Adam Lambert;

i've been busy doing crap lately. 

american idol sucks. they voted for kris allen! it's not that he wasn't good, just he didn't deserve it. he's just good-looking! i want nick "norman" mitchell to get in, to see what'll happen this year (: most importantly, adam lambert and allison's got a spot. yayy!

BROOKE WHITE IS BAAAAAACK!! it is so good to see her again!

oh, and anyone who watched oscar the other night pay attention. in the introduction of actor in the leading role nominations, when they gave comments on mickey rourch, there was a ROBERT PATTINSON sitting behind!!! and no sign of kristen stewart.

safari sucks. i'm outta here

ipod i miss yoooouu

not until now do i realize that my ipod's problem is more serious than i'd expected.

and the warranty date just expired a couple weeks ago.

god obviously hates me for being such a lazy pig.

i'm going touring with school this sunday. just so you know i am not that enthusiastic. it's just that if i go and do some projects (usually easier than exams in class), i'll get an 8 for a 1 period.

that's the reason.

call me matter girl, but 33/36 joined the tour because of that.

oh, and the chimp called me to recite today. i didn't do badly, at least i thought not.

shopping list (for the tour):

- sunglasses. old ones have been smashed. thanks to mom.

- cap. since helmet was crucial, i haven't bought myself an actual hat. SHAME!! i want stripes, red stripes. they'll go well with my backpack.

- food. including potato chips, snack, diet coke, gum, etc. what? i might get starving.

benjamin button & slumdog await. 

I WANT A MACBOOK AIR!!!

god can sue me for being so greedy. cause i truly am. thank you, thank you (:

bleah;

i screwed up in the math exam today. it was a BIG shame!

i'm just hurt, i'm not even angry and sorry. weird enough

now playing: it's my life- bon jovi. still searching for the song michael carver sang in american idol the other day (:

hot hot hot here;

let it be project WON'T be working! one thoughtless moment leads to the consequences. thank god the talent show is delayed until march 13. friday the 13, you've gotta be kiddin me!

I WANT THOSE INEXPERIENCED TEACHERS OUT OF MY ATMOSPHERE!! 

they obviously suck

i wrote this line in my math book today 

'new things are fascinating only at the first place

but the more i dig into it, the sucker it gets'

urgh

it's hot time of the year here. farewell pants and sleeves. welcome back shorts!

pvi is such a control freak. with extra ego. and i'm sure that her performance will earn some prize. she's got backup eh?

THAT'S JUST UNFAIR!!

for a suddenly selfish moment, i hate her

els, i need updates!

i don't feel like coloring today. back to basics ladies and gentleman! (:

i ditched gym today. it was too tiring. torture-like

i spent the whole afternoon watching kyle xy and listening to into wild ost. it probably the best ost i've ever listened to

man i need a guide!

where oh where can the two songs i'm seeking be?

(still don't have enough guts to go ask for anyone's help. shame!!)

oh, htr's friend found a kitty yesterday. he (when we can't identify his/her sex, let's just call him/her he) was so small that we didn't think that he could make it through. cam couldn't adopt him, she said he was so small and he'd die anyway. basically, we left it at the place where we found him yesterday. he's dead for sure. i love animals, especially cats, and you know it, but this is harsh. gotta face it

this reminds me of last year when we found 3 kitties under the teacher's boardstep

kitty kitty kitty

if i could have one (which is impossible due to my stupid allergy), i'd definitely name him/her cat. like breakfast at tiffany's

