yoghurt cup #105 - day 0 & day 116

• So, I installed this countdown app on my phone to keep track of how many days there are left until Germany, and before 12:30 last night it was just a number. A countdown wouldn't affect you so much unless it's down to its very last counts, so I didn't really care about it. 116 days is just a number, means nothing.
• Until it fucking did mean something. That is less than 4 fucking months. What a time to choose to settle down for a relationship Jenny.
• Now that this is happening do I realize of how many shitty relationships I've gotten myself into, and how much it made an impact on me. 
• It's been only one day. Still in the best times. It will get worse, just you wait Jenny.