Maybe i'm not that developed.
Watching Sound Of Music & cramming Chemistry in my head.
If i can just make it through Monday, my life will be as bright as Christmas.


As Christmas !

Yoghurt cup #14

I ran into the evil math teacher the very morning, actually he ran into me with the gianormous motorcycle of his.

• Rhiannon. The Scientist. I'm back to listening to academic music now.
• I watch American Idol because i like to see people living in their music dreams, people who love music from the bottom of their heart. And i love seeing them soar.
• Feels good when iPod shuffles to Dare4distance by NeverShoutNever. Reminds me of last summer.
• I love my ipod.
• Wrecked a conversation of a couple today and burst into laughing for no reason. Got into a fun fight, felt good. Haven't had one and wanted to have one for a while.
• Decided not to care about K. Why would i care what the hell he was doing at the first place anyway ?
• Lost completely in Chemistry. Final exam is next week. Oh great.
• Bitterly realized there's absolutely no more summer as the GODDAMNED DOG-CAGED VICIOUS school took the summer over to make me study some bullshit that probably my great great great great granddaughter won't understand.
• The Twilight OST is better than New Moon OST. Obviously. Especially when i only listen to 1 minute of every song in the OST.
• I don't want to tell mom what the evil math teacher made us do but we didn't do because of the delicated monitor of ours. Figured it's gonna be even more tiring with all the sighs and the advices. I don't need advices. I just need a careless person. Whom i already had.
• I want glasses like Siobhan's.
• Can't believe there are some people who would give up their whole damn future just because of one stupid high school love. I swear i wouldn't do that.
• Said something really mean today and was and still am hoping noone heard it and passed it away.
• I'm not in normal mood right now.
• I slammed the door in my finger and it still hurts each time i touch it.
• I want titanium pencilcase and small enough for me not to put everything i collect in the house in it.
• I want to watch The Fall. Right now !
• And Adventureland. And Percy Jackson. And Because I Said So. I just want to watch movies i know for sure what will happen.
• and easy enough to understand when i have to pause to pee in the middle of the movie.
• I'm craving summer.

I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through

I've never been perfect, and neither have you.

Yoghurt cup #13

My life seems to be percise. Probably that's why it's easy to put it down in lists.

• Tomorrow my name's gonna be hung around the school for winning the 3rd week contest of the English club. Shocker.
• Mom's laptop is having down syndrome.
• I think i like Robbie Williams.
• I wanna throw a sweet party by the end of this semester. Like a buffet, but with all sweets, like M&M's and Oreo and popcorn and movies and stuff. Then i'll have dress code. Everyone should dress in color !
• I wanna have fortune cookies ! I'm sick of horoscope tellings. I never see them anyway.
• I want to go to Paris and be fully covered by beauty.
• I like looking at my blushy pink twitter page (:
• "So what does your date look like, huh ?" "Sparkle. She looks like a holiday." - Rain Man.
• Experiencing the hottest hours in the year. Can't believe people are wearing coats somewhere in this country.
• I'm probably gonna have at least one tooth plucked in my mouth by June. Pretty on the outside & rotten on the inside, huh ?
• Haven't washed dishes.
• 55.2%

• And people just keep asking me why i love cats like crazy.
• What the hell am i talking about ? I want a boyfriend.
• And i'm so gonna lock this page uppp !
• I've become a photo-seeker, not photo-taker.
• On second thought, maybe i'll get back to be a photo-taker. TODAY ! (sounds like The Incredibles' Edna Moddde )
• I'll collect colorful things.
• 63.7%
• I want a beret. Definitely gonna get a beret when summer comes.
• Although i know next year's senior year and i'll have to get my butt into university or else, but i'm still excited about the sunny little piece of summer. Maybe i'll find my way back to everything that gets left behind.
• "Sit boy. Shake. Speak" "Hi there".
• I want a striped shirt
• ( almost every line starts with 'i want' )

Fin (:

Yoghurt cup #12

Oh finally.

• Probably the most annoying, unmemorable, hating day ever !
• Math tutor was terrible, as always.
• I wanna lock this blog up so that people won't judge me by the things i write on days like this.
• When i'm upset, i download completely random and crazy music. When i'm calm & sober, i listen to them and they're good. Maybe this is when my music taste gets the sharpest.
• I saved up a bottle of water in the fridge with a note sticked outside written "Vinegar" so that he won't steal my water when i'm burning thirsty.
• I wanna watch a movie but i have nothing to watch. I wanna watch some chic-flic. Or maybe i'll go to bed early for once in my life.
• Beverly Hills 90210 *laugh like a nerd*. I'm gonna watch it when the 11th grade nightmare's gone.
• I'm supposed to watch Percy Jackson but the DVD's quality sucked and i couldn't stand it. I'm just gonna get back to The Notebook.
• The Fall.
• paper pony. Discovered her 5 minutes ago. There's warm spirit in each of her photos.
• And this. Total coincidence (:

• Durian ice cream could never taste better. I think i'm addicted to cold stuff. Makes sense though, it's drought time.
• Marshmallows.
• ( there's gonna be a lot of photos in today's yoghurt cup )
• When i go to flickr, i usually keep my eyes on photos that are :

~ about desks and what people have on them

~ colorful

~ about colorful ipods

~ or macbooks

~ what's in my bag

~ polaroids

~ as humanless as possible. It feels like people's eyes sometimes are just annoying.

