It's freaky fright-day >:)

It's HALLOWEEN!!!!!!! That doesn't mean much to me but just >:)>:). I wanna stay at home, get some popcorn, watch some R-rated movies (except for Saw V, oh God), drag Camélia here.
There are plenty of things I wanna say:
1. I officially hate Biology and Technology. Don't ask.
2. One week away from my birthday. By the way, my earphones are just broken. Any idea for present ;;) ?
3. One week away from my birthday means there's only 1 week left for the A-Star scholars. Good luck to you guys in Singapore. First time abroad, first time win. Bon voyage (though I don't think this wish might fit :']). I'll really miss you guys, especially Dorebase Cow. I know you'll be doing just fine in Singapore, or wherever you live. I dedicate to you these words, they're not so much, but they're what I truly feel right now. After all, you are still the one I remember the most in my TDN time :).

That's it. Nothing more to say. Class has been a mess, as usual. No more complaining for today.
Peace.

Zoo

Tomorrow I'm going to the zoo. With my class. Which doesn't please me much. Cause I hate zoos. And poops. And the bitches.

Tomorrow stinks.

I'm gonna do a summary about this week:

- I've got 7,75 in Maths, 8,5 in Physics (oh you must have been there to see me roar when I saw the mark), 9,6 (highest, woohoo) in English, 8 in Geography (I just thought I could never have passed 6 in that test ... Oh my Goddddddddddd). A happy week about marks. I can finally keep my head up :'].

- The two bitches. I really don't feel angry about them, just feel pathetic for them, although they're still bitchy. But it's not gonna make me bother in this summary. Bye bye.

- My earphones are officially broken. Now I have to find other ones. And my sleepless iPod doesn't seem sleepless anymore. My Grandma does. My Mom was really worried in the pass 2 days of her. She's old and you know old people.

- The comedy we did this morning. It was so funny that I tried my best not to laugh in front of the class. I played a negative character. And we (me and a partner who played my Mom)  got to make up so as we could look evil. It turned out to be so funny that when our names was spoken, everybody clapped =)). It was so funny. Some of them took pictures of us and there were some pictures which I looked really really really really horrible =)).

That's it. That was so much for a week. So much for me '_'.

I changed the IM theme to blue. I think tomorrow I'm gonna change this page's theme too. Dye Jordan's hair blue :)). And you don't wanna know how hard it is to dye her hair. Even by Photoshop. Especially by Photoshop.

Long live the blue!!!! Blue is the new black :).

All the fashion designers worship black. Black rocks. 

Oh God I'm in love with the black Louis Vutton shoes. And I can never (I mean never ever) afford those amazing shoes.

Oh God I've been crazy for Ely's new black skinny jeans. I swear to God that those skinny jeans are AWESOME. And her legs are the most beautiful ones. She got those from a friend. Late birthday gift. I want early birthday gifts. Anyone? A Louis Vutton bag is just fine :).

I'VE FOUND LOGAN LERMAN'S YOUTUBE WEBSITE TODAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

He created the page with his friend, doing short movies. I mean it was AWESOMEEEEEEEE!!!! I went nuts for that guy for weeks. Ely said that he isn't worth it. I bet she's screaming out loud :).

Recommended music for the week:

- Jason Mraz- We sing, we dance, we steal things: I know it was forever but it's good. I listen to it every night. For real.

- James Blunt- Carry you home: the song's lyrics mean a lot to me right now so basically I'm in love with the song. And the video clip was touchy. Basically I can't hate James Blunt like half of the British do :)).

It's almost 11PM. It's bedtime 1 hour ago. I have to go to sleep so as not to feel tired on Monday. 

Peace out.

What a day

OK. There were things that made me happy today. And there were things that made me wanna puke immediately. And yes, they were about the 2 bitches.
I GOT 8,5 IN PHYSICS!!!!!!! Oh my God!!!!! That was worth celebrating. Woohoo!

I not gonna tell how the bitches were today. Just like I decide not to care about them or the TDNers. Because deep down inside, they are even more brainless than all the others.
OK one of the bitches is leaving a status "Fortunately, you're not my friend babe". Fine. My status is thank God. She must have taken away that honor from me as I hate the other bitch on the face. That's good.
OK I don't give a shit. This case is easy. They're just chickens on the inside.

