lust ... i'm so out of space!

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I know that's a bit much of inspired series in 2 days but the beach thoughts just kept haunting me, the thoughts of me having fun on the beach taking numerous photos and getting to buy a real polaroid and some denim shorts.
I can't focus on anything. I tried my best to focus on studying this morning, i did.
But the beach? Comeonnnn!

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random stuff i suddenly found on tumblr. Credits.

Wanted right now:

1. A vacation. To somewhere with a beach, or stay in a beach resort for a week doing absolutely nothing but lying by the swimming pool next to the beach with a glass of cocktail beside me.
2. I want this fuck exam season to be over with!
3. Beverage.
4. My hair to be as long as it was before. And when all this is over, i'm gonna dye it chocolate brown.
5. ALL THIS IS OVER PLEASE
6. Junkfood.
7. Europe.
8. The Beatles, duh.
9. I wish i'd talked to that guy. I wish Cam had.
10. I wanna go to school so that i don't feel like i'm wasting time fucking around.
11. Stop cursing!
12. Have a nice white room with new furnitures.

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I'm blogging in the dark right now, was about to turn on the light but i actually like the feeling of this. It's chilly here, thanks to the rain, and i'm wearing a shoulder-loose tank top and supercut shorts and feeling the chill on my toes. It's all about the feelings isn't it? I hate studying, i hate the fact that i can't focus for a long time, it frustrates me. And i always believe a change in surroundings could increase my focus for things. But it's just a theory, an excuse to go out on days that i'm supposed to cram myself with whatever's left of senior year.
I still can't believe i'm no longer a high school student. I'm between statuses right now.

My blog is so random i should change the name to Spit Random McGee. It's actually pronounced Mc-Ghee, not Mc-Giee. Yayy.

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Long time no post. I've been busy with schoolwork preparing for numerous upcoming tests and practicing the class choir (yes it is THAT stupid a class choir ._.). 

Today a friend kind of threw a class party and gave each and everyone her thoughts. And as i was waiting for my turn i expected to feel good and proud of myself for the past few years, but as it turned out i felt like shit. For the first time ever i'm glad i'm only staying in this school for only 2 more days.

I never ever liked high school. Look what i've become.