• i like flickr. Cause the people are real. So do the photos.
• I'm addicted to this. Chocolate flavor though.

• Haven't burned the R&J DVD. Oh my goddddd now what ?
• I hate ironing clothes. I mean,s seriously, i do it so that mom would stop talking for 2 seconds, not because i represent family pride or anything. Pppssst !

It's 9:43pm.

Tomorrow's Monday. Oh great.

Yoghurt cup #11

Yoghurt cup #11 ( continuously mistyped to number 12 )

• 4 out of 8. 4 more to go. Bio was out of reach, Geo was fine, Lit was confusing and History was a trainwreck. I'm never gonna finish 11th grade. Trust me.
• Had the most disgusting morning of my life. For the first time i felt relieved like hell when it's over.
• Up. First half was good, second half was terrible. I yawned and yawned and yawned ... Seriously, Oscar, that's the best you can do ?
• Idol fever: Lee & Crystal were outstanding. I watched their performances and their performances only when i watched the encore. I decided not to like Siobhan anymore and just focus on the good performances of the nights. That's gonna make me a little more sober.
• Adam was the frickking mentour. Oh i did not get my eyes off of the tv screen for one second. And the performance, with lazer everywhere and the clouds and the sparkling suit and the slow-tempo, ohhhh ............
• Brooke White & Justin Gaston. I thought the duet was good and Justin was really cute up there on the stage, his hands were shaking and i could tell. Brooke was so old, still gorgeous though. Miss season 7 so much ...
• ( apparently that's what's going on in my life lately )
• If you're in bad mood, listen to Wake me up before you go-go by Wham. That'll do the trick for sure. Oh it was some exciting song !
• I'm getting so easily annoyed by small, uninvolved things.
  
• I'm starting to realize that i don't want anyone to clean up my room or touch anything in it. Feels violated, and, of course, annoying.
• I object to studying on weekends. Sucks the fun out of the only time i get to live my real life in the week.
• My good taste in photos changed. Can barely recognize it anymore.

• I don't take photos anymore. I don't even update my camera. I still have photos that dated a year ago in there.
• Aww i remember this ... (:
  

• I haven't taken a bath. Yuck ! (:

Ok bye. Gotta go take a bath,

curse life,

think and raise grunge about tomorrow and the math tutor class,

be mad at someone/something,

take some photos and convince myself that that's photography,

think and be obsessed about Goong,

tweet for the 100th time today,

kiss Danny

and go to sleep.

So many things to do !
Tomorrow's Sunday ladies and gentlement !

Yoghurt cup #11

Yoghurt cup #11

• Hotel California - Chicago.
  

Yoghurt cup #10

Yoghurt cup #10

• and there i thought today was supposed to be yoghurt cup #11
• Such a long and tiring day.
• Danny went to school today with me. Everyone seemed to like him. Well, i can't think of anyone who didn't.
• The asshole moved down almost next to me. SCHEMING TIME !! I need to get rid of it.
  
• Final semester exam. Biology and Literature, here we go ...
• Found the inbox in dad's phone. Finally.
• The episode today was FIRE ! The prince was as hot as i could imagine. Couldn't stop texting, which is ridiculous (:
• Went to see a play yesterday and got home with grunge. Guess i'm not that type of girl who's like "i love you, i love, love, love you". I find it absolutely fabic and creepy and disgusting. Things like that makes me despise love even more.
• Andrew. Not Garcia idiot. Garcia sucks. Can't stand any more sight of him ! Andrew Anthony O'Keeffe.
• I swear i will know how to play a guitar by the end of this summer, and i will sing I Fall To Pieces while playing the guitar.
• Found the Contestant's card, which i thought was lost 2 days ago. You should've seen me then, i was screaming and jumping and calling every possible friends i knew to break the news and i wrapped the thing in a newspaper and hid it deep deeply in my bag. Haha.

Bye.

Yoghurt cup #9

Yoghurt cup #9

• Depressed went to school today. He seemed pretty healthy. I think he just doesn't wanna go to school for a few days.
• It's Lennon/McCartney night. I love nights when i know by heart EVERY song they sing. I really really like Casey James now.
• Tomorrow i'm having Computer Science Semester exam and here i am sitting here writting yoghurt cup.
• Listening to I Stand For You by Nick Carter. Thinking about the old days when i used to listen to this album and doing the exact same thing: trying to blog in English. It's been so long.
• I. Want. To. Know. How. To. Play. The. Piano.
• Sleepeyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
• Tomorrow's Thursday. More like Hurtsday.
• That crazy Korean series is getting to the VERY good part. Can't believe everyday that's all i could think of. Haven't watched a real series for a long time. Turns out it's supposed to feel like this (:
• Gossip. Girl. Doesn't. Count. Cause. I. Bought. The. Season. And. Learnt. It. By. Heart.
• Still get ridiculously excited when it comes to the intro of Scandalicious.
• Can't believe i'm saying this but life without seduction of GJ's and Tutti Fruitti and Mango feels good.
• Can't say i'm focused on studying, i think i'm distracted from everything now.
• Want to make a video clip and post it on Youtube and get rude feedback. Hah.
• Can't believe i could behave like that. It was extremely calm and friendly, which was totally contrast from what i thought.
• ( trying in vain to find a photo to make this yoghurt cup less fabic. Which is exactly like old times ... )
• Waiting and waiting and waiting for Madison to update something.
• This reminds me of a Marc Johns photo. Got the idea !

