my 2008

as i promised (without any remind :>) today i'll post a summary about my 2008. let's get it started!

+ events of the year:
- actually study in 9th grade and received never-been-better results
- started to listen to major kinds of rock including alt., punk modern, gothic, metal, dark metal, ... and to fall in love with them
- attended this dog cage called GD
- owned a new ipod called Bill 
- watched american idol 7 for the first time and put my hope for david cook
- reached 9,7 in english and became the highest in the class (of course the new one :>)
- ...

+ research of the year:
- tokio hotel
- david cook
- twilight (saga, movie, cast, ost)
- shia labeouf
- xiu
- blogspot
- blackberry
- "i can actually study english"
- gavin degraw
- jason mraz
- mika
- lily allen
- aleksander with
- emma roberts
- dolly parton
- within temptation

+ people of the year:
- bill, tom, georg, gustav
- robert pattinson
- leonardo (forever and ever babe!)
- demi lovato
- david cook
- jason castro
- brooke white
- simon cowell =))
- ryan seacrest
- matt leblanc
- ...

+ songs of the year:
- carry you home- james blunt
- working class hero- green day
- jailhouse rock- danny noriega
- fragile- jason castro
- jolene- dolly parton/brooke white
- 1000 meere, geh- tokio hotel
- rehab- amy winehouse
- attack, from yesterday, the kill- 30 seconds to mars
- bubbly- colbie caillat
- a little too perfect- alek with
- bar-ba-sol - david cook
- lala land- demi lovato
- yesterday's gone- ryan cabrera
- our solemn hour- with temptation
- you don't know what love is- white stripes
- gone without goodbye- brian littrell
- i'm yours, lucky- jason mraz
- album viva la vida- coldplay
- ...

+ blog of the year:
- of course, blogspot! also thanks 360 for being my hide-out for almost 2 years

+ movie of the year:
- devil wears prada
- blood diamond
- pirates of the caribbean
- wall-e
- gossip girl
- twilight
- tru confession
- ...

thanks to Hannah for being such a great friend when i was in my hard time,

thanks to anita and all my old jerks in my old class for teaching me real-life lessons so that i can be like i am today,

thanks to mom and dad for being exactly who you guys always have been,

thanks cow cow for being such a perfect monitor,

thanks to daniel for being so cute XD,

thanks to all my new friends in my new class for actually talking to me and helping me cheat in examinations :'>,

thanks to xiu for taking such beautiful photos and for distanced inspiring me,

thanks to camelia for being such a headstrong and smartest girl i've ever met,

thanks to all my idols for making my life more interesting, thanks to bill o'keeffe for being my loyal and music box, 

many thanks to people whom i owed but i'd never got a chance to say thanks

blah blah there are lots of things that i can't tell all in one night. a year goes by, hope it will flow away all the bad lucks from last year. new year is a new start. FIGHT FOR IT JJ!!!

last but not least

KISS 2008 GOODBYE. HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!!

twilight II.

twilight I.

i went to watch twilight today. the second time. it was even cooler than the first time! rob was amazing, kristen was beautiful, JASPER and EMMETT were HOTTTTT!!!!! OMG when jasper played baseball his hair was AMAZING!!!!!! oh and emmett. i've found this interesting thing: when emmett jumped on the truck when Edward was driving, his face looked exactly like a monkey. like rosalie said 'my monkeyman' :). love ya! if rosalie and alice hadn't been so imperfect, the movie would've been cooler. to be honest, ashley greene and nikki reid are not ugly in real life, it's that their faces are too old and doesn't fit with these characters. especially alice. she could've passed bella's mom when she hugged her!
rob actually sang in let me sign. the song was fine, the tone reminded me of espen lind's song the music takes you there. i don't know how, those two songs are completely different.
but 2 times are enough. i'll get bored if i watch the third time! i even joked after the movie that 'wanna get the ticket for our second turn'. ha ha.
supermassive black hole was used during the baseball scene. that pleased me pretty much. i thought it was set into the racing part, but it turns out to be so cool and absolutely impressive.

TWILIGHT ROCKS!!!!!!