into the wild

i got a chance to watch a masterpiece yesterday. yup, into the wild. i knew what kind of movie this was but to be honest, i was a bit shock when it turned out more fascinating than i'd expected.
you oscar freaks (:
after watching it, the name Christopher Johnson McCandless's been sticking in my head. i found some infomation about him on wikipedia but it did NOT satisfy my curiosity. guess i'll have to find the book
the movie ost was really good. it's weird i've listened to many kinds of osts and this is the first time i've listened to a movie ost sung by only one artist. maybe because i haven't listened to the right ones. i'm seeking the two unreleased songs in the movie performed by kristen stewart and emile hirsch. i probably can't seek 'em by myself so i'll have to ask for help. all the songs are really good and really ... odd. too bad the length of each songs is too short. well maybe it makes it *snort*
into the wild is the kind of movie that part of me just screaming desperately to watch it again, but the other part just don't. maybe because of the tragical ending that haunted me last night. i can't be scared by murdering but i can be up all night feeling insecure about tragics like this.
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tracy's song
angel from montgomery





WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?
JANE
please don't add any other character into MY movie ok chris weitz?!?
the movie's gonna turn from epic into freakshow. for god's sake!

why don't you be my valentine?

the title was actually a part of a song i wrote long time ago, about 2 years. i didn't have any writing about it but still i remember the rhythm. it was a bit dramatic to be frank. the song i mean. i think i'll complete my song this valentine

i had another shopping trip today from 1 to 5. and i'm having this major headache and wanna ditch tutor tonight. stupid carsick! i thought it wouldn't come back to me

it's like valentine presents. from myself. to myself. i've got these cool shoes and a shirt. swear to god mom'll kill me if she sees the shirt, but for god's sake it was on sale! that was the cheapest thing i've ever seen! i'll go out much more because of THIS shirt! hahahh

TOP 36 AMERICAN IDOL

3 cheers for GOKEY

we're (means the class i'm in) having this party, you know, invite some of our beloved teachers, exchanging chocolates. i bought some m&m and skittles today. hope the one who'll receive my chocolates deserves it (:

hope you guys who have a lovebug enjoy your valentine

well just so you know i won't be

nothing else is real in the lala land machine

it's been such a tight week,
urgh

this is dedicated for my dear friend jill
mthrfckr


i'm working on school's talent show. hahah, i think i'm gonna go with lala land cause so far that's the song i'm most professional about. vivi'll go with fergie's big girls don't cry. that's pretty a big challenge for her, but i wanna see how she's gonna do it. cause after all, i'm purely sick of this school.
yes class was fun, friends were nice
but they're blank
basically
I NEED A LOVEBUG!
thanks to els, now that thought just sticks into my head like glue
i'm still working on the story of arts. it's pretty interesting.
oh and els, i'm done reading anne of green gables. of course just the 700 word version, but still i caught the plot (:
don't be jealous


bonus: new love (: robert hoffman. step up 2 sucks but i've found my love AGAIN. he was cute in she's the man and GORGEOUS in step up
wow












last but not least: MICHAEL CASTRO IS OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL! WHY GOD WHY???????????? i'm so so so sorry Michael, hope i can still see you and your cute face next year ):
but, DANNY GOKEY HAS MADE IT IN!!!!!!!!!!!!! congratulations Danny! you're gonna be my hope for this season, alongside with a lot of people whom i can't remember the names. tomorrow babe, and we'll have our top 36!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
can't wait can't wait!

xoxo

catching sights

one minute for my grandpa's brother. he passed away at 6 yesterday due to some lung diseases. he'd been giving for all his life, and he's gone in peace. 

i watched american idol prime time encore yesterday. and as my hope went far and far, there were no sight of michael castro. and then in the quick tour, when i opened my eyes widely, i caught a sight of him. he moved on to second day of hollywood

YES!! that's my man!!

and btw PNM is back. so HOT!! still love that funny guy (: the more i don't see him, the more i understand why so many girls had fallen for him. i mean maybe he's not a hot guy anymore at his new school (for Pete's sake if he'd attended TDN his hotboy career would've gone on and on) but i bet he's still being a funny womanizer hahhah (:

I WANNA DITCH SCHOOL THIS MONDAY TO WATCH GRAMMY!!