• Singing The Beatles' Yesterday makes people more emotional, and somehow, kinder. Recommended.

Why she had to go

I don't know

She wouldn't say

I say

Something wrong

Now i long

For yesterday

Yoghurt cup #8

Yoghurt cup #8

• Math tutor and the weird guy who sits in front of me and had his nails done and the guy sitting next to me who makes damn annoying noises when i drew my Taylor Momsen.
• Texted Cam. I HATE those filthy men.
• Cam got silver. Pretty amazing.
• The family immediately threw a party and invited me.
• I was out having buffet at the garden restaurant this evening.
• Bitterly realizing that the carsick has found a way back to me.
• Spent 1 hour laughing at THIS.
• I want to have a real cup of yogurt.
• The darn mouse just won't move as i please. So annoying ! Then i placed it on my bed instead of The Gadfly book and it moved perfectly. Hmm ...
• Oh i love this photo

• Why do people like Justin Bieber so much ? He hasn't even reached puberty.
• Fed up with the phone's music playlist and wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy too lazy to change it.
• Had my nails done professionally for the 1st time today. Realized it's not so different from doing it by myself.
• Have to go. Have to update the phone, take a bath the second time, clean the bed, brush my teeth, download the Coldplay album X&Y.

Bye .

April 3rd 2010

#1 i hate going to the movie theater. Especially when it's 10 miles away from home.

#2 i love nail polish

#3 i hate miley cyrus and i watch news about her everywhere. This is awkward.

#4 i have a technology obsession.

#5 i like weirdness and i jet'adore beauty. Then i found out they don't usually come along.

May 23rd 2010 (decided to finish this, hah)

#6 i always wanted to make a movie by myself with real actors and cameras and everything. I've got the script planned out. Maybe someday i'll make it to Hollywood.
#7 i hate almost everyone
#8 i like to waste time doing absolutely unhealthy things
#9 i hate sitting around thinking i've wasted too much time. Still it's become a habit or something. Hard to get rid of.
#10 i have an urge to scream & hit people on purpose when i'm angry. Also i want to break something valuable & can make loud noise like slamming the door or throwing books. You shouldn't come near me then.

Yup, 10 secrets about me.

Yoghurt cup #7

Yoghurt cup #7

• Maybe i'm better with listing things than writing it properly.
• Obviously.
• 12 o'clock tonight Cam will have the result that defines her life. For at least this year.
• The soft and comfortable armchair in Gloria Jean's. Seriously, i paid $73 just to sit in that thing !
• Went to look for photos on flickr and resulted in wasting 2 hours. Not the most successful day that i recall.
• I like finding secrets about myself to keep myself from thinking maybe i'm not that boring.
• Starting to hate my heels, although this is probably the first time they didn't make my feet scream. I'm a woman, and women need new shoes.
• I want Hello Kitty socks ! I want Doraemon socks !

• Have to find a good angle for my bags. They're gorgeous and it's such a waste not to pose !
• The hell i like phones and mp3 players. I'm obsessed with new technology !
• Suddenly i love my ipod. Even though the ~ 1800 songs in him bores me to death and the earphones suck.
• Oh my God i love scrapbook. I promise you i'll make one spectacular scrapbook of my own someday !
• ( every line of mine ends with en exclamation point ... )
• I want to read The Little Prince.
• I'll try to write the story to see how far it'll go.
• I actually played the piano today. Can't help but thinking what would happen if i took a serious course of piano.

Yoghurt cup #6

Yoghurt cup #6

• Pretty lonely.
• Addicted to Korean TV series. Don't ask.
• Coldplay
• Exams, exams, EXAMS !!
• 11th grade's almost over. HERE COMES THE GHOST OF SENIOR YEAR !
• I wanna get a starshaped tattoo on my wrist and a multi-mini-star tattoo on my point finger!
• I'm in complete love with Katelyn Epperly's version of The Scientist. Moving. And singing that song brings out strangely emotional feelings.
• Siobhan was weak. Lee was brilliant ! Didi was out singing 2 of my favorite songs: Rhiannon & What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted.
• Songs from the songbook.
• Another new script for the story.
• Umbrellas. I like umbrellas !
• Must finish the Geography project.
• Girls' soccer team. They lost. In my presence. This is getting believable in some creepy ways.
• No Chinese tomorrow. Can't be happier (:
• R&J CD. I've been putting it on hold for like, months !
• The Olympians departs first thing in the morning. Wow

That's it for today.

Come out of things unsaid

Shoot an apple off my head

And a trouble that can't be named

A tiger's waiting to be tamed