spit mcgee

• Here I am, another sleepy night with my blog.
• How long have i abandoned this place?
• Anyways, same bed, same laptop, same stories, just a different person telling it.
• I've changed. In a way that's able to fit work and study in the same day, try not to think about the choices and mistakes I've made, talk more, think a little bit less, and only about important stuff. 
• And try not to get accustomed to the fact of having him around.
• He thinks too much about things that I don't think about, and I've learned about realization a lot while knowing him. I wish I could take emotional stuff as easy as those other girls whose lives I've witnessed, but I can't. That's what the brain is for. It's there to remind us that our heart is a stupid creature that has a power more than it can realize.
• I saw a little cat today. It was so small I feel like it can stand on two palms of my hands. I want a cat, or I just want a creature small enough with attitude like a cat. 
• Every once in a while, I still realize I'm alone in this world. What am I trying to do ?
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