COOKIE!!!