I can't wait until the day she goes to USA. But a hitting before departure is good too you know.

Peace out. What a day :).

Afterwards

So
I've just passed the 4 tests. None of them were excellent, but I felt kinda relief cause I did them my best.
Sounds scary huh :).
I changed the profile photo. No more LV collection. Here's the full view. She is Ho Ngoc Ha. She is an amazing model. She sings too but I haven't listened to any of her songs since I have allergies to ballad music. I just love this shoot of her.

I will still have to go to school tomorrow. That's the bad part. And as I got stupid 6 in Biology last week, I'll have to go recite again. That's the worse part. And tomorrow I have English tutor at 4:30. Tomorrow doesn't seem to be a nice day huh :(.

I haven't got the time (and the guts) to go book ticket for High School Musical 3. If I don't book from now, November 20th will be too late. I just wanna enjoy Ashley's fashion in the movie.
Not talking to the stupid jackass is getting better and better (I just realized she doesn't deserve to be called Jill in here. She doesn't worth it). She turned out to be a real jackass and I got pissed lately. It's like she tells things behind my back with my friends and make them stop talking to me. Pathetic. Can you just do it better for God's sake? That's the best you've got? Oh come on, I've never thought that you could be that ignoble and stupid. In her head, friends are listed in 3 classes:
1. Rich and fabulous people like the one whose father owns Vietcombank.
2. Ordinary people in case rich and fabulous people are not available. Camélia is one of them.
3. Army of shank. People who is the background to all of her stories, who makes her famous. On the outside, she always says that 'I don't need fame', but on the inside, she tries her best to be famous. In a ridiculous way. And I refused to be her army of shank, she turned out not to respect me.
I just have one question: WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE??? HUH???
To be honest, without me and Camélia, stupid jackass must have been cheaply pathetic right now.

OK no more stupid jackass. She makes me pissed off.

It's months since I last updated my camera. I'll have to do it now so
Peace out.

Weekend.

Today was fun. I actually had breakfast this morning :). I did a lot of Maths this morning, I watched Wizards of Waverly Place, watched Dukes of the Hazzard: The Beginning, blah blah lots of funny stuff.
And I haven't touched the computer until now.

2 days away from Mid-Term tests. And if I can't get good marks in these tests, I'm so gonna kill myself. I've had enough bad marks already. And besides, the tests must be signed by parents, which is a great part cause I don't think that I can pass Physics.
Eat me.
I haven't washed my pencilcase yet. It's been 3 weeks and the kitten is dirtier than ever. My iPod earphones have officially broken. I NEED NEW EARPHONESSSSSSSSS.

To be honest, this school kills students' inspirations and passions in learning. I WANNA GET BACK TO MY OLD GIFTED SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There are 2 people in my class got accepted in my old school and they ditched it. WHAT WERE YOU GUYS THINKING????????????????????????
That school's like one of the best.
And this school's like one of the stinkiest.

Oh God. People make stupid decisions everyday.
OK I gotta get back to homework. AGAIN. This better be Physics cause right now I just wanna do Maths, which is a good sign cause I can actually DO some maths.
Oh forget it.

Suicide

Another week passed by and I didn't get a chance to update the miserable situation of me.
Firstly, school sucks, and my marks are terrible. My Literature test was horrible, I got 3 in Physics, 6 in Biology for haven't learnt the lessons, other 6s in Geography and Math, or worse.
I HATE SCHOOL!!!
I've never been more miserable in my WHOLE life. Why does it have to be this way? And how's Mom gonna be like when she looks at my report at the end of the semester?
I stopped talking to Jill for a week and it felt comfortable. In the mountain of criticize-mean messages she sent me, she said that I didn't respect her, and that made me feel guilty for a pretty long time. Then I thought about that again, she had NEVER respected me. She lost my chocolate and yelled at my face like I was the one to blame for giving her chocolate, she told me that I'd been blaming her so much for little things when actually I hadn't, and mostly I didn't feel comfortable talking to her, it's like giving lectures to another kid that is ready to yell at me anytime I try to describe something.
I'M SICK OF YOU JILL. YOU'D BETTER THINK ABOUT HOW YOUR ATTITUDE MAKES ME AND CAMÉLIA DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU ANYMORE.
And after that, she tried to prove that I was pathetic without her. I'm pathetic having you around. I'm having fun with other kids in class. I can't believe that I'm saying this, but switching seats was a smart decision. I don't actually in a mood of needing to share my thoughts with anyone and the girl who seats next to me started to make feel annoyed, so just fine that I got rid of Jill.
Monitor for some way got the highest mark in English. GODAMM IT I DID THAT TEST MY BEST AND GOT 7, SO HOW THE HECK COULD YOU GET 8,5????
It turned out she got 5,5. And for some reasons, the teacher gave her 8,5.
IS THERE ANYTHING CALLED FAIR IN THIS WORLD???
IS THERE ANYTHING CALLED FAIR IN MY LIFE???
Guess NOT.