curse those who make me go to school on monday!! and curse those who put burnin' up and i kissed a girl into the nominees. it's RIDICULOUS! those things aren't even music!

congrats els on receiving her shopping finds. congrats me on being about to take over those finds (: this time for my family doesn't look like a property time to ask for a shopping trip. guess i'll just order 'em online. safe & sound!

i listened to a couple of death cab for cutie's new singles. and i have to admit. it's really disappointing. where did the hard drum beats come from? i'll just stick with plans and transatlanticism (swear to god that's the hardest-to-remember album title)

secondhand serenade turned out not as good as i'd expected. i'd expected something classical, but the music was just simply alternative, boring alternative. 

oh that's not their fault to came up with such a brilliant band name and the music was not as brilliant as the name 

mom's leaving and i think i'm gonna go down to the supermarket to grab some potato chips, coffee and dvds.

so much for a non-shopping day!

class was fun today. sitting behind kha in class might be the most idiotic thing that thai teacher (lol) did this year for me. it's distracting. he kept joking and teasing and that made us went wild. really! eg: i videotaped a so called show when he played a physicist doing experiments about gravity. it was actually the bunny pencilcases in the position of people having sex.

distracting! and lmfao

he wrote a refusal letter in english/thai today. thai teacher was made to give him pluses instead of minuses because he made no mistake lmao. i actually told him to write at the end of that letter "i would've xoxo-ed you but on second thought, you don't have what it takes to receive my xoxo-s" lol

again, distracting!

oh, and i came up with another shopping list today at physics tutor with camelia and 'handsome boy' and 'redhead boy'. i knew it! tutoring is POISONOUS!!

so basically ka'll change the plan. no birthday party on friday. sunday instead. just don't know day or night. about me, i hope it'd be day. 

bigger problem: PRESENT. she likes bra. well, me no expert on. other than that, camelia is so NOT collaborative! i have no idea about what i'm gonna give her! i hate buying presents for those high-class!

ipod condition

damn!

valentine's coming! looks like it's time to give yourself presents (this is a pathetic excuse for another shopping trip. what makes you think i'm interested in valentine? i didn't see that one coming. urgh)

since this is my blog, i'll give it some xoxo-s (:

xoxo

btw i DID bring my books to school today! shock much

experiencing protraits

eventless days. the head-teacher, again, was getting on my last nerve, but i tried not to give a damn. she misjudged me, that's for sure.

hope those praticed students are gonna better

and hope they don't have wrong point in education. after seeing by their own EYES how CRUEL and HARSH that evil math teacher could be. wow

i'm running a campaign called 'please bring your books to school'. i sit next to a person who's easily forgettable just like me. and in front of me is the guy always brings 2 books despite the time table. tomorrow i'll bring MY books to school. i've been earning so many minuses about this whole forgetting thing. oh god ...

oh, about that? i had my awkward and not-so-awkward moments. just habits you know :) just me being silly 

 i didn't use ps much for these portraits so basically you can count the number of ZITS on my face! hahah

this protraiting is fun. i'm so gonna do it again (:

i haven't touched bill (aka my 80gb ipod) for 2 days and i miss him ): 

things that i have to do (but i don't want to and won't be doing (: )

. history lessons needs to be learned. how obvious can this be? i'm NOT gonna study!

. get ka some presents. she'll be throwing on a party this friday. and i can't go because of the damn tutor

. mango shirts and flats or heels (better be heels) from square. i'll deal with this on saturday. with camelia. hope i won't be spending too much ):

. go fix bill. definitely

. bring my books to school lmao

. stop thinking about the stupid LA

. ditto her new ipod touch

. ditto the guy who almost hit me with his bike

. ditto shopping

. stop writing journal like princess diaries lmao

i'm starting to hate my bag

prepare for a new one!

again & again;

today's addiction: lonely satellite by mltr w/ again&again by the bird and the bee. i stole kha's ipod and listened to these during english

that was definitely better than studying thai lmao. i mean, is she even a teacher? today she said '3 persons'. shock much! 

include her into the group of unidentified teacher-crapper with ms history (aka ms chimp) and ms math (aka TOP). oh my gosh. wth

MY IPOD IS ACTING BITCHIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! maybe it was because of the viruses in the files i'd put in it. i have to restore. when i do, all the files are gone

5GB OF MY LIFE IS IN THEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i'll give it to the compu-nerd to see if they have some way to get those files back, clean 'em, and give 'em back to me safe and sound

but

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there's no way to save those files ?

what will i loose?