2 days before new year's eve? any suggestions? i wanna go out. it's a gno right? i don't, repeat, i don't wanna stay at home then. especially when i'm too close to death.

the ipod is goin crazy again. the artworks switched places and now i have to rearrange them. it's so bothering! urghhhh

i got the semester result today. i was 18th in the class. wow that was shocking! i thought i would be 30th or worse. i'm right in the middle. impressive ;;). anyway i have to admit this class is not the best, probably the worst i've ever studied in. average mark: 7,6. this is really shocking. and my math mark only reaches 7,1 because of some dump 1-period test that i don't remember when i did it. i got 4. what the heck? where did that come from? urghhhhhh

wait, what is that? icons? oh, how can i forget that after a twilight-ish day like today right :) ? one second ...

parent teacher's conference day is nearer than ever! this sunday, at 9 o'clock, all will die (well except for those who have fine results, but trust me, not so much) ...
i just wanna have some last words. mom, dad, i know you're gonna be so mad at me. i'm not gonna dare to say anything anymore. to all my friends in this class, you guys suck. to all my teachers, especially history and physics biology, you guys are such assholes. to hannah, remember what i'd told you about my will, you'll keep my camera, my ipod and my piece-o'-crap cellphone. robert pattinson, i know that i've known you for less than a month, but i love you! yes i'm the kind of girl that would scream at your face when standing before you. i love you david cook, leonardo, shia labeouf, ed westwick, ...

i'm estaticly planning for thursday. as you know thursday is new year and i don't have to go to school and i don't wanna stay at home doing nothing wasting my precious time. so i'm thinking of going somewhere around, grab something to eat, just light ones. definitely not at home! especially when i'm about to die in 5 days. i need to plan! beyond that, i need money. i have to spend all my money on that day cause i'll be dying before you know it. i need a buck and a buddy. dark future awaits. i won't finish reading eclipse or any part of the twilight saga. i don't wanna scream Edward Cullen's name (with respect and love) in my grave. the neighbours won't be happy ):. 

today is an eventless day. too boring! i have to go physics tutoring in about half an hour. why do i need tutoring when i'm about to die? tomorrow i'll have to face the history asshole. no word can explain how disrespect and disgusting i've had by seeing the chimp's face! oh my gosh .......

icon time. just same old icons today ok? i hate the world.

Fictional :((

There's this cool line about Edward that I find exactly like mine:

"I'm having a hard time accepting the fact that Edward Cullen is a fictional character".

Hannah watched Twilight today and she texted me that Twilight was truly amazing. Welcome to our Twilight Fanclub, Hannah =)). Welcome to the crazy long days talking non stop about Twilight =)). Welcome ...

Icon time. Today I've finally found out a rule in life: don't waste time making your own icons, go to photobucket and you'll find they've made all for you. I've found hundreds of icons about Kristen, about the hot Robert and Ed Westwick. 140 icons in an hour. Why waste?

Oh, and I changed the theme today. After spending the whole morning searching blogskins.com, i've finally found my beloved theme. i'm telling you it's hard to find this simple and cool theme on the website. but somehow it's such a waste not to have Robert and Kristen's photo on it. But i swear i'll post icons about them daily :).

Click click click!

Watch Rob on Ellen. He's so CUTE XDDDDD!!!! Oh and he claimed that he's single. That's the one thing that i can live with :). God bless you Robert!

"Some I did it, some I stole. But now I will post them all!"

=))
=))
That really sounds like a spell. An icon-ish spell =))

Upcoming: 2008 preview (maybe, if i can still remember).
Featuring Hottest events, Hottest Guys and Girls, Blockbusters that had blown my mind, Song of the year, ...
Wow, that sounds interesting. Remind me ok? ;;).

Robert

As you know, I've been going crazy for Twilight. I've finished Twilight and New Moon, and the reason why I haven't started reading Eclipse yet is because Edward actually asked Bella to marry him. And you know me, I hate all kinds of relationships. Especially husband-wife. I've read the plot on wikipedia and I'm even more disappointed cause they're actually gonna have a baby! Oh my God ... This is no longer the teenage saga anymore. Why don't you just push them in a school and write about their schoolyears like Harry Potter? Although, Edward Cullen, I love you so so so much, I still feel a little disgusting about all this. Urgh ...
OK Robert. I can't understand why people hate him so much. Yes I agree that he looked aweful in Harry Potter 4, but in Twilight he's so cute! As I said, Edward Cullen's flawlessness is hard to reach, and since my imagination has gone on a lifetime vacation, I think he's the best choice.
Besides, his smile kills me.
Side effect:

Peace out!