I'm full of stress and homework. Mid-term tests are coming up, and if I can't get nice marks in the tests, I'm SO gonna kill myself.
The worst part is I promised my Mom that I'll study hard, but I only started studying hard after tests.

This is so embarrassing.

How come all the bad things just happened to me this week.
Sorry for being such a good girl.

All my music sources are all closed. My James Blunt album just blew off.
CAN MY LIFE GET ANY WORSE? WHY CAN'T IT BE LIKE 9th GRADE?

I want an iPod Nano

Listening: Realize- Colbie Caillat. It's been forever since I last heard this song on TV.
But Coco isn't my main subject today. Sorry Colbie :).
A minute ago, I went on apple.com to find a way to deal with my sleepless-iPod, I was surprise at THIS:
I call this thing 'perfection of music life'. And hello, the features are amazing. This is from Apple:

A musical Genius.

Say you’re listening to a song you really like and want to hear other tracks that go great with it. The Genius feature finds the songs in your music library that go great together and makes a Genius Playlist for you. It’s like having your own highly intelligent, personal DJ.

Find your music faster.

It’s even easier to find the song you want to hear. No

w you can view your album art in Cover Flow. Or just press and hold the Center button to browse by album or artist. When you find the right song, press the Center button to add it to your on-the-go playlist.

Rock and roll over.

Tilt or turn iPod nano on its side, and you’ll listen, watch, and play in new ways. You can flip through your album art with Cover Flow. Or, vertically speaking, see more albums and artists on the screen at one time.

Let the games begin.

Now you can get in on games made especially for iPod nano and the accelerometer. They respond to the way you move, so they’re immersive, addictive, and a blast. iPod nano comes with Maze, which lets you work your way through vast mazes by tilting and moving. You can find even more games on the iTunes Store.

Even your photos rock.

Pull hundreds of photos from your pocket and share them wherever you go. Hold iPod nano upright and see your photos in portrait view. Turn it on its side to see them in landscape. Your photos look beautiful in their proper aspect ratio on the vibrant, 320-by-240-resolution display.

World’s biggest small screen.

Watching movies, TV shows, and videos is big fun on iPod nano. And the high-resolution picture looks crisp and vivid on the 2-inch widescreen display. So you can always have a little video with you.

And my favorite feature is:

Shake your groove thing.

Sometimes, we could all use a little unpredictability. And now you can shake to shuffle your music. Just give iPod nano a shake and it shuffles to a different song in your music library. You’ll always be surprised by what you’ll hear.

Oh :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Read them yourself. Here.
In someway, Apple creators always make me wanna cry. First for the amazing click wheel, then the enormous memory pack, cover flow, settings, now THIS. Oh my God, I'm gonna DIE for Apple products someday. Mark my word.
And do you know what the most important thing is? This amazing thing costs you only $149 for 8GB and $199 for 16GB.
WHY GOD? WHY? I can never be satisfied with my little Billy.
Stop creating wonderful things!!! I can't take this anymore :(((((((. The thing is too amazinggggg
In someway, all the features I always wanted to have appears in Apple products one at a time. I'm waiting for the background to change. Like Zune. This stuff is the music life savior.
Someone buy one for meeeeeee :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((. I love this thing. Love it love it love it.
How can you be so amazing? Huh?

One minute for imagination:
If I ever had one, which color would I choose?
I'm confused between red and yellow. They're both catchy and so fabulous.
I know. I'll buy BOTH!!!!
One minute's over. Back to reality.

Keep dreaming, dear. You've got your fat little 80GB. Forget this shiny stuff.
Forgetting, forgetting, forgetting ....
Not working.

