Song of the day.

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Eliza Doolittle - Pack Up.

I like the quirkiness in her voice (:

Yoghurt cup #28

• This morning and yesterday's exam.
• Met old friends. Realized they're not like they used to be. Feeling attached to the ones having right now.
• Thinking about high school hierarchy.
• Almost out of my old diary notebook.
• Got a compliment on how straight my hair was today.
• Kept an eye on a junior. Brown hair, brown eyes, pretty eyelashes. Starting to think i have closer attempts to reach human feelings.
• Completely out of doodling ideas.
• Ditched Math tutor waaaay too much! Will adjust myself at the end of the week.
• GOD IT'S WEDNESDAY ALREADY!
• First day of officially-back-with-no-cutback school day tomorrow.
• Hopefully they'll still let me get my money! Fingers crossed pleaseeeeee .....
• Curse NYDC.
• My face should be thicker. And YES people CAN die of embarrassment!
• Must have watched over 20 crappy movies when i'm at home! Should've spent that time doing something else.
• Surprised at how fast my typing is.
• REMIND ME TO BARF IN THE FACE OF THE DISGUSTING SOMETIMES!
• I want mah moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ...
• Lilly Scott's new band's new EP I Win. Sounds rad. I can't find it anywhere.
• Can't upload photos on blogger. Nice.
• i. want. my. money.

Wants wants wants ...

Terrible days,

People have terrible days, that is true. I like watching movies that describe how people also have bad days when they pretty much screw up everything and that's it. So that i have a crazy belief that i'm allowed to have a bad days.

I'm terrified of bad days, as a matter of fact. And i became superstitious for it. I know it's stupid, i know it, but when you start to believe that some slightly touches could change your life, it comes true. And that's what happens with my life. For so many times i wanted to stop caring about whether i should wear a watch or pick my hair up today, something happened to push me right into the track that i'd tried to forget. And here comes the silly circle of life that rounded out my life.

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I wanna be one of those girls who don't care much about everything. I'm not talking about feeling-sorry-for-the-poor care, i always believed that when i meet someone who truly cares about those things with their heart, i will know. But who knows? I'm not a saint. I wanna be a bitch, as harsh and as stupid as it sounds, a bitch is indispensably pretty and careless for the world. All she cares about is what surrounds her. I wish to be a selfish and shallow, ain't they the happiest people in the world?

My grandma is an example. She is a good person, from the heart she is. You talk to her once you'll feel the same way. And she never has one moment alone for herself, her mind is always devoted to caring for other people. It's either my grandpa, or my mom, or my two aunts, or maybe the groceries salesclerk she met on her way. Most of the time i wish to be a careless bitch, but for one brief moment, i wanna be like her.

Can someone be super bad in the morning and super kind in the evening just because she feels like it?

So that i don't have to be terrified of a bad day.

Mika - Any Other World.

Project.

Planning on a big project this weekend. Hopefully it'll work and i'll have the patience to complete it, cause if i do, it'll be the most interesting work i've ever done.

99,999999999% i won't finish it. I hate myself.