Twilight

OK I admit. Finally. Last night I couldn't sleep. Why? Because of a little tiny person called EDWARD CULLEN.

Quote my journal:

"OK it just took me 2 days to finish 693 pages of Twilight. I intended to go watch the movie again, but after reading 16 chapters of the book and went crazy for Edward for a little while, I decided not to go to the movie. EDWARD CULLEN IS TOO FLAWLESS TO BE REAL!!!

Yesterday was crazy. I went crazy for Edward. Eli, with her ‘boring little shit’ Literature of the ‘80s was jealous with me =]]. Yesterday, the line that I spoke the most was ‘oh my God, Edward is so amazing!’. 
OK I’ve made my decision, tomorrow I’ll go book a tee with 2 words ‘Team Edward’ on it.
And seriously, the movie was boring. The director, although was really good in keeping the movie mood, cut all the details about Alice and Doctor Carlisle’s life. I hate it cause those details were so amazing. Alice has this connection with Bella, wickedly, through James. And Emmett, he’s so cute when he and Alice tried to convince Edward to bring Bella back home. And Rosalie, the movie actually focused a little too much about Rosalie’s invisible hate with Bella. And you know what, the character I hate the most in this story is JACOB BLACK!!! 
Oh God … especially after I know what he’ll do to Bella when Edward (the fictional love of my life) has gone. Besides, in the movie, Jacob doesn’t look younger than Bella.

I think I actually want to be loved after reading this Twilight. And sadly, the biggest love I want right now is just a figment of a woman’s imagination.
PERV!!!!
Noone, I repeat, NOONE can reach the flawless limitation of EDWARD CULLEN!!!"

Too much to explain. I was hooked. After reading the speech of RWO, I actually lost my excitement a little bit. And oh my God for the first time since I was back, I FEEL LIKE I'M LIKE LANNEE!!!

Unbelievable!!! This is spoiled!
Oh just forget it, OK?

Tomorrow 

JORDAN PRUITT WILL BE GONE FOR GOOD

Mark my words.
One last moment for Jordan:

OK no offence here.I'll still remember you and your Permission To Fly album. It's just you're gonna be replaced by Kristen.

" ... Lift  your head to the sky

we will never say bye

bye

=))"

One more guys!!!

One more to past. Whatever the result is, screw it!!! I'll go shopping for jeans this weekend and I don't give a damn about anything else.
I just installed the new browser: Opera. Although I'd used one before and it didn't seem to work out property, I decided to give it a second shot. I just love the speed dial everytime I open up a new tab. It looks kinda like this:

And BTW, this is the third time I write journal today. I'm telling you you can't find any other day that I can spend this much time writing journal.

Peace out. I'm outta thing to say anyway :p.

P/S: g'luck Hannah!

Ridiculously ridiculous

Yes, I'm in the time they call 'full-term tests studying'. And due to the fact that in the 4 long winding and happy days, I only spent 4 hours studying, I actually enjoyed my life!
Day one: with a strong thinking in mind 'I'm so gonna study today, or not', I woke up at 8 and had breakfast with what's left in the fridge. 9, Camélia called 'is your mom home? I'll stop by!'. There goes a day.
Day two: 'I swear to God I'll study today. But what about Gossip Girl season 2? I'll watch it in the morning, THEN I'll study'. And oh my God I LOVE GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2. Bye-bye second day.
Day three: 'Watch the house ok? I'll go to grandma's'. Camélia called 'wanna study Physics?'. Stop by at her house. 1 and a half hour of physics studying time, the rest of the day of piano lessons. And third day passed by.
Day four (actually just morning): 'ok last minute. Can't delay it anymore. Let's study!'. 2 and a half hours from 8 to 10:30. 'Ooh, there's Wild Child!'. And yup! Dead time.

Literature: I tried to do the test as quick as possible to have time to sleep. I still need coffee.
Physics: highest mark can get is 6,5. Good attemption isn't it =)).

Another busy hanging out day. But I need to sleep first.
It is such a waste throwing money for education on me. Don't you guys learn that I'll work out on anything except for public educating? You're so weird!
Somehow I just wanna be home-schooled.
And a long nap.
(I smell shrimp somewhere. Annoying!)