I think I'm about to have a heart attack.
I should stop.

Peace out.

GO TO THE HELL 'BESTFRIEND'

Is it me or 10th grader are starting to love their classes except for me?
Jill is sick. Again. And this time, I'm so over her sick jokes and threadtened sms. She can make people feel bad and her talent is make small things big. Well that may work is the 'thing' I'm referring about is money. It just like I wanted to see what the fucking fakey girl wrote for her, I played some tricks and read them. She glanced at me. Now she's blah blah blah blah blah about how idiotic I was, how I'm going to tell things about her to Camelia and a bunch of blah blah blah blah headache-maker things.
Oh come on. Whose fault is it? Huh? I was left behind. And all she was talking to was that FAKEY LITTLE GIRL. Don't people care about how I feel anymore? Oh right, because she's a fake innocent girl, and I'm too older than my age and I see trash everywhere.
I SEE TRASH BECAUSE THERE ARE TRASH. You thought it was a cute little flower. But that was all you THOUGHT. It was TRASH. And though I've warned 'she's not as nice as she looks like', she still hangs out with her and leaves me alone. OK so I was a little selfish, but I'D RATHER HAVE NO FRIEND THAN HAVE TURN-THEIR-BACKS FRIENDS LIKE HER!!!
Everytime she annoys me, I let them go. BUT everytime I annoy me, she screams so that the whole WORLD knows that how BAD I am. Then I tell her 'you were the same the other day', she yells at me 'if I say so, just do so. Shut your mouth up, no talking about me the other day isn't gonna kill you'.
OK you pushed me. Just turn your back on me. You've done things that hurts my feelings, but I refused them. I thought that you were just fitting in. Now I can see that you're sick of me as I've been sick of you all the time.
Kick me, come ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
I'm waiting for that day.


Oh, and, sorry for hurting so much after your attitude. It was ALL my fault. I'm sorry.
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Mess

While everybody' lives are getting more and more beautiful, my life is falling into a well that there's no way out.
- First, I didn't make it into the English Team, because I quit. Stupid Kha made it, that's the thing makes me wanna die. SHAMEEEEE
- Secondly, Jill doesn't sit next to me anymore. Stupid Kha (again, he's such a slut) told the head that we hadn't been so friendly, she listened to those stupid words and changed our seats.
I HATE YOU KHA. YOU'RE SUCH A GIRL ON THE INSIDE AND OUT!!!!
- Thirdly, I CAN'T LIVE WITH MATHS ANYMORE. Our teacher is 7 years older than us. He's at the age of the Olsen twins. The Olsen twins can't teach me Maths, and neither can this guy. He's the skinniest person I've ever met and the words he said, I couldn't get them AT ALL.
I'm simply dead.
- The only thing that cheered me up today is that got 9 in Chemistry. Wow.
It's been a month and I haven't seem to get anything from school. I haven't done homework, except for English and Literature whenever I like. I haven't learned any lesson. I caused tons of problems. We were considered to be unfriendly, bossy. I've already had haters. Boys in this school are YUCKKKKK
Where are the school spirits guys? (or whatever it's called)
More than ever, I wanna quit school.
Ely agreed. She'd been worse than me. Her fingers bled, she had allergies, her friends hate her for being so beautiful (or whatever like that).

There's one thing I've learned from this class: DO NOT TRUST ANYBODY.
Monitor has finally appeared as a monster. A stupid one. She dumped an innocent guy. I really don't know HOW she could have a boyfriend.
Boys in this school are JERKS in my eyes. NONE OF THEM ARE NICE!!!!!! NOT ONE!!!!
I'm starting to miss old school's nice guys, like Cow, Daniel, QA, ... :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Thank God you guys didn't have to attend this school. THE SCHOOL IS THE WORST IN THE WORLD!!!!!!

Fun facts:

. My history teacher can't make a summary.
. All the girls are dump and have no sense of art.
. All the boys are actually girls.
. I've become a English speaking star in the class. And I'm nothing.
. I dumped 360 blog. It's useless.
. Wanna get scholarships since EVERYONE can get one.
. Busier than ever.
. Asked Camélia yesterday: 'Has anyone died for feeling so sleepy?'
. Hate uniform. I look the same as those dumps.

Peace out.