- 30 seconds to mars

- tokio hotel discography

- backstreet boys discography

- kat deluna

- katharine mcphee

- josiah leming

- click 5

- demi lovato

- britney

- AMERICAN IDOL COLLECTION

- gavin degraw

- jessica simpson

- ashlee simpson

- ashley tisdale

- pink

- avril lavigne

- sugababes

- aleksander with

- espen lind

- lifehouse

- jordan pruitt

- brooke white

- linkin park

- jojo

- maroon 5

- within temptation

- evanescence

- rihanna (thank god i loose 'em)

- jesse mccartney discography

- onerepublic

- colbie caillat

- jason mraz

- westlife

- david cook

- beyonce

- lily allen

- aly&aj (i don't mind much, but better not to loose 'em)

- white stripes

- kelly clarkson

- epica

- sisters of mercy

- metallica

- savage garden

- jonas brothers (same as aly&aj)

- NICK CARTER (you have NO idea how HARD is was to find his album in high quality ): )

- ryan cabrera

- mariah carey

- hilary duff

- j.lo

- 

just so you know that doesn't include individual songs that i particularly like. about more than 100 songs

LOOSE 'EM ALL?

i've downloaded that library since i was in 7th grade! it's 3 years!

OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

experience students suck! i can't understand anything with them around! 

kick 'em out of our atmosphere asap!

asap!

funny when i intended to type the word 'kick', i typed 'kiss' instead (:

lmfao

if you've already read els' blog and wanna find out more,
YOU WISH!

he was about to hit me with his bike. he looked at me like 'oh, you clumsy, that's not a way to walk'. there is NO way it happens! besides, i don't know anything about him, except for a 12 grader, a stupid vehicle controller and the owner of a hideous bike.

that's it! if mom had picked me up on time, none of this would've happened! els you are such a big mouth! can't believe it!

revealing too much. stop!

today was booooooooooriiiiiiiiiiiiing ... chemistry sucked, history double sucked. chem teacher still hasn't returned our exam and i'm wishing that she'll forget bout it. oh don't ask. what kind of student welcoming is this? it's even worse than being slapped at the face

ipod's acting crazy. AGAIN! maybe i'll drop blackberry for a new ipod
my head hurts me. i have no idea why. maybe my allergy has improved

yes man awaits! definitely a should-watch movie! i'll figure out some way to go watch it. and to finish gossip girl season 2








today is homework day! tomorrow is math. can't delay it anymore ):

i like matt costa :)

my playlist last night:

- matt costa- sunshine

- the bravery- believe (sun version)

- keane- somewhere only we know

- the fray- how to save a life

- interpol- c'mere

- franz ferdinand- take me out. ooh catchy :)

- death cab for cutie- soul meets body

and to be honest, it feel so good when i can finally get out of the stupidly enormous pop shadow. 

gotta admit: indie rock artists have beautiful album covers! they've knocked me out :)

i've had my decision: NO HOMEWORK! i won't be doing any homework! just imagining myself sitting on the table (or rolling on the bed, who knows), wrestling with math and literature and english and chemistry etc makes me wanna commit suicide. actually i'm a bit suicidal right now. who's with me?

i've been sitting before the computer all DAY. i really have to do sth else. ok peace!

happy monday, though yes i know that noone likes monday, but one wish won't kill anybody :)

xoxo