Peace out! Don't wish me luck, or you'll die :)).

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I'm so addicted to it that I can't live without it. The imagination.

God, you've got to be kidding me!

OK let's rewind a little bit and start with yesterday. I was supposed to get home at 4:30PM not to mention the nuts lady released us 30 minutes earlier. And then what? Mom picked me up, and told me to go to the yoga class. Excuse me? I'm having HISTORY tomorrow and all you can think is yoga ? Oh yes, and after a long long trip at the yoga class and the fast food store, I got home and immediately had to prepare the history lessons. I was up until 12AM. And I swore to God if I fail History, I'll chop her head and NEVER EVER GO TO THE YOGA CLASS. AGAIN.

She is so so annoying sometimes. Oh wait, everytime!

OK so here's today. Here's me, the person who almost dropped the 3-mark-question of the test. Don't ask. Later the day, the insane geography teacher gave me a minus. OK, that's unfair and social suicide.

Yeah, suicide. It's not the plan right now. I've prepared everything for it. Just the matter of time. When I can't handle this world like hell anymore, I'll do it.

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

I'm up to maths & physics right now. seems like doomsday isn't over yet.

Chuck

I kinda finished 10 episodes of the first season, and so far, my favorite character is Chuck Bass the womanizer. It's like after watching him getting Nate out of trouble and expressing his feelings with Blair, I went nuts for him. He turned out to be such a shy guy who can't even tell Blair he likes her. Yes, he had such a record, but I still like him. Look, tomorrow I have like one of the biggest tests of the whole semester and now I'm sitting here expressing my love with Chuck. OK, just a few quotes and I'm on my way!

(I told you yoga is SUCH a waste of time !!! You're such an annoying person !!!!)

C. (told N.): look, there are 3 things I care about: money, the pleasures money brings and you.

B.: you sound like a jealous boyfriend.

C.: you wish

B.: no. you wish. do you like me ?

C.: define 'like'

B.: oh no no no

C.: what do you think ? i can't sleep, can't eat, there's something in my stomach, fluttering

One line: I LOVE YOU CHUCK BASS!!!!!

15 and a month

It's no big deal. It's just my birthday is this day last month. Nothing.

Yesterday after yoga class, I finally got a chance to stop by at the disc shop. And you know what she bought me? Gossip Girl total season 1 and 2!!!!!!!! Oh God kill me already!

Extra-crazy

ANNOYING!!
First of all, I'm about to go to school to have extra class on Chemistry. According to some guys, we still have to do homework and learn lessons. Does noone remind her this is an EXTRA class ? I'm so tired of this.
And Mom is driving me nuts. Don't ask.
I have two new musketeers on my face. It's AWFUL!!! Feeling like the whole world is looking at my zits.
This morning, we had tests in almost all of the periods. There are 4 periods and we had 3 tests. One is for checking the test we did last week that she called 'surprise full-term test'. That woman is crazy and has the special ability to bore people unlimitedly. About that, all the teachers do. Home come.
My class officially has 37 students. Shark (who I don't usually have good reviews on and barely talk with) is about to go abroad. Vi seems to be really happy cause she hates the girl a lot. I feel normal. I wonder when I go, will people act soulless like that?
I WANNA GO MORE THAN EVER!!! (yes here it goes) I'm fed up with this class and these people and these teachers and the stupid education program that leads us to nowhere.
Oh come on .......

(And I still can't believe that this morning I just had an essay about 'why do I live in this world')

Vi didn't seem to be nice this morning. She actually laughed at my face when I showed her my essay. Yes, for somehow, I'm so sensitive with that. And now, recalling it, I'm starting to feel annoyed. Not so good!
4 minutes to go. Who cares ?

I watched 'Read It And Weep' yesterday. The third time. I think the reason why I like that movie so much is because the Jamie character is exactly like me. 'If I don't get to write, I'm gonna die!'. Yeah yeah yeah, I've got just a couple of hundreds pages of diary in the computer one, more than a hundred in computer two, Y!360 (not so real, pass) and blogspot. I wonder what will the world be like if everyone reads my blogspot. 'A journal with a lack of nice words'.

I think I'm gonna post some parts of my diary here.
;;)
And then print it just for myself.
OK gotta go. This is the march through hell called HIGH SCHOOL.